We would eat again when the sun was high, usually something more like vegetables and coconut meat or the stew Raine had invented. I had actually grown to like it quite a bit, and she’d make it for me most days. After lunch, I’d take advantage of her and then I would smoke while she rolled her eyes at me. I kept it down to three a day most of the time. When she was looking.
Usually while I smoked, Raine would bathe in the shallow water. Every couple of days I went down to the water with her, shaved her everywhere she would let me, and then fucked her in the sand with the waves sliding all around us. Those were my favorite days. Then in the evening, when the sun got low, we’d sit by the fire and watch it set down over the water. Sometimes I’d tell her fucked up stuff that happened to me, and sometimes she’d cry when she missed her friends or wondered if she’d ever be able to go back to school again. I’d hold her when she was sad because she told me that was all she needed me to do, and I was really, really trying to believe her.
It was fucking hard, though.
*
I loved mornings on the island. Fucking loved them. Emphasis on fucking.
I usually woke up before Raine, took care of any human needs, built up the cooking fire, then crawled back onto the makeshift mattress and held her until she woke up. Once she did, she’d go take a morning piss, then come back for a few minutes of lying around, getting herself felt up by me, fucked hard, fucked soft, and then maybe get some breakfast.
I fucking loved mornings here.
Did I mention that?
Fucking loved them.
"What are you thinking about that has such a grin plastered on your face?" Raine re-entered the shelter and lay back down next to me, her back against my chest. I wrapped my arms around her, tossed one leg over hers, and put my lips up to her ear.
"I was thinking about getting my dick in your *," I murmured low into her ear.
"Such the romantic!" Raine chided. I didn't need to be looking at her face to know she was rolling her eyes. "Do you think you could be a little less crass?"
"I want to put my penis in your vagina?" I couldn't help but smirk.
"Being more scientifically correct is not the same as less crass!"
"Hrm," I hummed. "It could be worse."
"I'm not sure how," Raine grumbled, but I could still hear the smile in her voice. I wrapped my arm around her waist a little tighter, effectively pushing my erection into her back.
"I'm just dying to get my cock in your cunt."
"Bastian Stark!" Raine screeched and tried to wriggle out of my grasp. I laughed and held her tighter as she struggled ineffectively. My finger grazed over her side and she laughed and twisted to get away from my tickling touch, which put some lovely pressure on my dick. "You know, if you keep that as your modus operandi to get sex, you may never find yourself in that particular position again!"
"Oh," I said, feigning hurt. I shifted down a little, positioning myself against her backside. "Can I fuck you in the ass then?"
Raine squealed and began wiggling around again, trying to pull my arms away with her tiny little hands. I was laughing, letting her make a little headway before reeling her back in. She giggled and rolled, trying to push up with her hands on the shelter floor. I let her get just far enough to make it easier to pull her over on top of me.
"You didn't say no," I told her.
"Absolutely not!" Raine yelled and pushed at my chest with her palms. I held her tight.
"You are absolutely not telling me no?" I teased.
"Stop that!" she giggled. "You know what I meant."
"I have no idea."
"I absolutely do not want you to do that," she clarified.
"Do what?" I pressed with a grin.
"Bastian! You know what!"
"Go on and say it," I commanded.
"I don't want you to..." she erupted in another fit of giggles. "What you said."
"Say it,” I growled, trying to keep a straight face but utterly failing.
"Argh!" she finally cried. "I don't want you to...fuck my ass."
We both fell into a fit of laughter at that point. When I could breathe again, I gently pulled Raine down to my level and kissed her softly. I reached my hand around and grabbed her ass, pulling downwards and holding her against my growing erection while I kissed her harder. She pulled back and straddled me, shaking her head and smiling.
"You are incorrigible."
"I know," I responded with a shrug. I reached up to touch the side of her face, slowly running my fingers over her skin. The way she was looking at me pulled at my heart. She had looked at me in the past that way, and I hadn't understood it. Now I knew what it was because the same feeling was reflected back in mine.
"I love you, Raine." I pulled her face back to mine and kissed her softly, not giving her the chance to respond verbally. I didn't need it. Her eyes said it all. Without moving my lips from hers, I gave her what she wanted to hear. "I want to make love to you."
"That's more like it." She grinned and opened her mouth against my lips.
“I want to make love to you,” I repeated, and because ultimately I am still an asshole, I added, “with my big…hard…cock.”
“Bastian!” Raine smacked her hand on my chest but still laughed. “Did you really have to ruin that for me?”