Stepping out from the shower, I’m hard as fuck and so damn tempted to look down and inspect my balls to see if they’ve changed color because I’m so fuckin’ frustrated.
Trying to ignore the throb going on, I quickly scrub the towel over my body before dumping it in the laundry basket as I walk into the bedroom to yank my clothes on, starting with my pants.
Bastard! I can’t do the zipper up and, quite frankly, I’ll probably come within minutes with how aroused I feel right now. Carla is under my skin and driving me crazy. The amount of times this week that I’ve picked the phone up to ring my brother and get an invite round to his place for dinner has been too many to count. I’ve even gotten into my car and found myself outside Ramon’s apartment building before coming back to my senses.
This craving I have for Carla is an obsession, one that’s taking over my life and one I have no idea how to handle. After holding her in my arms I know she feels more for me than she should when she’s sleeping with my brother, which is like a punch in the gut every time I let my mind wander in that direction.
Taking a deep breath, I look down at my wayward body part, step back out of my trousers and head back to the shower for some relief because there is no way in hell I want Jacky thinking my cock is wanting to dip inside her.
Shuddering at that last thought, I climb into the shower and turn the water on as I reach for the gel.
Letting the spray pound into the muscles on my back, I coat my hand in gel before grabbing hold of my dick, which is weeping at the tip. I close my eyes and feel Carla’s smooth body run over mine as she presses her body to me. I smile, my fist squeezing my cock as the imaginary Carla runs kisses down my chest, the hot spray turning her delicate flesh pink, her lips swollen as she lowers to her knees in front of me and licks the tip of my shaft. Groaning, I tip my head back and start to fist my cock, back and forth, back and forth.
With my other hand I massage my balls, which are so fuckin’ tight to my body. Gripping the root of me, I continue beating off, but all I can imagine is her warm lips sucking my dick into her mouth. As I stroke myself, my imagination takes on a fevered dance as Carla leans against the low seat in the stand up shower, her legs spread wide, beckoning to me. I position myself into her arms, her legs wrapping around my body as she pulls my cock deep inside her. I can imagine how tight and wet her * is as I slide inside her.
“Fuck. F…U…C…K,” I growl my release as my sperm shoots all over the wall, over and over again nearly bringing me to my knees.
Shit, what the hell is wrong with me? I’m a grown man acting like a kid who’s just discovered the pleasure of his own dick.
Quickly drying off again, I walk back into my bedroom, picking my clothes up and pulling them on. Well at least my dick’s behaving now.
This obsession I have for Carla is ridiculous and I need to get over it. Well tonight, I’m going to go out with Jacky and enjoy her company for once. I’m not interested in her as long term, not even for a night if I’m totally honest, but she’s there. The date has been set with thanks to Ruben, the bastard. I owe him one, big time, for that in the office earlier. No way can I let that slide. I’ll get him back when he least expects it.
Fastening my Armani watch to my wrist, I glance at the time and realize I need to get a move on if I’m to be a gentleman and collect Jacky from her apartment on time, which just so happens to be three flights below me.
On the way out of the door, I grab my keys, locking up behind me and make my way to the stairwell to walk down the three flights of stairs to Jacky’s apartment. The entire way, I find myself hoping I’m not about to screw up.
Reaching the door to her floor, I try and draw air into my lungs as I open the door and spot her walking a hole in the carpet outside her apartment door.
I just stand and watch her while I’m unobserved. She’s a beautiful woman with a slim body, magnificent breasts as Ruben has informed me on more than one occasion, but she isn’t Carla.
Dammit! Pushing away from the wall I make myself known, which causes Jacky to pull up short and look at me with nervous eyes, as though she doesn’t know how to take me or how to act tonight.
Trying to put her at ease, I take hold of her hand, kissing her knuckles. “Jacky, you look amazing.” I offer her the panty dropping grin that a previous girlfriend told me I had and it appears, by Jacky’s reaction, that it’s having some effect.
“You’re not looking bad yourself, Sebastian.” She looks me up and down.
Chill. I seriously need to chill and try and have a good time with her. She’s harmless and if I’m correct she’s lonely and just wants company. Well, that I can help her with.