Josh taps the bottom of the paper. I pick up a pen and scrawl my signature along the bottom. Zack whoops as I set down the pen.
“Nice. Brace yourself, babe. You’re about to get the full boyfriend experience. Twice over.”
“But first…” Josh picks up the papers, stacking them together neatly. “You’ll have to record with us. We’ll see you at the studio at eleven.”
I nod firmly, trying to ignore the nerves squirming in my stomach.
EIGHT
LAYLA
Sunday morning is Podcast Recording day, and I am terrified.
The guys record their episodes in a media studio owned by their production company, BuzzTone. The room is small and snug. There’s a round table set up with microphones and recording equipment, surrounded by four plush chairs, spaced as far apart as possible so our voices don’t get picked up on each other’s mics. Bottles of cold water are set up in each space, next to a pile of printed emails the boys are going to respond to. The room is oddly shaped: triangular, with a low ceiling and no windows.
“It’s to prevent echo,” Luke explains when I point it out, sliding into his chair and adjusting the height so his long legs fit under the table. “Parallel walls increase echo, because sound waves bounce between them more easily.” He nods at the black egg-carton foam covering two of the walls. “Same with the acoustic foam. The protruding patterns absorb sound waves much better than a flat piece of foam would.”
I can’t help but smile, despite my nerves. “Thank you, Mr Martins.”
He gives me an unimpressed look as I bend to set my bag on the floor, my leather trousers squeaking slightly. Even though we’re just recording audio, I’m dressed up today, in a black crop top and sky-high boots. Fighting clothes. Nothing makes me feel stronger than being dressed like the hot villain in a superhero movie. And right now, I need all the strength I can get.
I barely slept last night. I couldn’t eat. I spent all night relistening to old episodes of Three Single Guys, analysing the way the guys talk and joke as they dole out their advice. No matter how hard I try, I just can’t imagine my own voice fitting into that easy to-and-fro banter. I’m not funny. I’m not charming. I’m not witty. I can’t even get a man to sit and eat dinner with me for an hour, for God’s sake. I’m that unlikeable. I watch as Josh and Luke fiddle with the equipment, my heart in my throat. I’m going to screw this up.
“Hey, babe!” A low voice comes from the doorway. I turn to see Zack wandering into the room, holding a takeaway cup of coffee. He smacks a kiss on my cheek and gives my butt a light slap, making me jump. “Mm. Your bum looks great today.”
I glare at him, twisting to slap his bum back. “Wish I could say the same to you.”
He just beams, pulling out my chair. “Sit down and stop being so grumpy. Look, I got you coffee. Ain’t I a good boyfriend?”
“We’ve not started the experiment, yet,” Josh mutters, staring at his computer screen as Zack dumps the drink by my elbow and sits down next to me. “Say something into the mic, Layla.”
“Babe,” Zack corrects. “You gotta call her babe. Or honey. Or sweetbuns. Somethin’ proper romantic.” He frowns. “I wanna make an amendment to the contract. I want it in writing that I can call you whatever cheesy pet name I like.”
“Say something, sweetbuns,” Josh deadpans.
I clear my throat. “Um. Hey,” I say into the mic.
“Something more,” Josh says. “We need to test the mic settings.”
“Sing an Adele song, muffin-face.” Zack advises. “That’s what I always do.”
“Testing, testing?” I try.
Josh rolls his eyes, tapping at his keyboard. “Original. Okay, you go, Luke.”
I watch as the rest of the guys test out their own mics, making adjustments to their chairs and mic stands. They’re all so professional. Even Zack is serious, reading through his notes with his brow furrowed.
Cold sinks into my stomach. I have no idea what I’m doing. What if I screw up and hold up filming? Or I say something dumb, and hurt the guys’ reputation? I don’t know how to make myself likeable to an audience. Their listeners will probably all hate me, and the show’s numbers will go even further down, and I’ll get mean tweets, and the boys will lose their sponsorships and their audience and their jobs— A light hand touches my shoulder. I look up at Luke. He’s dressed casually to record, in a white oxford shirt and worn jeans. His grey eyes are kind behind his glasses as he passes me a bottle of water. “Breathe,” he says quietly. “You’re overthinking this.”
I swallow and nod. “Always.”
He smiles, squeezing my shoulder lightly. “What’s stressing you out, sweetheart?”
My heart flutters. Back in high school, half of the girls in my year were in love with Luke. It’s easy to see why, when he does his ‘sweet, concerned professor’ routine. “I’ve been listening to some podcasts for research,” I admit.
His eyebrow arches, amused. “That doesn’t surprise me.”
“And the women are never… like me.”
“What?” Josh looks up, frowning.
“They’re all perky. And funny. And smart enough to say hilarious, insightful stuff right off the top of their heads.”
“You’re funny and smart,” he argues.
“Not exactly perky,” Zack adds helpfully, “but you’ve got a really hot voice, babe. Just yell at us like you usually do. You’re great at that.”
“Hang on,” Josh says slowly. “Are you nervous? You?”
I twist my fingers together. “I think we have established that I do not like learning curves,” I say stiffly. “Or being bad at things. Why else would I need to practice having a boyfriend?”
“Do you never try anything new?” Luke asks, studying me closely.
I shift uncomfortably. “Not if I can avoid it. Or I spend a few months privately learning in secret, so I’m not embarrassingly bad at it.”
“Why?” Zack looks genuinely confused. “I screw stuff up all the time. Doesn’t bother me.”
I snort. “You’re famous. People will fawn over you no matter what you do.”
“That is true,” he says sagely. “S’hard to mess up when you’re this hot.”
Luke is still examining me like a bug under a microscope. “There’s no shame in making a public mistake, Layla,” he says quietly. “Everybody does it.”
“Yes, well, I’ve been made fun of plenty in the past,” I say briskly. “I don’t want to give people an opening to do it again. Not when I can do a little research and make sure I know what I’m doing.”
Luke frowns.
Zack bellows a laugh. “People made fun of you? Did they ever regain the use of their fingers?”
I sniff, tossing my hair behind my shoulders. “I don’t know what you’re implying.”
“Can we please get started?” Josh asks, flipping a final switch and sitting back in his chair. “We need to get this done before our slot ends.”
Zack and Luke both nod, turning to their mics. I take a deep breath, bracing myself.
“Okay. Let’s do this.”
TRANSCRIPT
THREE SINGLE GUYS EPISODE 443: THE FAKE DATE EXPERIMENT
(Theme tune fades)
JOSH: Hello, and welcome to episode 443 of Three Single Guys, a relationship podcast by three guys who are absolutely not qualified to give you dating advice. My name is Josh…
ZACK: I’m Zack.
LUKE: And I’m Luke.
JOSH: We’ve got a pretty exciting show lined up for you today, so stay tuned for our thoughts on swinger parties, advice on how to politely tell your significant other that they need to shower more, and news about our upcoming liveshow at PodFest. But before we get into all of that, we have something special for you all — we’re starting up a new segment. Something we’ve never done before. Zack, do you want to explain?
ZACK: Sure. (Clears his throat) I know that some people think that we’re talking total crap on this show —
LUKE: Which we are, to an extent. We do not give professional advice.