“Lightning doesn’t strike twice,” Tina said.
That had been my rationale as well—to my sisters, to their parents and my parents, to the Panhellenic council based in Cleveland, who I knew were pleased with me for setting a date to move back into The House, for circling the Sunday in January on which we would ostensibly move on. The council did not want a couple of salacious headlines to overshadow a storied seventy-five-year history, and some people have perverted that over the years, as though our governing body cared more about our reputation than they did our safety. But wanting us to return to normal as quickly as possible came from a well-meaning place. In their minds, if a woman didn’t get back on the horse immediately after she was thrown, she stayed down.
At the end of the day, I did believe what I was parroting to everyone. That there was no safer place for all of us than The House. The odds of another bloody attack under our roof, with everyone’s eyes on the L-shaped property between Seminole and West Jefferson Street—well, they seemed more in our favor than they did anywhere else in the state of Florida.
In the elevator, Carl’s stomach grumbled loudly. He brought his hand to his abdomen with a laugh.
“I’m starving too,” I realized.
“Let’s meet back downstairs in ten,” Tina said as we headed for the elevator with our individual room keys in hand. I’d told Tina not to spend money on a room for me, that I was fine to share with her, but she got very flustered and insisted we each have our own space.
In my room, I found my small duffel bag already unzipped and splayed open on the luggage stand. I always traveled with a toothbrush and floss. To this day I am that person whom you’ll find flossing in the firm’s bathroom after lunch, though since 2001 the firm has been mine, so anyone who has a problem with that isn’t exactly in the position to take it up with management.
Without really looking, I took the toiletry kit into the bathroom and unzipped it. Inside I found men’s shaving cream and a battered box of Band-Aids. I went back out into the room and saw that the canvas duffel was a beaten army green, hysterically masculine, and when I went to return the toiletry kit, I noticed Carl had packed a copy of Helter Skelter, the firsthand account of the Charles Manson murders written by the lead prosecutor. My father had devoured that book too, wondered with a laugh if he should go the way of Vincent Bugliosi—prosecute a diabolical criminal and sell the story for a fat check. Spend the rest of his days on the golf course.
I called down to the front desk and explained they’d put Carl’s bag in my room by accident. While I waited for them to deliver my things, I dialed the number for Turq House. The cook answered and I asked for Brian.
“We’re spending the night now,” I told him.
“Spending the night?” I could hear the concern in Brian’s voice. “That wasn’t the plan, was it?”
“No, but we missed our flight.”
Brian laughed. “You missed a flight?”
“Please,” I moaned, “I already feel horrible enough about it. The interview didn’t start on time. I swear the sheriff did it on purpose. It’s clear he doesn’t want us speaking to the cellmate.”
“Did he manage to tell you anything worthwhile?”
The right guy. That had been Gerald’s response when Carl asked who might have information about The Defendant’s whereabouts. Something about it was knocking around my brain belligerently.
“No,” I admitted. “But one of the locals might.” I told him about the encounter with the waitress.
“I wouldn’t put too much stock in town gossip,” Brian said.
“We don’t even know what she’s going to say,” I snapped. There was a long pause, and I knew Brian felt like he was owed an apology. “Sorry,” I added reluctantly.
“Forgiven,” he said, and I surprised myself by rolling my eyes. “Speaking of gossip…” He trailed off tantalizingly.
I pressed the phone closer to my ear, intrigued. “What about it?”
“One of the guys here—John Davis. Freshman. He’s from Dallas.”
“Okay.”
“That woman—Martina, Tina, whatever—that’s where she’s originally from. He told me something. Pretty alarming. Makes me a little worried you’re there alone with her, actually.”
“I’m not alone with her,” I said. “I have my own hotel room, and the reporter is with us, the one who wrote that nice piece about Denise.”
“Hey,” Brian protested, an edge to his voice. “I thought you weren’t allowed to talk to the press.”
“That was a suggestion,” I replied tersely, “not a hard-and-fast rule.”
There was a crackling silence between us.
“Anyway,” I said, “I can guess what you’re going to tell me. I know all about the husband and how he died and left his kids out of the will. Tina told me herself.”
“Did she also tell you about Ruth?” Brian asked.
“Her friend who went missing?”
Another pause, this one worrisome. “Actually, Pamela,” Brian said, “it seems you don’t know what I was going to say.”
* * *
Tina was spearing a plate of salad when I came downstairs. “You two were taking forever,” she complained as I slid into the red leather booth across from her. The restaurant had stone walls and timber beams, wild game on the menu, and a rowdy, dispersing crowd. It was nine thirty on a Friday night, and the group at the bar was readying to move on to a popular line-dancing club down the block.
“There was a mix-up with our bags,” I said, glancing at the untouched place setting. I wondered if I had enough time to have this conversation before Carl joined us, if I should hold off until I knew we wouldn’t be interrupted. “I need to ask you something,” I ended up saying in a spontaneous burst. “About Ruth.”
“Shoot,” Tina said, fitting a fat wedge of tomato in her mouth.
“Was Ruth…” I found I didn’t know what word to use. “Your lover?”
Tina’s fork clattered to her plate, and her hand went to her mouth. For a moment, I thought I had offended her, and I almost apologized. Then I noticed her shoulders quivering. She was laughing. Silently, her eyes in slits. It turned into such an ordeal that she had to spit out the unchewed piece of tomato into her dinner napkin.
“Sorry,” she managed, bundling up its pulpy remains. “But lover?” She made a puke face, caught the giggles again. “Is Brian your lover?”
“Excuse me,” I objected. “No. He’s my steady boyfriend. Fiancé, actually.”
Tina did something approximating a seated curtsy. Fiancé. How noble. “Congratulations are in order then,” she said mordantly, retrieving her salad fork and wiping the handle clean. “Ruth and I had a romantic relationship, sure.” She went back to lancing the bed of lettuce before her. “It’s not a secret or anything I’m ashamed of.”
“Except it was a secret.”
The fork struck the plate in a caustic way that made me grind my back molars.
“You called her a friend,” I said stridently. I was angry, I realized. I felt lied to, taken advantage of. “And I’m sitting there wondering why her family aren’t the ones chasing answers for her. Or why the police don’t seem to like you or want to work with you. And it turns out it’s because you haven’t been forthcoming about your relationship with the victim. I’m prelaw—”
“So you’ve mentioned—”
“And people who omit key information,” I boomed over her, “people like you, you aren’t considered credible. You left out an important piece of the puzzle in order to convince me to be in cahoots with you, and now I look like I’ve been manipulated. Now my reputation could be in question.”
Tina had amassed quite the collection of spinach leaves while I spoke, none of which she showed any intention of eating. “Maybe I prefer to prove myself a credible person first.” She sniffed, disgusted, like she’d caught a whiff of a foul odor. “Since the world isn’t all that understanding of people like me.”
“What you do in your personal life is none of my business.”
Tina laughed abrasively. “Right back at you, Pamela.”