The Dead Room

“Will you talk to me?”

 

 

She hesitated. “All right,” she said at last. “If you’ll take me for a ride. That’s a cool car.”

 

“Thanks.”

 

She crawled into the passenger seat, ran her hands over the soft leather, then looked at him.

 

“Where did you want to go?” he asked her.

 

“Just drive. Hey, let’s take the FDR.”

 

“All right.”

 

He drove for several minutes, navigating the city streets to reach the highway, before she started to talk. “The police quizzed a lot of us about the missing hookers, you know. Strange. Well, not so strange. It was like it was all by rote. Questions they had to ask. They think we chose this life, that we deserve whatever happens to us.” She shook her head, staring out the window. Then she looked back at him. “Can I smoke in here?” she asked him.

 

“If you can help me, you can light up a cigar,” he told her.

 

She smiled, staring at him. “You are one handsome dude, you know? I should have known right off you weren’t looking for a fuck. No, that’s not true. You’d be amazed at the really good-looking young guys who just want sex without any emotional bullshit. Or kinky things, or sometimes not even all that kinky. Just things their wives won’t do.” She frowned. “You really aren’t vice, right?”

 

“I swear, I’m not vice. I’ll show you my ID.”

 

“Oh, honey, anyone can fake ID,” she said with a laugh. Then she sobered. “I wish I could help you.”

 

“Try.”

 

“Okay.” She opened her window and lit a cigarette. Exhaling, she began. “Genevieve. The cops asked about her, too. Such a pretty name for such a pretty girl.” She inhaled deeply, just air. At that moment she didn’t even seem to realize she had a lit cigarette. “I have a daughter. They took her away. She’s in foster care. Genevieve came to see me. I gave her a hard time at first. The girl looks like she ought to be posing for Vogue or something like that. And I heard from some of the other girls that she’s really rich, too…but she was the real deal. She really wanted to help me. Us. I even got her together with some of the other girls one time. She was so sweet. She wanted to know about our dreams, can you imagine that? Like, did we plan on doing what we’re doing forever? Was it just to pull in some money? She wanted to help us get real jobs that paid enough to survive here. Enough to get legit. To get our kids back,” she said softly.

 

“When was the last time you saw her?” Joe asked.

 

“About a month ago.”

 

Right around when she disappeared?

 

“Did she visit you? Were you at a restaurant…on the street, what and where?” Joe pursued quietly.

 

“We were right where you picked me up tonight,” she told him. “She knew where to find me.”

 

“Why was she looking for you?”

 

“She thought she might have a job for me.” Didi inhaled on her cigarette, exhaled the smoke, then flicked the butt out the window and looked at him. “She wanted to know if I was seriously—really seriously—ready to change my lifestyle. If I wanted my daughter back bad enough to stay clean. Squeaky clean.”

 

“And what did you tell her?”

 

She folded her hands in her lap and looked down at them. “I said yes.”

 

He nodded. “But she never came back?”

 

“No.”

 

“When and how did she leave you?”

 

“A car pulled up, and I could tell she knew the driver. She walked over to it, and it looked like she and the guy—I think it was a guy—it looked like they were kinda arguing. I couldn’t hear what they said, but she looked pissed, you know? Then she waved at me and said she’d get back with me about the job.”

 

“And then she got in the car?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“What can you tell me about the car?”

 

“It was a dark sedan. Black, blue, something like that.”

 

“By any wild chance, did you get the plate number?”

 

Didi shook her head. “I wasn’t looking. I…I didn’t notice anything more.”

 

“You didn’t watch her go, maybe wave as she drove off?”

 

“No,” Didi said softly, then looked at him. “Another car showed up. A regular of mine. I knew the guy; knew he was worth money. I forgot all about Genevieve then. I had to. I mean, I seriously would have taken her offer, and I would have stayed clean. But…well, I needed to eat in the meantime.”

 

“Right,” he murmured.

 

He drove her back to the curb where he had found her. After he slid the car into neutral, he pulled out a wad of bills.

 

“You don’t owe me,” she said.

 

“I told you I’d pay you to talk.”

 

“It was about Genevieve. You don’t owe me. I really hope that you find her. I pray sometimes that she’s okay.”

 

“Take the money, have some dinner. Give yourself a break.”

 

She paused, looked into eyes, then took the money. “What makes you think I’m not just gonna buy some coke with it?”

 

“You might. I hope you don’t.”

 

She started to get out of the car. “You know, you’re the only one who asked me that.”

 

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