Run Wild (Escape with a Scoundrel)

chapter 11




Their cautious footsteps sounded louder than a hundred pairs of shoes dancing across a marble floor. Sam stared ahead, eyes wide, afraid that her next step might carry them straight down some bottomless pit. Or into an impassable wall of solid rock.

The rogue followed behind her, silent but for his labored breathing.

They had yet to find the rear of the cave. Or a way out. Even though they had been walking for over an hour.

The damp, confined space seemed to play tricks with every sound, every drip of water, every skittering of pebbles beneath their feet. Sam practically jumped out of her slippers each time the chain caught on a rock or stalagmite. She had thought herself used to the metallic jangling of the shackles by now, but in here it seemed eerie, ghostlike.

Ominous.

Leading the way, she held her torch high—if a whiskey-soaked petticoat stuffed into an empty biscuit tin dangling on a hastily woven net of fishing wire could be called a torch. The flame cast a glimmer of light that barely penetrated the crush of darkness around them.

She kept coughing, felt as if she had inhaled so much of the river that she must’ve grown gills. She edged forward, feeling her way across the uneven ground, her slippers encountering rocks, sand, sticky mud, sharp pebbles.

She shifted the heavy fishing creel on her shoulder, her bruised muscles protesting at the motion. Cuts and scrapes on her arms and legs stung like the devil, adding to her misery. The waterfall and the rocks had left their mark on her... in more ways than one.

The passage narrowed so tightly in some spots that they could barely squeeze past. In others it became more like a tunnel, forcing them to stoop down or crawl through on their hands and knees. For the last several yards, it had broadened into what felt like a vast cavern.

But it didn’t end.

Now and then she could feel a gust of wind, a hint of fresh air that made her feel certain there must be an opening somewhere ahead. She strained her eyes for any speck of daylight. Prayed that they would find an exit that would spare them another encounter with the falls and the whirlpool. Neither of them wanted to risk that again.

So they kept going, deeper and deeper. Didn’t dare stop. They’d lost their pursuers for the moment. But for how long? When the lawmen didn’t find them downstream, they would double back to search the forest above. She didn’t relish the idea of exiting the cave only to find themselves in the middle of a swarm of hounds and marshalmen.

The sooner they found a way out of here, the better. Time was not on their side.

Please, she thought, looking around her as the flames painted flickering orange shadows on the craggy walls of rock. Please, there must be a way out. Please, God, help me find it.

“Let’s take a rest.”

Startled by the rogue’s deep voice, Sam almost dropped the biscuit tin. She stopped and looked behind her. It was the first time he had asked to stop. Ever. She was usually the one who didn’t want to go on.

Then again, he had given her a number of surprises today. Including his request that she take the lead as they explored. And the fact that he hadn’t protested or made any mocking comment when she offered to carry the heavy pack of supplies.

“Are you all right?” she asked, wishing her heart would stop pounding so hard.

He sank down to the cave floor, leaned his good shoulder against the rough wall, nodded. But he was breathing hard, as if they’d been running for an hour instead of walking at a snail’s pace.

The chain rattled as Sam sat across from him, her stomach knotted with worry. Sliding the fishing creel from her shoulder, she set her makeshift torch-in-a-box on the ground between them.

Looking at her invention through slitted eyes, the rogue grinned for a fleeting second. “At times, your ladyship, you amaze me.”

She met his gaze, but just as quickly glanced away. She hadn’t been able to really look him in the eye since...

Swallowing hard, she tried to banish the memory of his arms around her, holding her. His unexpected gentleness. The way he had offered her his strength and his courage when she could find none of her own.

From the start, she had found it easy to hate this man. But now everything was becoming... confused.

She was doing her best not to think of about it.

Trying to stoke the fire in the biscuit tin, she poked at the burning petticoat with the knife, wondering how much longer the meager flames would last. “Sorry I had to use up so much of your whiskey.” The bottle, wrapped in a length of cloth and cushioned between the sack of sugar and a rolled-up sheet, had survived the river intact. “How’s your shoulder?”

He lifted the flask of water he’d been carrying all morning and took a long swallow. “Fine.”

She studied him from beneath her lashes. He didn’t look fine. He looked like hell. And he must feel even worse.

Saving her below the falls, he had torn his stitches—and opened what had been a fairly small wound into a jagged gash. But he hadn’t told her, hadn’t mentioned it at all the whole time they had sat at the cave entrance discussing what to do next.

