Chapter 19
It was a beautiful, sunny day in Los Angeles. The first half of the day was spent in bed, and the second half was spent at the beach. After a picnic lunch, great sex in the lighthouse, and long talks, we headed for home. As we entered the apartment, I walked over to the easel that held a beautiful painting. I stood there and stared at the Cape Cod style house with an archway, a boat, and a lighthouse. The painting was stunning, and it made me smile to see such talent, especially from the woman I love.
“I have to say, Ellery, you are a very talented artist; this painting is stunning.”
She walked over to me, slipped her hands in my back pockets, and put her chin on my shoulder.
“Thank you. This is a glimpse of my future; it looks so peaceful there.”
“It’s very beautiful. I suggest you keep this, and don’t sell it,” I said.
She kissed me on the cheek. “Maybe I will.”
“I was going to tell you, you know,” she said.
I reached for her hands and brought her arms around my waist. “Tell me what?”
She took in a sharp breath, “About coming here and seeing Dr. Murphy. I wanted to talk to you about it that day, but you were so angry; I heard you on the phone, in your office, with Ashlyn.”
I looked down, “I’m sorry, Ellery. I never should have said those things to you; I was…”
“You need to tell me about her, Connor. We can never move forward if you don’t, and I think I have a right to know,” she pleaded.
I turned around and pressed my forehead against hers, “I know, and I will; just not tonight.” I just found her, and we shared a perfect day. There was no way I going to ruin it by discussing Ashlyn. I could see the disappointment in her eyes when I told her not tonight. I hated doing this to her, and I know it’s wrong not to come clean about Ashlyn, but I don’t know if there will ever be a right time to tell her. I picked her up and smiled as I kissed her soft beautiful lips.
“I think we need to go to bed,” I said.
“But I’m not tired,” she devilishly smiled.
“Sleeping isn’t what I had in mind. We won’t be doing that for at least another three hours,” I smiled as I carried her to the bedroom.
***
I woke up early to get things ready for Ellery’s birthday. I was going to make sure this birthday is the best one she’s ever had. I carefully moved her arm from me and slid out of bed. I was pretty sure she wouldn’t wake up, because after last night, I knew she was exhausted. I threw on a pair of jeans and a navy blue t-shirt. I walked into the living room and over at the easel, looking at Ellery’s painting once more. She mentioned last night how she’d envisioned this painting as her future, and I am going to make sure she gets it. I just need to make sure she doesn’t sell this painting before my plans are complete.
I carefully opened the door and quietly shut it behind me. As I was walking down the stairs, I saw Mason coming out of his apartment.
“Morning, Mason,” I smiled.
“You’re up awful early. Where are you sneaking off to?” he asked.
“I was just heading down the street to that café to pick up some breakfast for Elle. Today’s her birthday.”
“I know, and it’s so exciting! Did she mention going to the club tonight?” he asked.
“Yeah, she told me last night; it sounds like fun,” I said as we both walked out the side door.
“Have a good day with Miss Elle. Please tell her happy birthday from us and to get her dancing shoes on, because tonight, we’re going to bring down the house!” he excitedly said.
I laughed when we parted ways on the sidewalk. I reached the café and placed a takeout order. It didn’t take too long, but I was nervous Ellery was going to be up before I got back and wonder where I was. When I arrived back at the apartment, I quietly opened the door and set the bag on the counter. I walked into the bedroom, and she was sleeping peacefully. I took off my jeans and shirt and put on my grey pajama bottoms. I walked back to the kitchen and searched her cupboards for a tray. She didn’t have one, so I ran downstairs to Mason’s apartment and borrowed one. I came back and arranged Ellery’s breakfast on the tray. On the way back from the café, I bought her a single red rose from a vendor selling flowers on the street. I searched the cabinets for a vase and found a small one that would hold one flower. I filled the vase with water and set the rose inside. Everything was perfect.
I climbed into bed and pushed her hair back as I lightly kissed her neck. She rolled over and smiled. “Happy Birthday, baby,” I whispered as I kissed her lips. She took my hand and interlaced our fingers as she nestled her head into my chest. “Thank you,” she replied. I held her for a few minutes before I told her not to move, and that I’d be right back. She looked at me and smiled while biting her bottom lip. Damn that smile. I went to the kitchen, grabbed the tray and walked back to the bedroom. She looked at me with a hunger in her eyes, and I knew she wasn’t thinking about food. I smiled as I walked over and set the tray on her lap. I could tell she was excited from the grin she was displaying from ear to ear. She asked me how, when, and where. I laughed as I told her it came from the café down the street. I opened my hand and handed her the pills.
“You need to take these first,” I said.
She rolled her eyes at me. “I know,” she sighed as she took them with her orange juice.
I picked up the fork and fed her some eggs. She smiled as she ate them. I couldn’t help but stare into her beautiful eyes, because when I did, I saw my entire future in them. She took the fork out of my hand and fed me.
“It’s time to open your presents,” I smiled as I reached under the bed and pulled out three boxes.
Her smile widened. “I love presents!” she squealed. I removed the tray from her lap and set it on the floor. I was grinning from ear to ear as I handed her the first box that contained her new iPhone. She gracefully opened it, and I watched as her mouth dropped in shock.
“Your phone number is the same as your old phone; you know the one you threw away?” I smirked.
“Who just throws away their phone?” I shook my head.
“I’m crazy, remember?” she smiled.
