Very interesting.
“Dinna get any ideas,” he said, looking stern. “Let me remind you that I have dozens of reasons why you don’t want that. Incendiary reasons.”
Yes, Maddie thought to herself. He had dozens of reasons stashed away somewhere.
An idea took hold of her.
If she could hold him off from consummating the marriage, she might be able to find those reasons—-and burn them once and for all. Watch them go up in smoke. Then he wouldn’t have so much power over her.
“You wanted shared memories, did you not?” he asked.
She nodded.
“Remember how on our wedding night I made wild, naked love to you until you were screaming for more?”
“Actually, I remember us staying up all night talking.” Just to vex him, she added, “And cuddling.”
He scowled. “I dinna do cuddling.”
“That’s for the best, I suppose,” she said. “You offered to wait until tomorrow to consummate the vows if I wished. Well, I do wish to wait. I’m not ready tonight.”
And if she could find another way out of this situation, perhaps she would never need to be.
She laid a row of cushions down the center of the bed, carefully dividing it into two sides: His, and hers.
“Is that truly supposed to stop me?” He fell back on the bed, on his side—-peering over the pillow wall at her with amusement. “I fully intended to have my wicked way with you. But now there’s this cushion, so . . .”
She burrowed under the coverlet, drawing it up to her neck.
“Now that you mention it,” he went on, “I dinna know how this strategy escaped Napoleon’s notice. If only he’d erected a barricade of feathers and fabric, we Highlanders wouldna have known how to get over it.”
“I don’t expect the pillows to keep you out,” she said. “They’re merely a guard against anything accidental happening.”
“Ah.” He drew out the syllable. “We canna have any accidental happenings.”
“Exactly. I might roll over in the night, and I know how you feel about cuddling. I should hate to take advantage of you.”
“Minx.” He sat up in bed and plucked the cushion from between them. “I’m here now. I’m flesh and blood, and I’m your husband. I’ll be damned if I’ll give up my place to a pillow.”
She held her breath. What would he do?
“I’ll sleep on the floor,” he said.
He took that pillow and the spare quilt from the end of the bed and began to arrange a pallet near the hearth.
Maddie told herself to be happy—-it was safer that way.
Instead, she couldn’t keep from stupidly worrying about his comfort. The floor would be cold and hard, and he’d been traveling. Physical nearness was one kind of danger, but caring about him would be even worse.
“We’re adults with an understanding,” she said. “You’re welcome to share the bed. No barricade required. I’ll stay on my side and you’ll stay on yours.”
“I’ll sleep on the floor. I prefer it.”
“You prefer the floor to a bed?”
“At the moment, mo chridhe, I prefer the floor to you.”
Horrid man.
“You said you want to wait,” he went on. “I’d like to think my honor makes a stronger barrier than pillows. But tonight, it wouldna be prudent to put that theory to the test.”
After a moment, she said, “I see.”
He folded the quilt in half, spreading it on the floor. “It’s no matter. I slept on the ground for my first ten years of life. Never once in a bed.”
“Ten years of the floor?”
“Ten years of the cowshed or the sheep pasture, most accurately. Before the vicar took me in, I was an orphan raised on the charity of the parish. I stayed with whichever family would keep me—-and that meant whoever needed a hand with the sheep or cattle that season. I tended the animals, day and night. In exchange, I had my morning parritch and a crust or two at night.”
Oh, no. This entire exchange was one step forward, two steps back. A mild insult—-excellent. He abandoned her bed for the floor—-better. But now, this tragic tale of orphan woe? It ruined everything.
How was she supposed to remember to dislike him when she was picturing a hungry, lanky boy with reddish--brown hair, shivering on the frosted ground all alone?
Maddie wanted to clap her hands over her ears and tra--la--la to drown out the pounding beat of her heart.
Instead, she punched her pillow a few times to soften it. “Sleep well, Captain MacSurly.”
What had she done? Just when it seemed she couldn’t pay enough ways for telling one silly lie in her youth . . . this happened. She’d agreed to marry a perfect stranger. One who cared nothing for her, and one she was in danger of caring far too much about.
But she wasn’t fully married to him yet.
With a bit of luck, perhaps she never would be.
Chapter Six
Logan hadn’t expected to get much sleep on his wedding night.
He hadn’t thought he’d be spending it on the floor.