A sob cracked her voice. It felt like she held the ocean in her chest, her lungs drowning in salty water, and she gasped as a warm hand on her shoulder became a sudden anchor, pulling her up to the surface.
“Iris, wake up,” said a deep voice. “It’s only a dream.”
Iris startled awake. She blinked against a wash of gray light to see Forest sitting on the edge of her bed.
“It was just a dream,” he repeated, although he looked just as shaken as her. “It’s all right.”
Iris made a strangled noise. Her heartbeat was rapid, but she nodded, gradually returning to her body. The vision of Aster clung to her, though, as if burned behind her eyes. She realized it was the first time she had dreamt in weeks.
“Forest? What time is it?”
“Half past eight.”
“Shit!” Iris lurched upright. “I’m late to work.”
“Take it easy,” Forest said, his hand falling from her shoulder. “And since when do you curse?”
Since you left, Iris thought but didn’t say, because while part of that was true, part of it wasn’t. She couldn’t blame her brother for the words that came out of her mouth these days.
“Dress for rain.” Forest rose from the bed but gave her a pointed look. “It’s storming.”
Iris glanced at the window. She could see the rain streaking down the glass and realized the dour light of the storm had made her oversleep. Quickly, she drew on a linen dress with buttons down the front and laced up her wartime boots. She had no time to fix her hair, and she combed her fingers through the long tangles as she flew out of the bedroom, gathering her small purse, her trench coat, and her typewriter, locked firmly in its black case.
Forest was standing by the front door, a cup of tea in one hand and a treacle biscuit in the other.
“Should I walk with you?” he asked.
“No need. I’ll take the tram today,” she said, surprised when he extended both the tea and the biscuit to her.
“Something to hold you over, then.”
His way of apologizing for last night.
She smiled. It almost felt like old times, and she accepted the lukewarm tea, draining it in one long gulp. She gave the cup back to him in exchange for the biscuit, and he opened the door for her.
“I should be home by five thirty,” she said, stepping into the damp morning air.
Forest nodded, but he stayed in the doorway wearing a concerned expression. Iris could feel him watching her as she descended the slick stairs.
She ate the biscuit before the rain could ruin it, dashing to the tram stop. It was a crowded, jostling ride, most people seeking shelter from the storm on their commutes. Iris stood toward the back, and she slowly became aware of how quiet it was. No one was conversing or laughing, as they normally did on the tram. The mood felt strange, off-balance. She thought it must be the weather, but the feeling followed her all the way to the Inkridden Tribune’s building.
She stopped on the pavement when she saw the words painted over the lobby doors. Bright as fresh blood and dripping down the bricks.
Where are you, Enva?
Iris shuddered as she entered the building, but she felt the weight of that phrase as she ducked beneath the lintel. Someone must have painted it hours ago during the night, because it hadn’t been there yesterday. She wondered who they were, and if they truly wanted to put Enva back into a grave, dead or sleeping. Were they someone who had lost a loved one in the war? Someone who was weary of fighting for the gods?
Iris couldn’t blame them; she was conflicted daily when she thought about what had happened to her brother, all because Dacre had woken and Enva had strummed the truth of the war. It made her angry, sad, proud. Devastated.
Despite it all, she also wondered where the Skyward goddess was. Why was Enva hiding? Was she truly intimidated by the mortals who were eager to see her gone?
Where are you, Enva?
While Iris was disquieted by the blood-red taunt, she still expected the Tribune to be humming like a hive. She expected to see the editors typing and the phone ringing and assistants hustling around desks with messages. She expected to see Attie, already three cups deep in tea, typing out her next article.
Iris was greeted by a solemn, still office.
No one was moving, as if they had been charmed into statues. Smoke was the only thing that cut through the shadows, rising from cigarettes and ashtrays. Iris stepped into the quiet, her breath skipping in alarm. She could see Helena standing in the center of the room, reading a newspaper. Attie was beside her, hand covering her mouth.
“What is it?” Iris asked. “Has something happened?”
She felt countless eyes turn to her, gleaming in the lamplight. Some with pity, compassion. Others with wariness. But she kept her gaze on Helena, who lowered the paper to meet her stare.
“I’m sorry, kid,” Helena said.
Sorry for what? Iris wanted to ask, but the words stuck in her throat when Helena extended the newspaper to her.
Iris set down her typewriter. She reached for the paper. Helena had been reading something on the front page.
It was the Oath Gazette. Iris’s old place of employment. How strange to hold this paper now, in the basement of the Inkridden Tribune. It almost felt like Iris was dreaming again until she finally saw what Helena had been transfixed by.
A headline raced across the page in bold, black ink. A headline that Iris never expected to see.
DACRE SAVES HUNDREDS OF WOUNDED IN AVALON BLUFF by ROMAN C. KITT
Iris stared at his name, printed on the paper. His name, which she had never thought to see bound to a headline again.
Kitt is alive.
The relief ebbed, leaving her cold and shaky as she began to read Roman’s words. Iris could feel her skin prickling, her face heating. She had to read the same string of sentences multiple times, trying to make sense of them.
There are two sides to every story. You may be familiar with one, told through the lens of a goddess who has drawn many of your innocent children into a bloody war. But perhaps you would like to hear the other? One that would see your children not wounded but healed. One that would see this land mended. A story not just confined to a museum or a history tome that many of us will never touch, but a story that is in the process of being written. Written now as you hold this paper, reading my words.
For I am here at the front, safe among Dacre’s forces. And I can tell you what you long to know from the other side.
“No,” Iris whispered. She could feel bile rising, burning through her chest like fire.
“I’m sorry, Iris,” Helena said again, the light vanishing from her eyes. “Roman has turned on us.”
{4}
Spider Silk and Ice
Roman stared at the typewriter and its blank page. He was sitting at a desk before a window that overlooked a golden field, and the afternoon was waning. Soon it would be night; the stars would pierce the sky like nails, and he would light the candles and write by fire because the words came easier in the darkness.