Ok, so obviously not a brother with the vibes flowing between them, so what now? Does she want to ask me about being the live-in nanny or something?
Then taking a deep breath and getting another squeeze of encouragement from the man beside of her, Reva began. “Suzy, I don’t really know where to start so I’ll just go from the beginning. Mark and I have been in love for several years. He works for my father as a security guard. You would have to know my parents to understand why this would be a problem. I love them, I really do, but they’re obsessed with climbing the social ladder and I’ve always been one of their ways to do that. When they found out that I was involved with Mark, they hit the ceiling. No way was their daughter going to end up with some blue collar worker especially one who worked for them. Th…They fired Mark and threatened to cut me off completely if I ever saw him again.”
Suzy had a feeling that she knew where this was headed. Even though this woman had turned her life into a living hell, she still felt sympathy for the obvious pain that she was going through as well. “Reva, can I get your some water?”
Both Reva and Mark turned a grateful expression to hers at the offer. When she returned with two bottles of water, Reva took a long drink of hers before continuing her story.
“Even though I wanted to keep seeing Mark behind their backs, he wouldn’t do it. He said that I either stood up to my parents or we were finished. I…I just couldn’t do it. I wasn’t strong enough to stand up to them so I let Mark go. I figured I could either make him jealous enough to take me on my terms or distract myself from my misery with someone new.” With a rueful expression, Reva said, “That’s where Gray comes in. I found out via a home pregnancy test that I was pregnant right before I met Gray.”
“You panicked,” Suzy said softly.
With tears running down her face, Reva said, “Yes, I did and thus started months of the most horrible behavior that anyone could ever fathom. Gray was a nice guy and I pursued him heavily even though I could tell that he really didn’t want to get involved with me. I think he only slept with me the one time out of pure pity. He’d probably never met a woman so desperate.” Looking over at Mark, Reva said, “I’m sorry honey, I know this is hard for you, too.”
“Yes, it is, love, but if I’d stood up to your parents, this probably wouldn’t have happened. Go ahead and finish your story and don’t worry about me.”
Reva kissed their hands where they were joined and turned back to Suzy. “Gray broke it off with me almost immediately and I took advantage of his guilt to literally stalk him for months. I was desperate to get him back. I don’t know why I didn’t just tell him I was pregnant after a few months, but something held me back. It would have probably been less painful for him than my constant stalking. In my defense, I think I really just lost it there for a while. When I finally couldn’t hide my pregnancy from my parents any longer, I told them that Gray was the father instead of the truth. Instead of looking upset, they both looked thrilled. I strung them along for a few months telling them that Gray was traveling a lot and that we would all get together when he was back home. Gray didn’t even know at that point.”
“My God Reva, you must have been about to collapse under the pressure.” Suzy gave a rueful laugh, “I can’t even be that pissed off at you when I know how much you have suffered.”
A smile lit Reva’s face as she looked at her in relief. “Suzy, it kills me that I’ve caused two such good people so much pain. When I met you for the first time in the bar that night, I could see how much you and Gray loved each other and I had probably my first attack of conscience. I had a feeling that Gray had another woman in his life, but I had no idea how serious it was. Gray stepped up after that and really tried to take care of me. He even suffered through dinner with my parents where they almost drooled with delight over me trapping such an eligible man. I still managed to go ahead with the deception. The night of my car accident was a turning point for me, though. Gray was by my side the entire time and then the next day I found out he’d missed your birthday. He was so sad after that. It took that for me to finally see all of the lives I was ruining.”