Only when she had lit the fire and noticed the wound herself, practically fainted at the sight of him bleeding so badly, had he explained.

She had done her best to stitch it again, but he had lost more blood. Too much more.

And now, observing him in the low light, she felt her stomach clench with concern.

His face looked as pale as the fresh white bandage around his shoulder. His hair, his beard, his brows seemed blacker than raven’s wings against his skin. Those cynical green eyes had drifted closed, and even his lashes looked darker than onyx against his pallid cheeks.

The heavily muscled arms that had fought so hard against the current and the whirlpool now lay limp at his sides. His ragged, blood-stained shirt hung open. He hadn’t bothered to button it again after she had re-stitched the wound in his back.

And though the air was cool this deep in the cavern, rivulets of sweat trickled down his neck, across the matted hair of his chest... over the pitchfork brand in the center.

But his expression worried her most of all, because it was a measure of just how much pain he was in. She could see agony etched in the lines that bracketed his mouth, his eyes. His body might be slack, but his face was a mask of effort. He looked like he was ready to give in and collapse, but he was fighting the weakness for all he was worth.

Sam felt an unexpected rush of emotion sweep through her. Something even stronger than concern or worry. Something she hadn’t felt for him before. Admiration, perhaps, or respect, for his fierce spirit, his unflagging tenacity. She wasn’t sure exactly what the feeling was.

All she knew was that the man couldn’t endure much more. Never mind his tenacity, he needed time to heal. Time and sleep. But he kept insisting he was well enough to travel, had muttered something about learning his lesson, that he wasn’t going to rest for more than brief periods from now on. They had remained near the cave entrance only a short while, just long enough to be sure their pursuers had moved downstream, before setting off.

She turned and opened the fishing creel, determined now. He had to get some rest. That was simply that. She didn’t like the idea of staying in one place too long any more than he did.

But one look at him told her they had no choice.

And since he wouldn’t listen to reason—and clubbing him over the head wouldn’t exactly help his condition—she would have to try something else.

“Do you want anything to eat?” She unwrapped the whiskey bottle, spread the length of cloth on the cave floor, and started arranging a soggy luncheon on it. “I’m sure even water-soaked salt beef is still edible. And the raisins and figs are probably fine—”

“Not hungry.”

His terse reply wasn’t encouraging. “Well, I’m starving.” She opened the bag of smoked pork, carved a chunk from a wheel of cheese, and started to nibble. The mushy food was somewhat less than palatable, but it was filling.

Unfortunately, it didn’t tempt him at all.

She glanced around them in the darkness. Though she couldn’t see much, this section of the cave felt airy and cool. The light, steady breeze must be coming from somewhere. There had to be a way out.

“It’s fairly comfortable in here.” She spoke around a mouthful of nuts. “A little drier, at least, than some of the other parts we’ve been in. Why don’t we stay here for a while? Get some rest?” She hurried to bolster her argument with logic. “The dogs will be busy downstream for hours, so we’ve got a little time—”

“And we’re not going to waste it.” His lashes lifted just a fraction. “Hurry up and finish your luncheon, your ladyship. We have to keep moving.”

Sam frowned. Words were clearly useless where this obstinate male was concerned. Action was the only thing he understood.

So, ignoring his suggestion, she took the remains of the ripped sheet out of the creel. Bunching it up to serve as a pillow, she placed it on the cave floor near him.

Then she reached out, put her hand in the middle of his chest, and tried to push him down toward it.

But he was like a rock, unmovable.

He lifted one brow. “What exactly do you think you’re doing, Miss Delafield?”

“Keeping you alive.”

“I can keep myself alive.” He pushed her hand away.

“You’ve got to get some rest,” she said in exasperation. “You need—”

“What I need is to find a bloody way out of this cave. Preferably before that bloody army of marshalmen comes back with their damned dogs.”

She flinched away from him.

“What I do not need,” he continued, glaring at her, “is anyone fussing over me.”

She held her tongue, biting back her own angry retort, hearing a clue to his surly mood in the word fussing. For some reason, the man found it difficult, perhaps impossible, to let someone care for him in even the smallest way.

And he seemed confident that the matter was closed. Slowly, he got to his feet, though the effort obviously pained him. He was having difficulty breathing, was visibly unsteady on his feet.

She remained seated, kept her voice mild. “I think you’d better sit back down before you fall down.”

