Zero Degrees Part 1

Chapter 6

1997

Teena had been released a couple months before me and Peaches because she’d been there longer and she was older. When Peaches was released she wasn’t welcome to her mother’s house. Her mother had remarried and promised to help her financially until she got on her feet. She had the money from her trust fund coming soon due to the death of her father. Peaches wanted to tell her mom to f*ck off since she had Buff, but she didn’t just in case she couldn’t rely on him until she got her own money.

There was no way I could go back to my mom’s crib, so I was glad to know that Buff and Zeus had hooked us up with our own apartment. They’d risen above Campbell Terrace and had a house built from the ground up. It was located on over 25 acres of land outside of Fayetteville’s city limit. That shit was hot as hell, but I missed Campbell Terrace. I guess I was ready to get into some trouble. Peaches explained that they’d gotten us our own spot just in case living together so soon wasn’t a good idea. It made perfect sense being that we’d only lived with other bitches for so long.

“So, how does it feel to be free?” Buff asked giving me a big hug.

Peaches had got out before me and filled me in on her first sexual encounter with him. It was like she was talking about my brother, which was disgusting. I had to listen though because she felt the need to tell somebody. She could’ve spared me the details though. I didn’t care to know how big and thick his dick was. It did help me to envision how huge Zeus’s would be, which was kind of frightening.

“Where’s Zeus?” I asked looking around.

“On his way here,” he said. “He went to the grocery store to get something to cook. He thinks he’s a chef and shit. His food is a’ight, but it ain’t all that.”

“Zeus can cook Ze. Don’t hate baby,” she said popping him upside his head. He’d just gotten a fresh cut, so his skin was still tender.

“Oww babe.”

“Sorry,” she said before giving him a sweet kiss.

They did seem to be really feeling each other. Maybe it was something there. I couldn’t see myself being lovey dovey like that with Zeus. I hadn’t been out more than a few hours, so I didn’t know what to expect. For some reason it was what I wanted, but I questioned whether I was ready or not. Zeus told me he’d wait for me. I knew he had other girls. I wasn’t stupid. I just wondered if I’d end up being his number one. When I was around him it would be no cell phones or street matters.

“I gotta pee. I cannot drink beer,” Peaches said sashaying out of the room in a snug pair of Parasucho skinny jeans. She was rocking a pair of light brown, three inch stiletto heels and was walking in them like a pro. Her hair had grown out to her mid back and she still wore it bone straight with a blunt cut bang. My girl was looking fierce.

Buff sat down beside me on the sofa. “Lil’ mama is sexy as hell,” he said admiring her round butt as she disappeared down the hall. “I think I’m goin’ have to wife her up for real. Can’t let no other nigga out bid me. You feel me? I can’t leave shit open like that. She raw, but she classy and shit. I want her to go to school and make something of herself. Naw mean?”

“Yeah, I feel you bruh. Peaches is good peoples, or I wouldn’t have put you on to her,” I said nodding.

“I’m goin’ look out for you too Zero. You good peoples for sho’ young blood. I kinda blame myself for puttin’ you in that position back then. I put the gun in your hand. I might as well had pulled the trigger myself. Shit, that’s what a nigga should’ve done. You ain’t gotta worry ‘bout shit kid. Whatever you want or need. A’ight?”

“I did what I had to do Buff. That’s all. If you hadn’t given me that gun who knows what would’ve happened. He would’ve raped me, or killed my mom and then I would be more f*cked up than I am now.”

“I would’ve killed that muf*ckin’ bastard myself if he would’ve raped you. Believe that my nigga.”

Peaches returned to the room. “We goin’ shoppin’ today Zero. You need some gear. You’re too pretty to be wearin’ jeans and sneakers all the time. We ain’t inmates no more, so it’s no need to look like it. You got a nice ass shape. Show that muthaf*cka.”

“My bro is feelin’ you just the way you are shorty,” Buff spoke up.

I smiled at that.

Buff’s cell phone rang. “Yo nigga, where you at? Yeah, a’ight.” He hung up and looked up at me.

“Zeus callin’ to see if you’re here. He’s outside. He wants you to step out for a minute,” Buff said with a smirk as him and Peaches exchanged suspicious stares. I knew that they were up to something as I made my way out of the house.

