Hungry for More

CHAPTER 3



An hour later, Amy stood in the center of the walk-in cooler, a refrigerator the size of a subway car, stacked floor to ceiling with color-coded plastic food containers of every size and shape. She had planned to change in the staff women’s room, but it was jammed with crates of canned tomatoes. Anyway, this place was fine. Everyone was too busy in the upstairs kitchen to notice her. Not that she cared who saw her. Prudishness was hardly her thing.

She tugged off her shirt, wondering what James had that would make Roni return, besides his green-flecked caramel eyes and amazing puppy-huge hands. A flash of longing raced through her. Sleeping with the boss sure would be a more fun way of getting info about Roni than waiting tables. But she’d have to be careful; this guy wasn’t her usual mark. He was smart.

“Didn’t realize this was the dressing room at Loehmann’s.” James leaned against the open door to the enormous refrigerator, his white apron tied jauntily around his waist. It was surprisingly sexy, a man in an apron. Like a man in a kilt, only with promise of dinner afterward.

She studied him with the same lazy, slow once-over he was using to take her in. Now that she had a plan, she could focus on him better. His brown-green eyes radiated under black eyelashes a woman would kill for. He had the lean, well-formed muscles of a man who made his way in the world through precise, controlled physical labor. If she hadn’t known he was a chef, she’d have guessed he was a quarterback: the wide shoulders, the narrow waist, and the intelligent, always-scanning eyes.

Amy refused to be cowed by his dark attraction. Or her lack of a shirt. She put her hands on her hips and faced him head-on. Well, more like breasts-on. He might be the boss of this restaurant, but she had some powers of her own, two of them, to be precise, and she intended to use them. Plus, she was wearing her best black-lace demicup. She knew what that could do to a man.

He didn’t flinch or look away from her . . . eyes. Strange man. Without a word, he unclasped the pendant from around his neck and tossed it to her. “Here. I was told it’s bad luck.”

She caught it easily and draped it back around her neck. When she was satisfied that it was nestled perfectly between her breasts, she pulled James’s cash out of her bra.

She came to him and tucked the bills into his apron. “Bad luck is better than no luck at all.”

There, they were even. She felt at ease for the first time since they’d met.

He watched her wordlessly, his lips pursed. He didn’t move to count the cash.

She went back to her new clothes and shrugged on her new black shirt, shoplifted along with a black skirt from the discount joint down the street. His eyes bored a hole into her as she buttoned. “Love to chat, but I’ve got a four-thirty staff meeting to get to. Whatever that is.” She considered whether to finish changing here or to scurry to privacy. What the hell? It wasn’t like she cared what he thought of her or her underwear. And if she could seduce him, she could find out more about Roni.

She turned her back to him, took a deep breath—showtime— and let her skirts drop to the floor. She stepped out of them gracefully, careful not to catch her black high-heeled ankle boot on a hem. She leaned down seductively and slowly, slower, slower, milk it, pulled on the black skirt. Put that on your French baguette and spread it, Cheffie.

She shoved the tags into the waistband so she could return the skirt later (she was the queen of returning things without a receipt), then turned to face him, swinging her hips to test the skirt’s movement. Not bad for a five-finger discount. It flowed to her ankles, just the way she liked it. She never could shake her Gypsy fashion genes.

James cocked his head and narrowed his eyes like a panther. “Nice pants.”

Good start , kitty . She had dangled the string, but would he pounce? “So, don’t just stand there,” she said. “Tell me I look amazing.”

“I didn’t think you’d come back,” he said. He folded his arms in front of him. He wore his simple cotton chef whites like a five-thousand-dollar Italian suit.

She considered her discarded clothes, glanced around, then stuffed them into an enormous empty stockpot on the floor. She replaced the lid, then sat on top of it and tossed her hair over her head, gathered it, then twisted it into a suitable, uptight-restaurant-worthy bun. It didn’t escape her that he hadn’t called her “amazing.” Maybe apron-boy didn’t like women. She glanced up at him and caught his cat-sharp eyes narrowing again. He was stalking for sure. He liked women fine.


Maybe he just doesn’t like me.

The disturbing thought made her flinch. Losing Maddie was bad enough, but losing the power to seduce? Never.

James stared at her for a long moment, then strode into the walk-in cooler. Oh, yeah. Amy braced herself for him to crash against her. She closed her eyes and prepared for those burgundy lips.