“You’re forgetting who’s in charge here.”

“No, I’m not.” She met his gaze squarely. “You’re looking at her.”

His expression hardened. “The mutiny’s over.” He bent and grabbed the fishing creel. “Now let’s go.”

“Your stubbornness is going to kill you,” she retorted. “And if it kills you, it’ll kill me.”

“I’m not being stubborn. I’m being rational.”

“You’re being stupid.”

“Move your derriere, Miss Delafield.”

She stared straight into his furious eyes. And didn’t budge. “No.”

“It’s not a request.”

“I don’t care. You can take your orders and stuff them. I’m not moving. And the chain is too short for you to pick me up and haul me off, so unless you intend to drag me out of here by the hair”—she flipped the tangled blonde mass over her shoulders, out of reach, just in case the idea appealed to him—“we’re staying put.”

His emerald gaze glittered with outrage at her defiance. His jaw clenched.

Though her heart was pounding, she stared up at him without flinching.

A long moment passed before she found enough breath to speak. “I don’t understand,” she said softly, shaking her head, unable to make sense of his attitude. “You’re only human. Why are you pushing yourself so hard?”

He grated out a clipped, vivid oath. “On your feet, your ladyship. Now.”

She didn’t comply. Silent, she looked up at him, her question lingering in the cool, dark air between them.

And she realized something in that moment: he wasn’t going to hurt her. Despite his threats and menacing glares and repeated insistence that he didn’t give a damn about anyone except himself... he wouldn’t cause her any harm.

Something in him wouldn’t allow it. Beneath scars that bespoke a lifetime of violence beat the heart of a decent man.

Their silent battle of wills lasted one minute. Another. She could practically feel the seconds ticking by.

Then, slowly, she held out her hand. “Let me help you.”

The hard line of his mouth curved downward into an expression that was cynical, mocking. He flicked a glance heavenward. “Just what I need,” he muttered under his breath. “A guardian angel.”

He ignored her offered hand, but sat down again.

Then, stretching out on his stomach, he pillowed his head on his crossed arms and the bunched-up sheet, and closed his eyes.

“No more than an hour,” he growled. “Don’t let me sleep for more than an hour.”

“All right,” she agreed quietly.

Without a watch, she thought with a smile, how could she be expected to know exactly how long an hour was?

After only a few minutes, his tense muscles relaxed.

Looking down at him, Sam felt... satisfied. That was the only name she could put to the feeling. Satisfied. That she had prevailed, that he had finally listened to reason.

Reluctant to examine her emotions any more closely than that, she turned away and busied herself by bundling up the foodstuffs and putting them back in the creel. Then she took inventory of their other supplies: a few stubby candles, two cups and some eating utensils, the reel of fishing line and some hooks, a length of rope, and the horn of gunpowder and a dozen bullets taken from Leach and Swinton—ammunition that was useless now, since they had lost the pistol.

What she wouldn’t give for some medical supplies and some real food, she thought with a frown. And a blunderbuss. Unfortunately, they had no such help in facing their enemies. All they had was...

Each other.

Sam closed the fishing creel and pushed it aside. With the inventory done, she had nothing else to occupy her attention. She glanced around the cave, trying to avoid looking at the rogue.

Because every time she did, she found herself thinking of what had happened between them at the cave entrance. Her humiliating emotional outburst. Even now, she could feel her cheeks burning. She felt horribly embarrassed to have shown such weakness in front of anyone—especially a man. Especially him. But for once, he hadn’t mocked her.

Instead, he had held her. With a tenderness she hadn’t suspected he possessed. Just when she thought she had figured out exactly what kind of man he was, he had astonished her.

But what astonished her even more was the fact that she had liked the feeling of his arms around her.

The thought made her shiver. It was an outlandish idea. A dangerous idea. The man was an outlaw. A veteran of the prison hulks. Unpredictable. Not to mention hostile. And impossible.

And she had liked the feeling of his arms around her.

For a moment, just a moment, she had felt... safe, warm. Protected.

That disturbed her in a way she couldn’t begin to explain. Nervously, Sam swept her damp hair around her, busied herself trying to unknot the dozens of little tangles.

But even as she did so, she couldn’t help sliding a cautious, sideways glance at the man who lay stretched out on the cave floor.

How could she have felt safe in his embrace? She didn’t even know his name, for heaven’s sake! Had she lost her mind? Had the tumble over the falls scrambled her senses?

