To Kill a Mockingbird

There are no clearly defined seasons in South Alabama; summer drifts into autumn, and autumn is sometimes never followed by winter, but turns to a days-old spring that melts into summer again. That fall was a long one, hardly cool enough for a light jacket. Jem and I were trotting in our orbit one mild October afternoon when our knot-hole stopped us again. Something white was inside this time.

 

Jem let me do the honors: I pulled out two small images carved in soap. One was the figure of a boy, the other wore a crude dress. Before I remembered that there was no such thing as hoo-dooing, I shrieked and threw them down.

 

Jem snatched them up. “What’s the matter with you?” he yelled. He rubbed the figures free of red dust. “These are good,” he said. “I’ve never seen any these good.”

 

He held them down to me. They were almost perfect miniatures of two children. The boy had on shorts, and a shock of soapy hair fell to his eyebrows. I looked up at Jem. A point of straight brown hair kicked downwards from his part. I had never noticed it before. Jem looked from the girl-doll to me. The girl-doll wore bangs. So did I.

 

“These are us,” he said.

 

“Who did ‘em, you reckon?”

 

“Who do we know around here who whittles?” he asked.

 

“Mr. Avery.”

 

“Mr. Avery just does like this. I mean carves.”

 

Mr. Avery averaged a stick of stovewood per week; he honed it down to a toothpick and chewed it.

 

“There’s old Miss Stephanie Crawford’s sweetheart,” I said.

 

“He carves all right, but he lives down the country. When would he ever pay any attention to us?”

 

“Maybe he sits on the porch and looks at us instead of Miss Stephanie. If I was him, I would.”

 

Jem stared at me so long I asked what was the matter, but got Nothing, Scout for an answer. When we went home, Jem put the dolls in his trunk.

 

Less than two weeks later we found a whole package of chewing gum, which we enjoyed, the fact that everything on the Radley Place was poison having slipped Jem’s memory.

 

The following week the knot-hole yielded a tarnished medal. Jem showed it to Atticus, who said it was a spelling medal, that before we were born the Maycomb County schools had spelling contests and awarded medals to the winners. Atticus said someone must have lost it, and had we asked around? Jem camel-kicked me when I tried to say where we had found it. Jem asked Atticus if he remembered anybody who ever won one, and Atticus said no.

 

Our biggest prize appeared four days later. It was a pocket watch that wouldn’t run, on a chain with an aluminum knife.

 

“You reckon it’s white gold, Jem?”

 

“Don’t know. I’ll show it to Atticus.”

 

Atticus said it would probably be worth ten dollars, knife, chain and all, if it were new. “Did you swap with somebody at school?” he asked.

 

“Oh, no sir!” Jem pulled out his grandfather’s watch that Atticus let him carry once a week if Jem were careful with it. On the days he carried the watch, Jem walked on eggs. “Atticus, if it’s all right with you, I’d rather have this one instead. Maybe I can fix it.”

 

When the new wore off his grandfather’s watch, and carrying it became a day’s burdensome task, Jem no longer felt the necessity of ascertaining the hour every five minutes.

 

He did a fair job, only one spring and two tiny pieces left over, but the watch would not run. “Oh-h,” he sighed, “it’ll never go. Scout—?”

 

“Huh?”

 

“You reckon we oughta write a letter to whoever’s leaving us these things?”

 

“That’d be right nice, Jem, we can thank ‘em—what’s wrong?”

 

Jem was holding his ears, shaking his head from side to side. “I don’t get it, I just don’t get it—I don’t know why, Scout…” He looked toward the livingroom. “I’ve gotta good mind to tell Atticus—no, I reckon not.”

 

“I’ll tell him for you.”

 

“No, don’t do that, Scout. Scout?”

 

“Wha-t?”

 

He had been on the verge of telling me something all evening; his face would brighten and he would lean toward me, then he would change his mind. He changed it again. “Oh, nothin‘.”

 

“Here, let’s write a letter.” I pushed a tablet and pencil under his nose.

 

“Okay. Dear Mister…”

 

“How do you know it’s a man? I bet it’s Miss Maudie—been bettin‘ that for a long time.”

 

“Ar-r, Miss Maudie can’t chew gum—” Jem broke into a grin. “You know, she can talk real pretty sometimes. One time I asked her to have a chew and she said no thanks, that—chewing gum cleaved to her palate and rendered her speechless,” said Jem carefully. “Doesn’t that sound nice?”

 

“Yeah, she can say nice things sometimes. She wouldn’t have a watch and chain anyway.”

 

“Dear sir,” said Jem. “We appreciate the—no, we appreciate everything which you have put into the tree for us. Yours very truly, Jeremy Atticus Finch.”

 

“He won’t know who you are if you sign it like that, Jem.”

 

Jem erased his name and wrote, “Jem Finch.” I signed, “Jean Louise Finch (Scout),” beneath it. Jem put the note in an envelope.

 

Next morning on the way to school he ran ahead of me and stopped at the tree. Jem was facing me when he looked up, and I saw him go stark white.

 

“Scout!”

 

I ran to him.

 

Someone had filled our knot-hole with cement.

 

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