Larry led her to an armchair and Fran sat down with a thin, whistling sigh of relief, although she knew even sitting would pain her after a while.
Mother Abagail was still watching her with those bright eyes.
"You're quick with child," she whispered.
"Yes... how..."
"Shhhhh..."
Silence fell in the room, deep silence. Fascinated, hypnotized, Fran looked at the dying old woman who had been in their dreams before she had been in their lives.
"Look out the window, little girl."
Fran turned, her face to the window, where Larry had stood and looked out at the gathered people two days before. She saw not pressing darkness but a quiet light. It was not a reflection of the room; it was morning light. She was looking at the faint, slightly distorted reflection of a bright nursery with ruffled check curtains. There was a crib - but it was empty. There was a playpen - empty. A mobile of bright plastic butterflies - moved only by the wind. Dread clapped its cold hands around her heart. The others saw it on her face but did not understand it; they saw nothing through the window but a section of lawn lit by a streetlight.
"Where's the baby?" Fran asked hoarsely.
"Stuart is not the baby's father, little girl. But his life is in Stuart's hands, and in God's. This chap will have four fathers. If God lets him draw breath at all."
"If he draws - "
"God has hidden that from my eyes," she whispered.
The empty nursery was gone. Fran saw only darkness. And now dread closed its hands into fists, her heart beating between them.
Mother Abagail whispered: "The Imp has called his bride, and he means to put her with child. Will he let your child live?"
"Stop it," Frannie moaned. She put her hands over her face.
Silence, deep silence like snow in the room. Glen Bateman's face was an old dull searchlight. Lucy's right hand worked slowly up and down the neck of her bathrobe. Ralph had his hat in his hands, picking absently at the feather in the band. Stu looked at Frannie, but could not go to her. Not now. He thought fleetingly of the woman at the meeting, the one who had put her hands rapidly over her eyes, ears, and mouth at the mention of the dark man's name.
"Mother, father, wife, husband," Mother Abagail whispered. "Set against them, the Prince of High Places, the lord of dark mornings. I sinned in pride. So have you all, all sinned in pride. Ain't you heard it said, put not your faith in the lords and princes of this world?"
They watched her.
"Electric lights ain't the answer, Stu Redman. CB radio ain't it, either, Ralph Brentner. Sociology won't end it, Glen Bateman. And you doin penance for a life that's long since a closed book won't stop it from coming, Larry Underwood. And your boy-child won't stop it either, Fran Goldsmith. The bad moon has risen. You propose nothing in the sight of God."
She looked at each of them in turn. "God will dispose as He sees fit. You are not the potter but the potter's clay. Mayhap the man in the West is the wheel on which you will be broken. I am not allowed to know."
A tear, amazing in that dying desert, stole from her left eye and rolled down her cheek.
"Mother, what should we do?" Ralph asked.
"Draw near, all of you. My time is short. I'm going home to glory, and there's never been no human more ready than I am now. Get close to me."
Ralph sat on the edge of the bed. Larry and Glen stood at the foot of it. Fran got up with a grimace, and Stu dragged her chair up beside Ralph. She sat down again and took his hand with her own cold fingers.
"God didn't bring you folks together to make a committee or a community," she said. "He brought you here only to send you further, on a quest. He means for you to try and destroy this Dark Prince, this Man of Far Leagues."
Ticking silence. In it, Mother Abagail sighed.
"I thought it was Nick to lead you, but He's taken Nick - although not all of Nick is gone yet, it seems to me. No, not all. But you must lead, Stuart. And if it's His will to take Stu, then you must lead, Larry. And if He takes you, it falls to Ralph."
"Looks like I'm riding drag," Glen began. "What - "
"Lead?" Fran asked coldly. "Lead? Lead where - ?"
"Why, west, little girl," Mother Abagail said. "West. You're not to go. Only these four."
"No! " She was on her feet in spite of the pain. "What are you saying? That the four of them are just supposed to deliver themselves into his hands? The heart and soul and guts of the Free Zone?" Her eyes blazed. "So he can hang them on crosses and just walk in here next summer and kill everyone? I won't see my man sacrificed to your killer God. Fuck Him."
"Frannie! " Stu gasped.
"Killer God! Killer God! " she spat. "Millions - maybe billions - dead in the plague. Millions more afterward. We don't even know if the children will live. Isn't He done yet? Does it just have to go on and on until the earth belongs to the rats and the roaches? He's no God. He's a daemon, and you're His witch."
"Stop it, Frannie."
"No problem. I'm done. I want to leave. Take me home, Stu. Not to the hospital but back home."
"We'll listen to what she has to say."
"Fine. You listen for both of us. I'm leaving."