“What does this mean for us, then? Do you want us to stop writing about the war? Should we act as if the gods don’t exist?”
“Course not,” Helena responded with a snort. But her defiance waned as she continued. “And I don’t want to ask this of you two, because you’ve been through more than any of us here can fathom. You’ve only just returned. But if Dacre is making a hard drive to the east like both of you saw at the bluff … then we need to know, especially if our good chancellor is in bed with him. We need to know how much time we have before the god reaches Oath, and what we can do to prepare for it.”
Iris’s heart quickened. She had felt hollow since returning to Oath. She slept but she didn’t dream. She swallowed but she couldn’t taste. She wrote three sentences and deleted two, as if she didn’t know how to move forward.
“You need us to return to the front,” she stated, breathless.
Helena’s brow furrowed. “Yes, Iris. But not exactly as you did before, since Marisol is no longer in Avalon Bluff.”
“How, then?” Attie asked.
“I’m still working on those details, so I can’t quite tell you at the moment.” Helena raked a hand through her hair, leaving it more limp and mussed than before. “And I don’t want answers from you right now. In fact, I want you to take the rest of the day off. I want you to truly think about this and what it means for you, and not just give me the answer you assume I want to hear. Do you understand?”
Iris nodded, her thoughts instantly drifting to Forest. Her brother wouldn’t want her to leave, and dread welled in her throat when she imagined breaking that news to him.
She glanced at Attie, uncertain what her friend would do.
Because the truth was that Attie had five younger siblings and parents who loved her. She had been enrolled in prestigious classes at Oath University. She had many threads to keep her tethered here, whereas Iris only had one. But Attie was also a musician who kept her violin hidden in the basement, defying the chancellor’s law to surrender all stringed instruments. She had gifted her stuffy old professor a subscription to the Inkridden Tribune, since he had once believed her writing wouldn’t amount to anything.
Attie had never been one to let people like Chancellor Verlice or narrow-minded professors have the final say.
And, Iris was swiftly coming to learn, neither was she.
* * *
Dark clouds were billowing across the sky by the time Iris reached the riverside park. She had parted ways with Attie at a corner café, the two of them having eaten a late breakfast together before taking Helena’s advice to heart. Attie wanted to walk the courtyard of the university again before heading home to her parents’ town house, and Iris wanted to visit the park she and Forest had haunted when they were younger.
Iris stopped on a mossy rock, typewriter case in one hand weighing her down. She gazed into the shallow rapids.
Willow and birch trees grew crooked along the winding banks, and the air tasted damp and sweet. It was strange how this place felt far removed from the city, how the tram bells and sputter of vehicles and many voices seemed to fade away. For a moment, Iris could imagine she was kilometers from Oath, tucked into the idyllic countryside, and she knelt to gather a few river stones, the water a cold shock to her fingers.
Years ago, Forest had found a snail among the rocks and had given him to Iris. Morgie, she had called him, proudly taking him home as a pet.
She smiled, but the memory was sharp, cutting her lungs like glass.
If you see me too much, you’re bound to tire of my sad snail stories, she had once typed to Roman.
Impossible, he had replied.
Iris let the stones fall from her hands, watching them splash into the water. Thunder grumbled overhead as wind rustled the tree boughs. The first raindrops plopped onto Iris’s shoulders, rolling down her trench coat like tears.
She began the brisk walk home, the rain falling in earnest. Her hair was drenched by the time she made it to her apartment building, but her typewriter case was thankfully waterproof. She didn’t normally tote the instrument home in the evening after work, but she had discovered that she didn’t like to be without it. Just in case inspiration stuck at midnight.
Iris hurried up the outer stairwell to the second floor, boots clanging on the steel steps, but she came to an abrupt halt when she saw her flat door was ajar. When she had left that morning, Forest had still been home, sitting on the couch and polishing his old pair of shoes. He had seemed reluctant to leave their apartment, and Iris could only wonder if he was worried someone might recognize him, believing he had deserted his post. It was far more complicated than that, but most people in Oath didn’t truly understand what was happening at the war front.
“Forest?” Iris called, stepping closer to the door. She nudged it open farther, listening to it creak on its hinges. “Forest, is that you?”
There was no reply, but Iris could see the lamplight, warm and hazy, within. Someone was inside her home, and a chill traced her spine.
“Forest?” she called again, but there was no reply. Only a curl of spicy smoke, and the sound of someone moving.
Iris passed over the threshold.
A tall, older man dressed in a calfskin jacket and dark suit stood in the living room, a few paces away. It was a man she had never seen before, but she knew who he was the moment their gazes crossed, and that chill spread further, making her blood feel like ice.
He took one last draw from his cigar as if he was preparing for a fight, the rolled tobacco smoldering as he lowered it from his mouth.
“Hello, Miss Winnow,” the man said in a deep voice. “Where is my son?”
{2}
Words Bewitched
This was not the way Iris had envisioned meeting Roman’s father for the first time.
In fact, this was the last thing she had expected. It wasn’t supposed to happen in her sad little flat, with the stained wallpaper and tattered furniture and scuffed floors. A stark reminder that Iris was of the working class, while the Kitts were not. It wasn’t supposed to happen with her disheveled and drenched from the rain, heartsick and alone.
No, in her mind, she would be wearing her finest clothes, with her hair curled and pinned with pearl barrettes, and her fingers woven with Roman’s. It would take place at the Kitts’ sprawling estate on the northern end of town, perhaps outside in the sunny gardens, and Roman’s shrewd nan and gentlehearted mother would be serving tea and sandwiches cut into triangles.
How utterly sobering it was, then, to realize how seldom daydreams like that aligned with reality. How impossible the scene Iris had painted in her mind was. But she set her posture like iron, refusing to let her gaze break first.
“Hello, Mr. Kitt,” she said. “I wasn’t expecting you.”
“Forgive me for dropping in unannounced,” he replied, although Iris could tell he was not at all remorseful. “As you must know by now … my son isn’t the best at keeping me informed of his whereabouts, and I need him to come home.”