She kept thinking of the words he had whispered: We just have to trust each other.

Could she do that? Trust him? She had learned six years ago that it was dangerous to trust a man—even one like her uncle, who had seemed so respectable, honorable, and kind at first.

Since fleeing London, she had remained wary and cautious around men. Held herself cool and haughty and remote. Trust meant weakness. Vulnerability. And she would not allow herself to be vulnerable.

Tossing her hair over her shoulder, she turned away from the rogue. There was no mystery here, no cause for alarm. Her emotions had become momentarily unsettled, that was all. It was perfectly understandable, after the ordeal she had been through the past two days.

What she felt toward him was merely gratitude. Ordinary gratitude that he had saved her life in the whirlpool, at great cost to himself.

Nothing wrong with that. Her gratitude, he could have.

Her trust she could not give him.

Dark shadows flickered around them, and Sam realized that her makeshift torch had burned low. She tried to think of a way to keep the fire burning. She had kept her eye out for twigs or brush or dried leaves as they had walked through the cave, but she had seen precious little vegetation of any kind.

They had no fuel but what they had brought with them. Opening the fishing creel, she took the whiskey bottle out, uncorked it, and poured a bit over the biscuit tin. The flames crackled and sizzled and leaped so high that they almost singed her hair.

“Are you trying to incinerate us, or is that merely a creative way to dry your hair?”

Sam shot a glance behind her, the bottle still in her hand. “I’m trying to keep the fire going. And you’re supposed to be asleep.”

“Can’t.” The rogue lay on his side, watching her through half-closed eyes. “Do you have to use up all the whiskey that way?”

She recorked the bottle and put it back in the creel. “I’m sorry if the noise kept you awake.” She wasn’t about to let the fire burn out. The prospect of being deep in a cave in total darkness was not something she wanted to contemplate.

“It’s not the noise.”

His voice was low, almost a groan. Sam frowned in puzzlement, then understood what he meant, what he would not say: the pain was so bad he couldn’t sleep.

Her stomach gave an uncomfortable little twist. “Is there... anything I can do?” she asked softly.

“You could hand over the bottle.”

She hesitated a moment, then took it out again and gave it to him. There was less than two inches of the precious liquid left inside, but she couldn’t deny him.

He levered himself up on one elbow and took a long swallow.

The torch flickered again, and the scant circle of light surrounding them shifted and danced. Uneasily, Sam picked over the items in the creel, looking for something she might use as fuel.

Her fingers touched the powder horn. In a sudden burst of inspiration, she poured a few granules into her palm. Then she sprinkled them over the fire.

“Your ladysh—”

A loud pop and a puff of black smoke interrupted his warning. Caught in a miniature cloud of soot, Sam scurried backward, fanning the air in front of her face, wiping sticky black stuff from her cheeks. The chain pulled her up short.

An amused male chuckle filled the cave. “You may be a talented thief, Miss Delafield, but your knowledge of armaments leaves something to be desired.”

She dabbed at her watering eyes. “It was worth a try. And I’m not a talented thief.” She coughed. “I’m a quite ordinary thief.”

“Not according to the bounty on your head.”

That made her grimace. “Well, I never set out to be a talented thief. The fact that I’m a woman simply seems to work in my favor.”

“How is that?”

She shrugged. “Most people look at a young woman who appears well dressed, well bred, and well versed in the ways of polite society and think, ‘How much of a threat could she be?’ ”

“Indeed. I can see how most people would think that...” Those deep-green eyes of his studied her, tracing over her face. “How much of a threat could she be?”

The slow, thoughtful timbre of his voice seemed to resonate through her entire body. Resisting the urge to scoot away a few inches, she glanced down into the torch flames and fell silent for a moment. “Is the whiskey helping?”

“Some.” He lay down again, on his side, not quite managing to hold in a sound of pain.

Instead of closing his eyes, he kept observing her in that intent way. “Assuming we make it out of here alive, Miss Delafield, and assuming we somehow manage to get these blasted shackles off”—he gestured at the hated things with the whiskey bottle—“what are you going to do? What fiendish plans do you have for spending your ill-gotten gain?”

His voice was becoming slurred. The whiskey was taking effect. Doubting that he was fully lucid, she thought about telling him the truth for a moment.

But then she shook her head. “You’ll laugh.”