She felt him brush past her. She opened her eyes and blinked. He was pulling a container off a high shelf. He opened the top with a flourish and spun around to face her. “You want to see amazing? Look at these.”

Amy peered into the container.

Gray fish stared back at her with unblinking eyes.

He flashed them at her with the same jaunty spirit she had just flashed at him. You show me yours; I’ll show you mine.

Only his was dead fish.

“Whatever turns you on,” she said. His rejection stung her to the soles of her feet. Her skin was hot with shame. I flashed you my red thong and you didn’t jump me? Moron. Jerk.

Foodie .

Maybe he had a girlfriend. Her thoughts flashed to Roni. What did James have that she’d come back for? Did that woman have her spirit-voice and this dark chef?

He was staring at her again.

“What?” Don’t flash those green-rimmed eyes at me and then fondle fish .

“Can you do me a favor?” He sounded sincere, like he was truly asking.

“I think you just dissed me for rotting fish flesh, so that would be a no.” She tried to keep the hurt out of her voice but was aware that the hardness of her tone betrayed her.

“Can I kiss you?”

The chill of the cooler deepened, and she rubbed her bare arms. “You’re a strange, strange man.”

“I need the kind of kiss your great-aunt might give,” he said.

“My great-aunt is a Gypsy hustler in Vegas. She kisses like a sailor.”

He smiled, crooked and cocky, a sliver of pirate rowdiness showing from under his smooth polished surface. He rested the fish container against his hip. “This will be strictly work.”

“I’ll put it on my time sheet under ‘face-munching with boss.’”

His eyes met hers straight on. “I get my inspiration for great food from beautiful women,” he explained. “I need one more first-course special tonight. After you left earlier, I was struck with a vision, a lobster salad with wilted greens, candied ginger, and a wine and tamarind reduction. But I’m not sure about the herbs. Tarragon or just white pepper?”

“Kissing me will give you inspiration for grub?”

He winced at the word grub, as if she had smacked him in the face. “For lobster salad with wilted greens, ginger, and a wine and tamarind reduction,” he repeated.

Tam-a-what reduction? He wasn’t making a lick of sense, but she wanted this dark, intense man to touch her. He was beautiful the way an animal was beautiful, sleek and mysterious. No way was she kissing him like an old-maid aunt.

I’ve been chasing Maddie for three months, and I was so close, and now I’m standing in a cooler with a hot, handsome chef who wants to kiss me for a sauce recipe like he’s my nephew. No way, bad boy. My life sucks, but not that bad.

She crossed the cooler to him. Up close, she had expected some imperfection. But he only seemed to get smoother and taller and darker as she neared him. She rose to her full height and took a deep breath. Her forehead came to his lips. Next time, I’m wearing my four-inch heels. She clasped her hands behind her back, closed her eyes, and chastely lifted her face to his. Get ready to meet Mrs. Robinson, Nephew James.

The air stirred as he lowered his lips to hers. Lightly. Lips pressed against hers. Not a kiss so much as a touching. A connection.

She couldn’t move.

She had planned to devour him. But his tenderness was so surprising, it turned her to stone. He smelled like a million good things to eat—roasted meat, olive oil, mustard seed, and man.

His lips warmed against hers, searching, softening, brushing as if he was reading Braille. Other than his lips, no part of him touched her, as if nothing outside of their lips existed.

After a long moment, he pulled away, separating so carefully she had the sense that he had left something fragile behind in her care.

She opened her eyes. His remained closed. He stood like that, breathing.

She could hear the air moving around her, feel it pass over her supercharged lips. His eyes were still closed, his long eyelashes casting jagged shadows onto his etched cheekbones. A hint of stubble added to his dark, earthy appeal.

“No herbs,” he said. “Just the ginger, wine, and tamarind.”

He opened his eyes, looked at her with such intensity she felt he had read her soul, then nodded curtly, the moment gone. He took his fish and an enormous sack of onions, and left.

Amy plopped onto the stockpot.

No herbs, just the ginger, wine, and tamarind.

Inexplicably, that was the nicest thing anyone had said to her in ages.





How a person approaches food says everything about them. Is he a nibbler? A wolfer? A watcher, who doesn’t partake of the feast at all?

—JAMES LACHANCE, Meal of a Lifetime