“Well, then, at least you can be pretty sure that no one was trying to blow her up,” Laymon said cheerfully. “She disappeared months later.”
He realized they were all staring at him. “Sorry, but you three are the ones putting a lot of the truth of the matter that the blast was an accident. Some sicko is picking up hookers, and Genevieve just wound up in the mix. One day the bodies will turn up. Maybe they’ll get the guy, maybe they won’t. Sad, but that’s the way it is.”
Joe shook his head, staring at Laymon. “That’s the way it can be, but not this time. Trust me. This guy is going down.”
Dinner had ended. Laymon offered to pick up the tab, and Joe let him. He thanked him for the meal, pulling back Leslie’s chair for her. “I’ll see you home.” He forced himself not to look at the other two men with real warning in his eyes. “And I’ll be on guard. All through the night.”
Leslie felt guilty. Horribly guilty.
Joe would sit in his car all night again. She knew it.
But she just couldn’t ask him into the house for the night. Not yet.
She tried to talk him into going home, and he assured her that he would do so in the morning, when Hastings House was filled with people, when the bones in the basement were being gently removed—when she wouldn’t be alone with anyone. He made her swear to that last point.
If he thought she should have the decency to suggest that he sleep in the house, he didn’t say so. It wasn’t that there wasn’t something about him, his touch, his scent, the sound of his voice.
There were just…things that needed to be solved. Leslie couldn’t begin to voice what was going on in her heart and mind, and she was grateful that he didn’t seem to expect her to.
Before he left her to return to his car, however, he asked her to look around for the list that Greta was supposed to have sent over that day. She found it on the kitchen counter and gave it to him. He told her not only to key in the alarm, but to lock her bedroom door, as well.
At the very least, she could do that for him. Upstairs, she locked herself in her bedroom and went to bed.
As usual, she lay awake, longing for something real. Longing to see Matt…
As she saw so many others.
But he didn’t appear.
Not until she dreamed.
That night, he lay by her side, watching her. In her dream, she opened her eyes and saw him. His expression was grave. Only the slightest hint of a rueful smile curled his lips. He stroked her cheek, curled his fingers around hers.
“You were there, in the subway,” she told him. “You saved me.”
“Joe pulled you out.”
“But you gave me the strength I needed to move, to save myself. And both of you were pretty fierce in that basement tonight.”
Matt pressed a kiss against her fingers. “I keep trying…. I guess it takes time and practice, and then…maybe the heart or the soul or essence or whatever we are…maybe there are fragments of this being that have life of a sort. I can only find anything real in me when it comes to you, when I’m afraid for you. Leslie, I really want you to leave this house.”
“I will. Soon.”
His smile broadened. “Joe was right. You are a little liar.”
“Matt…I can’t live without knowing the truth.”
“I just hope you can live with it,” he murmured, then shook his head, his expression growing pained. “Leslie…I love you. You have to move on.”
“But I have my dreams. We have my dreams.”
“Leslie, I had my time. No one knows the rhyme or reason. No one knows…well, except maybe me, now.”
“What do you mean?”
“I know that I’m here for you,” he said.
“Poor Brad,” she told him with amusement. “You made him trip, didn’t you?”
“I’m afraid of all of them,” he said.
“Why?”
He was quiet. She thought that she had lost him, except she still felt his arms around her. “Say they were after me when they set the explosion and just didn’t care that three other people died.” There was anger in his voice, anger that others might have died because of him. “Say that it did have to do with my writing about the prostitutes. That would mean that, whoever the killer is, the abductor…”
“Do you know if the girls are dead?”
“No, but…say there is something out there, very clever, obviously sick, a pervert, but a clever one…then I’d say that person was here that night.”
“Matt, so many people were here that night.”
“The killer is hardly going to be a Broadway star,” he murmured.
“Well, unlikely, but—”
“Who’s still in this vicinity on a regular basis? Who knows the area? David Laymon, Brad Vernon—”
“Brad’s been in Virginia until now,” she reminded him.
“Is that really so far away?” he queried. “Four or five hours by car, less by plane.”
“I can’t believe—”
“But you were afraid of him this afternoon, weren’t you? And I’m not saying it’s Brad. There’s Greta, but she would die before doing anything to hurt this place, and anyway, it’s not a woman taking the prostitutes.”