“Yes, you are crazy, but you’re my crazy, and don’t ever forget that,” I said as I kissed her on the tip of her nose. I handed her the next box that contained the bracelet. She gasped when she opened the box and, covered her mouth with her hand.
“Connor, I…I love it! This is the most beautiful gift that anyone has ever given me.”
I took the box from her hand and took out the bracelet. I unclasped it and put it on her delicate wrist. “I love you, Ellery. Not only for whom you are, but for the person I’ve become because of you.
This is my forever to you.”
It wasn’t too long before tears started to fall down her face. “Oh no, you don’t! There will be no tears on your birthday, whether they’re good tears or not; I forbid it. Do you understand, Miss Lane?”
I asked as she started to laugh.
She wrapped her arms around me as tight as she could and met her mouth with mine. I responded, but quickly broke the kiss. I was excited for her to open the last present.
“You still have one more present to open,” I said as I handed her the last box.
“You spoil me,” she said.
I took her hand, brought it up to my lips, and softly kissed it. “You deserve to be spoiled.”
She opened the box and looked at the tickets. She didn’t say a word; she only looked at me with tears in her eyes.
“Don’t do it; no tears,” I commanded. But it was too late; they had already started to fall. I took my thumb and gently wiped her tears from her eyes. “I know your dream is to go to Paris; I saw it on the list that you hid in your desk, and as soon as the doctor says that it’s ok to go, we’ll be on the first flight there for however long you want to stay.”
She climbed on my lap and straddled me as she cupped my face in her hands and stared into my eyes. “Thank you for all that you’ve done for me. You’ve made me the happiest person in the world, and I’m never letting you go.” I smiled as I ran my finger along her face. I took her wrist and brought it up to my lips as I softly kissed the infinity symbol on her bracelet. “It will always be forever you,” I whispered. She leaned in and brushed her lips against mine. We stayed in bed until the afternoon, and Ellery showed me how grateful she was.
***
Later that night, I arranged for a limo to pick us up and drive us to the swank bar that Mason and Landon had planned for Ellery’s birthday. It was an eventful night of talking, laughing, and drinking.
Our waitress was trying to flirt with me and didn’t care that Ellery was right there next to me. When we were about to leave, Ellery excused herself and went to the restroom. While she was gone, the redheaded waitress came over and whispered in my ear. “I would love to have your cock in my mouth,” she winked.
I looked over her shoulder and saw Ellery coming towards her. The angered look on her face told me she had enough of this girl. She walked up behind her and tapped her on the shoulder. I started to get nervous because I know Ellery, and she doesn’t put up with any shit.
“Excuse me, lady; what the f*ck do you think you’re doing?”
“Listen, bitch; if you’re doing all three of them, then there’s no harm in letting me have a taste of this juicy one,” she smiled at me. My look turned to panic as I saw rage in Ellery’s eyes. I was going to stop this or she might end up in jail.
“Who are you calling a bitch?!” Ellery yelled.
I stepped out of the booth as Mason and Landon sat there with smiles on their faces. I grabbed Ellery’s arm. “Come on let’s go,” I said as I quickly escorted her out of the bar with Mason and Landon following behind us, laughing. I kissed her on the side of her head, “I can’t take you anywhere.” She turned her head and gave me a stern look. “It’s not me; it’s you and these damn women you attract.” I laughed as I picked her up and carried her to the car.
We arrived back at Ellery’s apartment. Celebrating her birthday with her was the best day of my life, except for the day I found her standing in my kitchen. I walked into the room with a 12 inch round cake, beautifully lit up with 24 burning candles. I set it in front of her and watched her smile as she closed her eyes, made a wish, and blew them out. Her sweetness and innocence swept me off my feet and left me with a feeling that I never knew I was capable of. Her smile, her laughter, and the way she played with her hair when she was nervous were some of the things I loved most about her.
I handed her the knife to cut the first piece of cake, and she took it from my hand with her delicate fingers. I stood there and stared at her as she cut each piece with finesse. She looked at me with her ice blue eye; eyes that were mesmerizing and full of life.
“What are you thinking about?” she asked.
A smile fell upon my face as I answered, “I was just thinking about how much I love you.” The words I was never able to say before, now flowed freely from my lips as easy as loving her did. She leaned over, put a dab of icing on the tip of my nose, and laughed. She wiped it off and held her finger to my mouth as I took it inside and licked it slowly. I saw the fire in her eyes like I do every time she looks at me.
I can’t extinguish the fear that resides in my heart with her illness. I don’t want to believe that she won’t get better, but there’s a tiny part of me that is scared shitless that she won’t. I put on a brave front for her because she needs me. She needs me to be her rock, and I won’t let her down. Mason and Landon left, and we walked to the bedroom.
I laid there in bed, checking my emails while waiting for her to come out of the bathroom. She opened the door and walked into the bedroom while brushing her teeth, frantically looking for something. “What’s wrong, baby?” I asked. She mumbled something; I couldn’t understand her between the toothbrush and the foam. She held up her free hand against her ear.
“Are you looking for your phone?” I asked her.
She nodded her head. I smiled as I pulled it from between the sheets. She smiled at me and gave me thumbs up as she went back into the bathroom and spat in the sink.
“Thanks, baby!” she yelled. She walked towards the bed and looked at her phone, checking her messages before she pulled back the covers and climbed in. She snuggled into my chest as I put my arm around her. This was right, too right, as she softly kissed my chest and slowly drifted to sleep.