Chapter 20 - Chris
RYDER AND I come home to find everyone, except Jimi, sitting in the living room watching TV in their pajamas. They’re all sporting damp hair, which tells me they must have gone to the beach then showered. Claire smiles and jumps off the sofa to greet us at the door. Caleb quickly removes his arm from around Abby and stands up.
“Do you need some help?” he offers, and I try not to look annoyed when I nod.
It makes no sense for me to be upset that Caleb is so important to Abby. It’s not as if he’s taking my little girl away from me. She was never mine, until she showed up at my house yesterday morning. I just can’t shake this feeling that she’s only here temporarily. And if she’s sitting there, curled up on the couch watching TV, it should be my arm around her. Caleb will probably always have her, but this may be my only chance.
Once we get the groceries inside, Claire takes the pillows upstairs to get the freshly laundered linens on Abby’s bed in Jimi’s bedroom. Abby, Caleb, Ryder, and Junior head back to the living room to finish whatever they were watching, but I stop Caleb before he can leave the kitchen.
“We need to talk. Come with me.”
Abby and Ryder look over their shoulders at Caleb as they continue toward the living room, both of them wearing a look of pity for poor Caleb. I watch as Ryder seizes the opportunity to sit next to Abby on the sofa and the sight takes my breath away. I might as well be dreaming. None of this feels real. Well, except for the unfortunate conversation I’m about to have with Caleb.
“Come on,” I beckon him as I head toward the door on our right. The library.
The beach house isn’t big enough for a studio, so I had the acoustic insulation installed inside the walls of the library and this is where we keep the baby grand piano and the guitars. I shut the door behind Caleb as he enters and his eyes are wide as he looks around the room.
Three of the four walls in the library are covered from floor to ceiling in bookshelves, which display Claire’s enormous collection of books. The outside wall has two large bay windows with bench seats for reading nooks. The portion of wall between the two windows is covered in frames displaying gold and platinum albums. Right in front of that wall is the baby grand piano. Off to the left is a mahogany leather sofa; to the right are two leather armchairs. In the corner is a display of five different guitars on stands.
“This is amazing,” Caleb remarks as he’s pulled toward the guitars. “Is that a… Is that a ’68 Stratocaster?”
I laugh at this. “Yes, it’s a ’68, but it’s not the ’68 Stratocaster you’re thinking of. Not that I haven’t tried offering the Allen family ridiculous sums of money for Jimi’s Strat, but they aren’t interested in money. Sit,” I say, pointing at the sofa.
He swallows hard then heads over to sit down. “Is this about Abby? I didn’t even realize I had my arm around her. I won’t let it happen again.”
I shake my head as I sit on the piano bench with my back to the keys. “It’s not about you having your arm around Abby’s shoulders. This is about you…” Oh, God help me. “This is about you and Abby having sex… while you’re here.”
“No, sir. We don’t plan on doing that. I swear. We haven’t even had sex yet.”
I hold up my hand so he doesn’t go into further detail. “Okay, I believe you. I just want to make sure you know that I can’t have that in my house. As much as I’d like to believe that Abby is my daughter, at this point, I’m just her steward. So while you two are here, it is my duty to make sure Abby doesn’t do anything that she wouldn’t do in her… her other parents’ home. You understand?”
“Yes, sir. I understand.”
“Good. You’re excused.”
He eyes me warily as he stands from the sofa as if I’m trying to trick him into turning his back on me. Once he’s standing, he doesn’t head for the door. He just stares at the guitars in the corner.
“Do you think it would be okay if I played it? Just to try it out?”
“The ’68?”
He nods and a boyish grin spreads across his face. I shake my head as I stand from the piano bench and head over to grab the ’68 Strat off its stand. I pick up the guitar and, since I’m already there, I grab my ’59 Les Paul Standard. I tread carefully toward the sofa and hold out the ’68. Caleb grabs the strap first, then he grabs the neck. We both plug into the amp, which stands on the floor between the piano and the guitars. Then he slings the strap over his head and across his back, looking pleased that he doesn’t have to adjust the length.
I strap on my Les Paul and immediately begin tuning it. This goes on for a couple of minutes before I realize there’s no sound coming from Caleb’s guitar. I look up and he’s just staring at me.
“Something wrong?”
“I can’t believe I’m about to play with Chris Knight. Is that an original ’59 Les Paul?”
I purse my lips at this question. “I don’t do reissues. Is that thing tuned?”
“Oh, yeah.”
He begins testing each string. After a few minor adjustments on the tuners, he nods at me. I nod back and I take the lead, playing the opening guitar solo of “Little Wing” by Jimi Hendrix with heavy overdrive. If Caleb can answer back on this song, then he will officially have my approval. By the second measure, I can see he knows what I’m playing. By the fifth measure, he joins in. We only make it to the eleventh measure before Ryder and Abby walk into the library smiling.
“I knew that was you!” Ryder says, pointing at me. “I want to play.”
Abby gawks at Caleb, who’s grinning from ear to ear. “You were playing, too?”
“We were until you interrupted us.”
“Oh, well, don’t mind me. Please continue your jam session.”
“Where’s your guitar?”
“Upstairs.”
Caleb slips the guitar strap off and tightens it a bit before he holds it out to Abby. She shakes her head. She’s being shy.
Ryder heads straight for the piano. He’s been taking lessons with Rachel, my other best friend Jake’s wife, for three years, but he prefers the guitar. So it’s odd to see him choose the piano. He must have a particular song in mind.
I glance over at Abby and Caleb and they’re both staring at Ryder. Then he plays the first note and I instantly know what it is. I walk over to stand behind him as he plays the opening to “Imagine” by John Lennon. When the first verse starts, I sing along with him. By the third line, Caleb has joined us and Abby is giggling uncontrollably. Caleb doesn’t have a very good singing voice, but what he lacks in talent, he makes up for in enthusiasm. At the first chorus, I play a soft accompaniment on my Les Paul while Caleb and Ryder continue singing. Abby sidles up to the piano, tapping her foot to the beat.
“Come on, Abby. You know you want to dance,” Caleb says, and Ryder laughs as he continues playing. “Just do it. Dance like nobody’s watching.”
Caleb raises his arms above his head and does a little pirouette. Ryder laughs so hard he loses track of the melody.
Abby punches Caleb in the arm. “Shut up.”
I beckon Abby to come closer. “Come here.”
I nod toward Ryder and she sits next to him on the bench. He shows her how to tap out a single note while he plays on the other side of the keys. He starts singing the first line of the second verse, and my heart soars when she joins in on the next line. When the song is over, I notice Caleb is staring at her with the same starry look I’m probably wearing.
I guess John Lennon was right. We’re all just a bunch of dreamers. And I hope we never wake up.