A squat waiter soon arrived with sea biscuits and an orange. He declared them the “best foods for a sea-ailed stomach” and then left me to munch on my meal.
I rather liked the biscuits. They were crisp and salty and did much to put my stomach right. I stayed there on the promenade deck until long after the sun had faded. Until swaying electric lights blocked out any starlight, and when I eventually found myself shivering, I decided it was time for bed.
But of course, just as my luck would have it, I heaved back the saloon door to find the room completely full. Worse, at least fifty pairs of eyes immediately turned to me.
With a gulp, I slipped my stump into the folds of my skirt and walked inside with as much poise as
I could muster.
But the wind grabbed hold of the door and slammed it shut with a loud bang! , shooting me forward like a drunken rocket.
All at once, hundreds of pairs of eyes shot to me. All the women in their beautiful pastel gowns—
gowns such as those I’d once worn and loved myself—and the men in their black suits, so crisp and handsome, watched me. To think this life had almost been mine . . . to think I’d been reduced to picking pockets to get on board . . .
Someone nearby giggled. Then came a chortle, a whisper. In less time than it took for me to gather up my breath and resume my steps, the room erupted with twittering.
My face ignited. Sweat popped out on my brow. With my gaze cast to the floor, I strode through as fast as I could. It wasn’t until my stateroom was in sight that I slowed to a normal pace and sucked in air. I paused at my door and chided myself for being so daunted by a bunch of silly people. After facing an army of Dead, one would think a saloon full of rich folk would be as easy as pie.
Jie would have found it all hilarious—nothing scared her.
Joseph would have given me a knowing smile, his back straight and his demeanor a thousand times more elegant than any of those people.
And Daniel . . .
I leaned against the door, my legs suddenly too wobbly to stand.
I always tried so hard to not think of Daniel. To avoid remembering how his lips twisted up mischievously when he laughed. How he glowered when I got too close to his inventions. How he doffed his gray flat cap or flicked my chin with his thumb.
Or how he’d tasted when we’d kissed . . .
I huffed a breath and fumbled for my room key. You are strong and independent, I told myself as I unlocked the door. Capable and clever. No males needed.
I turned my cabin door handle and pushed in. You are powerful and—
My thoughts broke off. I screamed. Crouched beside my bunk was a slight young man with chestnut hair and a charcoal suit. He turned his head toward me. “Eleanor—you’re here! It’s about time.”
My breath froze in my lungs, but not because he knew my name. I couldn’t breathe because staring out from his handsome, round face was a pair of gleaming yellow eyes.
Chapter Five
I screamed again, but this time I scrambled back to run. Marcus—it had to be he!
But Mama saw him in Elijah’s body . The thought flashed but was instantly swallowed up by another. Yellow eyes! Run!
“Eleanor, wait!” the young man shouted.
I sprinted down the hall toward the middle of the ship, but then the boat swayed, throwing off my balance. I tangled in my petticoats and slammed into the wall.
Footsteps pounded behind, so with a shove I lurched on, charging my legs to go faster. The main stairwell was just ahead. Those steps would lead me to the first-class saloon—to people and safety.
But stairs would be too hard to climb.
“Wait!” the young man shouted again.
I reached the mermaid balustrade, and, without thinking, I grabbed her tail and slung myself around, behind the stairs. I flew into the next hall. Far ahead was a bright doorway. The dining room?
Somewhere that had people, at least.
I surged on, and the hammering feet rounded the stairwell behind me.
“Please, El!” he shouted. “Wait!”
El? That was my brother’s name for me.
I faltered. My skirts flew around my legs. Then the boat listed sharply right. I toppled forward.
Instinctively, I threw my hands out to catch myself, but I had only one hand to stop my fall.
Agony ripped through my stump as a shriek boiled up my throat and out my mouth.
Tears sprang to my eyes, but I made myself draw in my legs—I had to keep going. I was too slow, though. Too winded and hurt. The footsteps were upon me.
“El, are you all right?” The young man’s cheeks were flushed scarlet.
“Stay away!” I scuttled against the wall.
His hands flew up. “I won’t hurt you. I swear, El.” He lifted a foot as if to approach.
“Get back!” I screeched.
He froze, his gaze snapping toward the door ahead and then back to me. Clearly he thought as I did: surely all this noise would draw someone into the hall.
I tried to blink back the tears blurring my vision. Pain screamed in my wrist, but it was from the fall—not from spiritual energy. There were no dogs howling or winds roaring.
Still, the young man had yellow eyes. That told me I was in danger.