Be the Girl

“What?” Cassie’s face scrunches up as she processes this. “So Holly’s like a vampire?”

I burst out laughing and even Emmett can’t help but smile. “Kind of, except she didn’t bite him.” At least, I don’t think she did.

And I don’t want to think about that.

“It’s not something you talk about with people, okay, Cassie? So don’t tell your teachers or the kids in your class.” Under his breath, but loud enough for me to hear, he adds, “Or everyone you know.”

“Yeah. I know. Okay.” I watch Cassie’s face from my side view mirror as she considers this concept of kissing necks too hard. It’s a good ten seconds before she frowns, gives her head a shake, and mutters, “Ewww.”





Cassie and I walk home that afternoon to find a tiny, white-haired lady and a giant car in Uncle Merv’s driveway.

“Hello, Iris!” Cassie waves dramatically.

Iris. Aunt Connie’s friend, a.k.a. the tuna casserole lady.

The lady shuffles her entire body around to regard us, and her wrinkled face splits into a grandmotherly smile. “Well, hello there, Cassie, how are you?”

“I’m good.” Cassie jabs my shoulder with her finger. “This is Aria, but we call her AJ. That’s her nickname.”

Iris sets her purse in the driver’s seat and then walks down the driveway to meet us, moving more easily than I’d expect of a woman in her seventies. Soft eyes land on me. “It’s nice to finally meet you, Aria. I just finished having tea with your mother! Came by to see how Merv was faring and to drop off another tuna casserole.”

Another tuna casserole. I force a polite smile. “Yum.”

“Well, I know it’s Merv’s favorite.” The lenses in her glasses must be twice the thickness as the black frames, and they make her eyes look unnaturally large as she studies me. “How are you enjoying living here?”

“It’s great, so far.” That, I can answer honestly.

“Well, good. I’m glad to hear that. Your uncle was so excited that you were coming. Listen, I’m going to let you two go now. I’ll bet you have a lot of homework to do. And Cassie … there might be something special waiting for you at home.”

Cassie’s grin falls off, her face turning serious. “Molasses cookies?”

“Better get them now before that brother of yours eats them all.”

Cassie takes off, yelling “Bye!” as she gallops across the front lawn.

Iris laughs and shakes her head. “Oh, that girl and her sweet tooth. Well, you take care of that old grouch in there for me, Aria. Or AJ.”

“Will do.” I say goodbye and head inside, dropping my backpack on the floor by the stairs. Uncle Merv is in his chair, watching another black-and-white war documentary. “Hey, Uncle Merv,” I call out on my way past, but I don’t get a response. Sometimes he gets so into those movies that you have to stand right beside him to grab his attention.

My mom is at the kitchen sink, washing dishes. “Hey, hon. How was school?”

“Fine.” A stack of Ontario law textbooks sits on the kitchen table. Next to them are a plate of crumbly brown cookies and a tall glass of milk.

“Iris made those,” she confirms.

I slide into my seat and break a piece off. “I just met her outside.”

“She’s a sweet lady. We spent the past hour reminiscing about Aunt Connie. It felt good.” Mom dries her hands with a tea towel and then, wandering over to peer around the corner at Uncle Merv first, she lowers her voice. “I think she’s trying to woo your uncle.”

“What?” I cringe. “But, she was Aunt Connie’s friend. And they’re old.”

Mom’s laughter fills the small, cramped kitchen. “That doesn’t mean they don’t want companionship. It happens all the time.”

I match her low voice, though I doubt he can hear anything over the bomb blasts and plane engines. “You think Uncle Merv wants companionship?”

“I think your uncle wants someone to cook his meals and wash his clothes.” She smirks, taking the chair across from me. “Okay, let’s hear it.”

I stifle my groan. Some days this is a real struggle, but Mom doesn’t seem to care what I tell her, as long as I’m telling her something. “Number one: I told Ms. Moretti I’d join the cross-country team.” I ran into her in the hall before third period.

Mom’s eyes light up. “Oh, fantastic!”

“The first practice is tomorrow morning before school.”

“Do you need a ride?”

“No. I’m going in with Emmett.”

“Oh, well …” She frowns. “How is Cassie going to get in?”

I shrug. “I don’t know?”

She waves it off. “Heather will figure that out. What else?”

“Um, number two: I might go and see Emmett’s hockey game on Thursday night. Cassie asked me to go with her.”

“That’s a great idea. Heather was telling me they try to go to all his local games. Maybe I should come, too. Get out of the house and meet some people,” she muses, collecting her tea cup. “Oh! Before I forget, we’re having the house repiped. I figure if we’re living here for however long, we should be sure there’s no lead in our water. Mick is coming next week. He said he could do it all in one day. I’m hoping that’s true, because Uncle Merv won’t like being without water for longer than that.” She sighs, as if even the thought of dealing with Uncle Merv in that situation is exhausting. “Okay, one more,” she asks and takes a sip.

“Cassie learned what a hickey was today.”

Mom begins choking.

“Sorry.” I wait patiently, picking at Iris’s cookies, as Mom coughs up the tea she accidentally inhaled.

She clears her throat. “And how exactly did she learn that?”

I explain the morning car ride, giggling at the memory of watching Emmett fuss with his collar for most of first period.

The kitchen chair creaks as Mom leans back in it. “I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that he’d be … you know …” She waves a casual hand.

“Having sex?” I say boldly. Maybe if I make this uncomfortable for her, she’ll stop pushing for these daily chats.

She presses her lips together but then nods. “He’s a good-looking kid and seventeen years old. Almost eighteen, I think Heather said the other day.” She hesitates. “So, have you met any boys that you like yet?”

Yes, the one from next door with the hickey. The one with the girlfriend. The one I have to stop thinking about.

I pick at the last of the cookie crumbs and shake my head. “I’m going to start my homework now.”





8





Ten students linger by the front doors of school when Emmett and I pull into the parking lot at seven the next morning. My stomach flutters with nerves at the thought of walking up to a group of people who all know each other. Though, having Emmett by my side helps.

“Who is that?” I nod toward the stocky guy off to the side. A thick yellow headband—the kind a tennis player would wear—stretches over his curly brown hair and his socks are pulled up to just below his knees.

Emmett grins. “That is Richard. He’s in my calculus class. Super smart.”

“Is he for real?”

“Yeah.” He chuckles. “I think he’s channeling Jack Black, circa … I don’t even know, but he’s intense.”

“Uh … yeah.” Everyone else is chatting and laughing. Meanwhile, this Richard guy is rushing three steps one way, then spinning to rush three steps back, only to repeat.

“He comes out every year. Slow as hell, but he always finishes.” Emmett half frowns, half smiles at the boy, now jumping up and down in place, shaking out his wrists and cocking his head from side to side. “He’s a strange dude, but he’s nice. Cassie loves him. Thinks he’s the funniest guy in the world.”

And with Cassie, I’m sure she’s laughing with him, not at him.