Aiden helps me out of the bushes and then walks me to my dorm.
He gives me a kiss on the cheek and says, “If you hear anything about your friend, let me know, okay?”
“Okay. Night, Aiden.”
“Night, Boots.” He gives me a devilish grin then pats me on the back.
“Very funny,” I say as I walk into my dorm.
The dorm is quiet. Most everyone has left for the weekend. Katie and Maggie must have already left for Annie’s. Her parents are out of town and they are spending the weekend there. I wasn't invited to go with them, but they all thought I was going with Dawson.
I wash my face, put on some pjs, and fall into bed.
I am just on the edge of sleep when my phone rings.
I instantly shoot up in bed, panic griping me when I see Garrett’s name.
“Did you find her? Please tell me she’s okay.”
“She posted a picture on Facebook. We can run it through our facial recognition software, but I thought you might know faster. I just sent you the photo.”
Up pops a photo of Vanessa wrapped in a pair of deeply tanned arms.
“Ohmigawd!” I squeal with delight. “She’s with Bam Bam! That's why her dad isn't reachable either. She's with her dad on Bam's yacht.”
“Want to tell me who Bam Bam is?”
“Sure. His name is Juan Fabio Martinez. He's an Argentinian polo player. He’s really talented, went pro at fifteen, and he’s only a year older than me and Vanessa. His dad owns, well, like, South America, I think. He's awesome. He's looks like a Polo Ken doll and even comes with his own set of toys.”
“His own set of toys?”
“Yeah. Yachts, boats, suitcases full of cash, a helicopter, a ranch, horses, and Ferraris. Always a Ferrari. And always red. Last count he had eight. All different years and models. Every year around this time, he has a party on the yacht. His dad does some business with Vanessa’s dad, and she and I have gone the last two years. I forgot about that. If you would have let me keep my phone, I could have saved us both a lot of worry. I'm sure he texted me.”
“So she's safe and not with Vincent?”
“I’m positive. She's safe and not with Vincent.”
“Look at the photo carefully. Are you sure it's new, not from last year?”
“I’m positive. Vanessa is in a bikini I have never seen. She has new caramel colored highlights, and Bam has a new tattoo. See the Ferrari prancing pony on his shoulder. That’s new.”
Garrett lets out a big breath. “Good. I'm still worried that we don't know where Vincent is. Will you be at school all weekend?”
“No, I'm going to my loft in the morning.”
He lets out another big breath. “Even better.”
I get off the phone and say a prayer. Thanking God that Vanessa is okay.
I close my eyes and think about going to sleep, but then I remember to call Aiden.
“Is your friend okay?” he answers with.
“Yes. I just got good news.”
“I’m glad. I've been praying for that all day.”
“Me too. Thanks for today, Aiden. For talking—well, for listening to me and for getting us out of trouble for skipping.”
A Facebook notification dings in my ear. I move my phone in front of my face to see it. Whitney has posted a photo of Dawson kissing Rachel’s cheek in the limo.”
“Wow. That hurts,” I say to myself, forgetting Aiden is on the phone.
“What hurts?” he says.
“Whitney just posted a photo of Dawson kissing Rachel.”
“On the cheek. I just saw.”
I start to cry again. I swear my emotions have been everywhere today.
“I have to go, Aiden,” I choke out.
I hang up and turn off my phone.
I told myself that I was not falling in love.
I’ve tried not to care about Dawson.
But, apparently, I didn’t try hard enough.
That’s it.
I am officially done with boys.
Forever.
I’ll become a nun or a lesbian or a get a sex change or something.
Maybe sew my vagina shut.
I laugh at my stupidity and then cry myself to sleep.
Saturday, September 24th
What the hell?
7am
When the alarm wakes me up at seven, I really don’t want to get up. I’m tempted to throw on a pair of sweat pants, but I decide I need to wear a cute outfit to see my new home. The thought of seeing it temporarily puts me in a good mood even though my ass is seriously dragging.
Probably because I didn’t sleep much, and when I did, I dreamt about epic battles between good and evil and, not surprisingly, evil was winning.
I fix my hair, put on an adorable chiffon Free People mini dress. Killer lace-up Givenchy boots. I throw all my stuff in a Burberry Prorsum checked tote. I’ll see my loft, then go to all the shops where Kym wants me to try on dresses. Then I’ll spend the rest of the day trying to fill my closet with new clothes. I’m not going to let a dumb boy keep me from shopping. Or a stupid stalker.
It’s time I start to live.