“I won’t.” He lifted his free hand and crossed his heart. “Promise.”

The traditional gesture wasn’t very convincing—not when made over that pitchfork brand.

“Yes, you will,” she replied softly. “You constantly mock my plans, my ideas—everything I say and do.”

“Not this time, angel,” he murmured. “Not in the mood.”

Watching him, she realized what he meant, though again, he wouldn’t say it aloud. Wouldn’t perhaps admit it even to himself.

He needed something to distract him from the pain.

She turned her face away, not wanting him to see in her eyes what she was feeling.

Sliding her long hair over her shoulder, she began weaving the damp strands into a braid. She decided there was no harm in revealing this particular piece of the truth. “Eventually, I want to book passage on a ship to Italy. To Venice.”

He sounded surprised. “Why Venice?”

“Because...” She looked up at the cave ceiling overhead, imagining blue Italian skies stretching out over grand piazzas and saffron-colored buildings and sparkling canals. “Because it’s far from England, and it’s full of sunlight and warmth. And they have the most breathtaking art there.” Her voice softened. “And they’re renowned for their lacemaking.” She looked down into the strands of her hair as she twined them in, over, around each other. “I’ve never seen Venice, but I’ve read a lot. Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve wanted to go to there. I’m going to buy a small villa and live on the Adriatic.”

She finished her braid, tied the end with a length of yellow silk torn from her tattered sleeve, and waited for his laughter to begin.

“I can just picture you in Venice.”

To her amazement, his tone wasn’t mocking.

She turned to find him regarding her through half-closed eyes.

“In the sun,” he murmured, “beside the Adriatic. Dressed in silks and velvets, glittering like gold. Surrounded by jewels and art and glassware.” A hint of a smile curved his mouth, but it wasn’t sarcastic. “You’d fit in there.”

His voice was more than serious. It was almost... wistful.

Sam hoped he couldn’t see her blushing in the firelight.

His lashes finally lowered completely, as the whiskey or fatigue or both took their toll. “So why haven’t you gone there already? Why stay in England?”

It took her a moment to summon a reply. “Because I didn’t want to leave England impulsively only to wind up in the same dire straits somewhere else. If I’m going to be a thief, better to do that here, where I’m at least familiar with the language and customs. It would be impossible to try and start a new life in a new country with no money.”

“True,” he agreed solemnly. “Very true.”

“I think it’s always better to plan ahead. When I get to Venice, I’m never going to break the law again. I’m never going to have to break the law again. I’ll take a new name, start a new life—”

“Leave the past behind?”

“Yes.”

“Excellent idea. A very good plan.” There seemed to be some amusement creeping into his voice. “I wish you luck, your ladyship.”

“I won’t need luck,” she said firmly. “I have a very practical plan. I’m going to buy a villa and find work in a lacemaking shop and one day open a shop of my own. I’ve even been studying Italian. I’m actually rather fluent. Sei uno sciocco insopportabile.”

“Posso direlo stesso di te,” he replied. “I am not an insufferable oaf. You are rather fluent.”

She blinked at him in surprise. “You know Italian?”

He opened his eyes, grinning. “You’re not the only one with hidden talents, angel.”

Sam noticed that the word “angel” had lost its sarcastic bite.

But she also noticed that his words were becoming more slurred—more than could be attributed to the small amount of liquor he had consumed.

She moved closer, leaning over him, her heart thudding against her ribs. His skin was no longer pale but flushed with color. His eyes were glassy in the firelight.

“Oh, no,” she whispered.

“Oh, yes,” he chuckled.

“I’m not commenting on your hidden talents.” She put a hand to his forehead. “You’ve got a fever. You’re burning up!”

A shiver went through him. “Been wondering about that. I thought your little fire was getting hotter.”

He might be joking about it, but a shaft of pure, icy fear went through her. She had no blankets, no fuel to keep the fire going, precious little water, no medicines.

No way to help him.

And with the shackles binding them together...

She would be trapped here, unable to move more than two feet in any direction.

For the first time, genuine terror struck her heart. He might actually die. And she beside him. It had merely been a frightening possibility before. Now it seemed to close in around her as cold and inescapable as the darkness.

“No,” she choked out. “No, you’re going to be all right! You’ve got to be all right!”

He blinked up at her, his eyes glazed, unfocused. “I told you before, I don’t need anyone fussing over...”

He passed out before he could finish the sentence.