I get cars. I like the feel of them. The sound of them. My mind clears when I’m behind the wheel, and there’s something about the sound of an engine dropping into gear as I press on the gas that makes me feel…powerful.
No fear. No nausea. No brothers to boss me around. No parents to impress. Just me, the gas pedal, and the open road. And a big, fat, fluffy dress that reminds me of a flower. Shifting in this getup was a nightmare.
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station bathroom. I wind through the aisles and out the automatic doors into the cold winter night. My parents would kill me if they knew I was in the south side of town, but this isn’t my destination. Just a pit stop. The county south of here contains backcountry roads that are flat for several miles. Perfect for maxing out the speedometer.
Two college-age guys in jeans and nice
winter coats chat as one pumps gas into a 2011
Corvette Coupe. She’s impressive. Four
hundred and thirty horses are compacted into that precious V-8 engine, but she’s not as pretty as the older models. Most cars aren’t.
On the opposite side of the pump, I insert my credit card and unscrew the gas cap. My baby only receives the best gas. It may be more expensive, but it treats her engine right.
I suck in a breath, and the cold air feels good in my lungs. My stomach had settled when I left the country club and the nausea rolled away when I turned over the engine. I’d made it through the speech with shaking hands and a trembling voice. When it was over, my mother cried and my father hugged me. That alone was worth the trips into the bathroom beforehand.
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The guys stop talking and I glance over
to see them staring at my baby. “I like your Vet,” I say and decide to test them. “V-8?” Of course it has a V-8, but some guys have no idea what sweet cargo they own under the hood.
The owner nods. “3LT. Got her last week.
Nice Mustang. Is it your boyfriend’s?”
Loaded question. “She’s mine.”
“Nice,” he says again. “Have you ever raced her?”
I shake my head no. It feels strange to talk to guys. I’m the girl who hangs on the periphery.
The other girls who attend the most expensive private school in the state don’t want to discuss cars, and most guys get intimidated when I know more about their cars than they do. When it comes to any other type of conversation, my tongue often becomes paralyzed.
“Would you like to race?” he asks.
Our gas nozzles clink off at the same exact time and my heart flutters in my chest with a mixture of anxiety and adrenaline. I’m not sure if I want to faint or laugh. “Where?”
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illegal drag races, but I thought they were just that—rumors. “Are you for real?”
“It doesn’t get any more real than where I’d be taking you. Stick with us and we’ll help you get a nice race.”
I have four brothers, and one is the type that mothers warn their daughters against. In other words, I’m not that naive, but to be honest, his proposal intrigues me. But I’m also sure this is how horror movies begin.
Or the best action flicks on the face of the planet.
I scan the guy’s car out of the corner of my eye. A University of Louisville student parking tag hangs on the rearview mirror along with a maroon-and-gold tassel. Only my school has those God-awful colors.
But to be safe… “Where did you go to high school?” I ask.
“Worthington Private,” he says with the
arrogance most guys from my school use when saying the word private.
“I go there.” And I don’t bother hiding my grin.
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you?”
“A junior.”
“We graduated last year.”
“Cool,” I say. Very cool. My brother would be a year behind him, but West has made it his business for people to love him. “Do you know West Young?”
“Yeah.” He brightens. This guy thinks he is so close to scoring. “Do you guys party together?”
I laugh and I can’t stop myself. “No. He’s my brother.”
Their smiles melt quicker than a snow cone on a summer’s afternoon. “You’re his baby sister?”
“I prefer to be called Rachel. And you are?”
He runs a hand over his face. “Going to get my ass kicked by your brothers. Forget I said anything about racing or that we even saw each other.”
As he inches to his car, I spring over the small concrete barrier. I only meant to make sure the guy would keep his distance, not sprint for Alaska. “Wait. I want to race.”
“Your brothers don’t play around when it
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