Arouse: A Spiral of Bliss Novel (Book One)

“But I shouldn’t have to take those because my credits should transfer,” I persisted.

 

“Make an appointment with a guidance counselor, Miss Winter,” Mrs. Russell suggested. “That’s all I can tell you.”

 

“By the time I do that, classes will already have started.”

 

“You have a couple of weeks yet to finalize your courses,” she continued. “I’m sure they’ll help you sort this out.”

 

I knew by the tone of Mrs. Russell’s voice that she wasn’t going to give in, and the hopelessness of the situation crashed over me.

 

“The professors can—” Dr. West started.

 

“Never mind.” Because I didn’t want to start crying in front of him, I grabbed my bag and left the office.

 

Halfway down the sidewalk, my vision blurry with tears, I tripped on an uneven piece of concrete and went sprawling onto my hands and knees. My open satchel thumped onto the ground, papers spilling out.

 

“Are you okay?” Then he was there, crouching beside me to pick up the papers before the wind caught them. He reached out a hand but stopped an inch from my arm, his fingers brushing the sleeve of my gray sweatshirt.

 

“I… I’m okay,” I said.

 

He could have touched me. He was close. Close enough that I caught a whiff of him, a clean, soapy smell that settled in my blood and loosened the knot of frustration stuck in my throat. Close enough that I noticed the size of his hands, his long fingers and the dark hairs dusting his forearm where his sleeve inched up.

 

Awareness shot through me. I dusted the grit from my palms and straightened. He stood between me and the street, waiting in silence for me to collect my composure. A few people passed behind me, forcing me a few steps toward him.

 

He held out my satchel, his gaze moving over me, eliciting a surge of heat. I pushed strands of hair away from my face and looked at him. My heart hammered, my chest pooling with warmth. I was shaken all over again by the way my body reacted to him, with this hot pull of attraction I had never experienced before.

 

Not for any man. Ever.

 

“Thank you.” I took my satchel from him and straightened the papers. All I had to do now was turn and walk away.

 

I didn’t. He was still looking at me, his hands in his pockets, his hair ruffled by the breeze.

 

“Are you a professor here?” I asked.

 

He was big. Not all bulky and heavy, but tall with broad shoulders, long legs, and that air of self-control that made him seem in total command. The wind flattened his shirt over his muscular chest, and I had a sudden image of folding myself against that chest and feeling his arms close around me. Safe. Protected.

 

Nothing to fear. Not from him.

 

I stepped back, not having felt this way before and not knowing where it was all coming from.

 

Why him? Why now?

 

“I’m a visiting professor for the year,” he said. “Medieval history.”

 

He was a medieval history professor. For whatever reason —the sheer dorkiness of the field?—this admission eased some of my tension.

 

“Oh.” I hitched the satchel over my shoulder and folded my arms across my breasts. “Well, thanks for your help back at the registrar’s.”

 

“The professors of whatever classes you need to take can approve your transfer credits,” he said. “You don’t need to go through the registrar’s office first. Get the course syllabus and bibliography from your previous college, and bring them to the professors to see if it fits their curriculum. If it covers the same ground, they should approve the transfer as a direct course equivalent.”

 

“Why didn’t Mrs. Russell tell me that?”

 

“She probably didn’t know. Professors have a lot of power.”

 

I almost smiled. “Even medieval history professors?”

 

“Especially medieval history professors,” he assured me.

 

“Knights on horseback and all that?”

 

A responding smile tugged at his mouth. “And damsels in distress.”

 

My heart constricted. Ah, fairy tales.

 

“Hey, Professor West!” A young man jogged up to him. “I heard you were teaching here this year. I was at Harvard when you were a grad student. Tom Powell.”

 

The kid stuck out a hand. Professor West shook it and made a few appropriate comments. I backed up a step, not wanting to leave him and yet not knowing how to stay.

 

The other guy kept talking. Something about a paper he was working on.

 

Professor West glanced at me. I had the sense he was about to make an excuse, extract himself from the conversation so that he could turn back to me.

 

So we could finish what we’d started.

 

I retreated another step, staring at the sunlight glinting off his hair, the sharp edges of his profile, the muscles of his neck, and the confidence of his stance.

 

Professor West was beautiful. He was beautiful and warm and wanted to help a distraught girl in a ragged gray sweatshirt. Even though his eyes seared me like a caress he hadn’t made a move to touch me or invade my space. If anything, he seemed to restrain himself from doing so.

 

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