The sun was bright and there wasn’t one cloud in the sky. I had to shield my eyes with my hand as I looked at Zeus standing in the driveway in front of a shiny new white Lexus coup sitting on 22’s. It still had the dealer tag in the window. Animated, he held up the car keys and then threw them to me.

“Baby this is your coming home present,” he said with a smile.

“Whaat!?” I gasped and did one of those happy dances. I was in shock as I caught the keys with both hands.

Peaches and Buff walked up behind me.

“That bitch is yours. I helped them pick it out,” she said with a pleased smile.

“W…what?” I was speechless

“When a nigga was on his last doing bad as f*ck, your mama gave me a quarter brick of work. Now me and Zeus got money stacked to the ceiling. This is our way of showing you that love back.” The whole time Buff talked Peaches nodded her head in agreement. At the time I didn’t know that Buff and Zeus literally did have money stacked to the ceiling. They’d been doing it big in the game while I was away.

Zeus walked over and gave me a hug. That day he was wearing some type of cologne that made me just want to hold him close to me and inhale.

“Okay bitch, you and Zeus goin’ do this lovey dovey shit, or we goin’ bend some corners in your new whip?” We all erupted in laughter.

Me and Peaches took my new Lexus for a spin and drove through my old neighborhood. It was amazing how so much had changed in the span of three years and half years. Some of the girls I knew from back in the day were selling ass, hustling, or strung out on dope.

There was a whole new crop of dope boys to replace the ones who had been locked up or killed, I thought as we drove pass Tony’s Corner Store. The ecology of the ghetto was a vicious cycle. I knew because I was a product of that environment.

* * *

A few hours later we were back at their crib and Buff and Zeus were waiting for us. Buff looked at Peaches all goo-goo eyed. They had a way of communicating as lovers that was so telepathic. I could tell that the two of them had been having a heavy conversation when we walked in.

Peaches sighed blissfully, walked over and sat down on Buff’s lap. She giggled as she whispered something in his ear.

“C’mon,” he said grabbing her around the waist as she stood up. They groped each other and kissed sloppily on their way to his bedroom.

I shook my head as Zeus went into the kitchen to get something to drink. I couldn’t help but think about him being inside of me. He returned to where I was sitting.

“You okay. Would you like to sip on somethin’ or burn a blunt?”

“Naw’ll, I’m good. I don’t want to ruin this moment.”

“What moment?” He asked and looked at me with those sexy eyes. My soul literally quacked and the earth moved underneath my feet. I was about to lose my virginity and I didn’t know a damn thing about sex, or pleasing a man. I was eighteen and perfectly legal. There he was with his fine, black, hood rich ass and I was scared. He must have peered into my mind and read my thoughts when he said,

“Zero, don’t be scared. Love is gentle and caring. I would never hurt you. I’ve been knowin’ you since you were a lil’ girl. Now you’re all woman and you’re beautiful.” He kissed me and it was sweet and tender like nature’s nectar

“I know about you mom’s boyfriend and what he tried to do you to you. Buff told me about it before you even smoked that nigga. You got heart lil’ mama and I find that shit sexy as hell. I know how you feel about me. How you been felt about me.” He flashed me a sexy ass smile. “Mmm, you already got a fat ass. Just wait ‘till I fill that sweet p-ssy up wit’ all this dick. I’m goin’ sculpture that muf*cka. I’m gonna make those hips spread and that ass goin’ get so damn fat you’ll be able to sit a cup on it. I know you want it, but I ain’t goin’ rush you.” He leaned over and kissed me again. Curiosity was killing me and I wanted to know what all the hype about sex was really about.

Peaches had told me that it was easier to take losing your virginity when your man ate you out first. “You’ll cum and then it’ll make you wetter. When you’re really wet it doesn’t hurt that bad,” she’d said. I felt like I was ready to find out. Although their house was huge I could hear Peaches screaming out in pleasure. Buff was groaning all loud like he was in pure ecstasy.

“Damn, bro be puttin’ it down on your girl,” he said staring at me like he wanted to devour me whole.

“Sounds like my girl is puttin’ it down on him,” I said staring right back at him. His sexy eyes seemed to be asking me what I wanted to do. He said he’d wait, but I knew that the timing was all up to me.

“Will you eat me first, so it won’t hurt?”

