I burrowed my hands underneath his shirt, and dug my fingers into his lower back. His hips pressed forward into mine, and I could feel his muscles flexing beneath my palms.
He left my collarbone, and nosed aside my shirt, kissing down my sternum. His tongue dragged across one of the branches on my tattoo, and I felt like I was burning alive. His stubble scratched against my sensitive skin, and my legs went weak.
“Please,” I begged.
“We shouldn’t,” he whispered.
I pulled his mouth to mine, determined to convince him. I wrapped an arm around his neck, and a leg around his hips, and pulled him into me. He steadied himself with one hand against the wall, and the other on my ass.
“Yes,” I hissed between kisses.
His kiss was intoxicating. Slow and fast. Soft and hard. I melted into him, happy to follow his lead.
He pulled back again. “You’re sure?”
Dear God, yes!
I nodded, and he spun me from the wall onto a bed. His hands ran up my legs, raising goose bumps and making me squirm. His fingers hooked around the fabric of my panties and pulled them down gently. My shirt was already gone, disappeared somewhere in the frenzy. He pressed his hips into mine, and my eyes rolled back in my head. Then the whole world rolled, and I was astride his hips. His messy hair looked so good against my pillow, and his brown eyes were so dark they were nearly black.
He slipped his hands underneath the frills of my skirt, gripped my thighs, and said, “Ride me.”
What was it about a nice boy saying naughty things that was so damn hot?
I threw my head back and groaned.
“Max.”
“Oh God,” I whimpered.
His hands traced my jaw, then gripped my face hard.
“Max, are you okay?”
God, yes.
I was so far beyond okay that I couldn’t even string together a sentence.
Hands gripped my shoulders, and the world spun. I opened my eyes, and I was no longer on top. Cade was hovering above me, entirely too far away. I reached a hand out toward his jaw.
That was odd. His stubble was gone. He’d shaved.
I hooked my hand around his neck, and pulled him closer.
He resisted, only for a second, but it was enough to give me pause. I blinked. My mouth was dry, and my head felt foggy.
His eyes were on my lips, and his expression pained. “Max . . .”
He pulled away from me, but I kept my hand wrapped around his neck. His movement pulled me up into a sitting position.
His took me in, and his eyes went dark. He exhaled sharply. “Oh fuck me.”
That was the plan, but his voice sounded strained, not seductive.
He averted his eyes to the ceiling, and plucked my hand from the back of his neck. I pulled my hand free, and let it run down his chest.
He didn’t pull my hand off of him this time, but he said, his voice low and gravelly, “Golden Boy nickname aside, I’m not a saint, Max.”
His body was stiff next to mine. I rubbed at my eyes, and slowly the world started to resurface. I was in my bed. In my apartment. Light filtered in through the window, and Cade was sitting on my bed, fully clothed, staring at the wall like it was Hitler.
Oh holy Hell, I was dreaming. I’d just put the moves on him in my sleep! I covered my mouth with my hand and racked my brain to try to remember if I’d said anything that would give me away.
When the shock wore off, I let my hand drop to my chest, where my fingertips touched bare skin.
I looked down and had to resist the urge to scream.
I WAS NAKED.
Like, gave him a look at my full-tree tattoo, naked.
Like, curl into the fetal position and die of mortification, naked.
I jerked the covers from my waist up to my chin. Beside me, Cade let out a long breath, and his shoulders relaxed.
As calmly as possible I asked, “What is going on?”
Inside, I was anything but calm. Only a sheet and a few measly articles of clothing on his part separated me from him, and my mind was still fogged with dream-induced desire. And to be honest, I was a little offended that he managed to look away.
A small, crazy part of me wanted to drop the sheet again and see how long his resolve could last. Cade pushed himself to his feet, and moved all the way across the room.
He said, “I knocked, but you didn’t answer. I was outside, and I heard you groan. It sounded like you were hurt or sick.” He looked back at me, and now I knew how he’d managed to look away from me . . . guilt. He hadn’t even done anything wrong! I was the one having pervy dreams about him, and I didn’t feel the least bit guilty. He said, “I swear, the door was unlocked, so I came in to check on you. I swear, I wasn’t trying anything. I’m sorry.”
I wondered if I dropped the sheet now if he would try something. My body was wound so tight, I felt like I’d been dangling off the edge of a cliff for hours. And I wanted him to try something. I shook my head. I was so turned on that just the brush of the sheets against my chest made my breath catch in my throat.
No. Bad Max. You’re with Mace. Focus.