He grinned really hard then. When he smiled his eyes looked like they were closed. Mmm, he really did something to me. His smile suddenly faded and he gave me a serious look. “Damn right I’m gonna taste that p-ssy first. It’s nothin’ a nigga wanna do more right now, as bad as I want to get up inside you.” He shook his head and licked his lips as he grabbed my hand. I followed him to his bedroom.

On the way I heard Princess yell out, “Shit, ahhhh!!! F*ck!!! Buff…just like that! Get your p-ssy daddy!”

Buff was even louder than she was. “Mmm…yeah! Throw it back to daddy! Arrrrggg!!! That p-ssy feels so…so…good!! Work that thang on daddy’s dick!”

I couldn’t help but think that my friend was a freak for real. Hearing them enjoy each other kind of helped my nerves by adding to the sexual desires I had for Zeus. Once we were in the room Zeus gave me a passionate kiss and squeezed my ass cheeks gently.

“Mmm,” he moaned before pulling away. The sound of Peaches and Buff’s love making was still loud as hell. “Want me to turn some music on?” He asked pulling my shirt over my head. As he removed my bra, I nodded.

“They’re not bothering me,” I whispered getting lost in his eyes again.

“Is that shit turnin’ you on lil’ mama?”

I felt his hot tongue on my neck and closed my eyes. “Mmm, yes…and so are you,” I said breathlessly.

He finished undressing me and I was glad that Peaches took me to get a Brazilian wax. I wanted the moment to be perfect if it went down without being planned. She told me that men loved to eat p-ssy that was completely hairless. “That way there’s nothin’ in the way and he can get all up in it,” she schooled my inexperienced ass.

Once all of my clothes were off he stood and looked at me before he removed his own clothes. He shook his head and licked his lips. “I love that shit lil’ mama. You got that pretty ass p-ssy waxed clean. Mmm.”

Wide back, huge chest, six pack, slim waist, long muscular legs…damn. My eyes roamed his body from head to toe. I didn’t miss the long, thick crooked third leg that hung to his mid-thigh. I shivered wondering how that shit was going to fit inside me. He was already hard as hell and I could see the huge vein popping out of that big, black muthaf*cka.

As if he read my mind again he said, “Don’t worry. I’m goin’ get it sloppy wet first. Once that p-ssy molds to this dick you won’t be able to get enough of it. I promise. I’m goin’ take my time with it. I ain’t tryin’ to hurt it, but I ain’t no little nigga. If you want me to stop I’ll stop baby.”

“Okay,” I said and exhaled.

He walked over to me, took me into his strong arms and kissed my neck. His tongue then traveled to my breasts and my body responded by making me instantly wet. He gently laid me back on the bed and trailed wet, hot kisses from my head to my toes. Before I knew it he had his arms hooked around my legs and those thick lips around my *. He licked and sucked it until it became twice its normal size. My body was feeling sensations I’d never imagined and it was driving me crazy. I was gripping the sheets and my leg shook as he did all types of tricks with his tongue.

“Feel good baby?” He asked. “‘Cause this p-ssy sho’ do taste good…mmm.”

“Mmm hmm, yesss,” I said watching his sexy ass as he slurped my * into his mouth over and over. He gently pushed his middle finger inside me as he added more pressure.

My leg was shaking even harder and my body was jerking like I was having a seizure. He added another finger and continued to suck on my * until I couldn’t take that shit anymore. “Ohh…shit! Ahhh…Zeus…it feels too good! I think…I’m…gonna…”

“Mmm hmmm,” he said taking that shit to the next level. I could hear the sound of my wetness as his fingers moved inside me. “Ohhhh…she is so f*ckin’ wet…mmm…I can’t wait to climb deep inside that juicy p-ssy baby.”

I grabbed his head and squeezed with my thighs as a deep, warm sensation traveled all over each nerve ending in my body. It was followed by what felt like an explosion of pleasure and I felt like my * was going to burst into a million little pieces.

“Yesss….mmmm…cum in my mouth,” he whispered as he gripped my ass cheeks. He literally lifted my ass from the bed and started to devour my p-ssy. It was smacking and making all types of gushy sounding noises. I couldn’t help but swirl and twirl my pelvis because I wanted a repeat of what he’d just done to me. When I came that time it was even more powerful than the first orgasm.

“Ahhh…shit!!!!! Uhhh!! Baby…” I had to stop moving and just let him take over as he opened my p-ssy lips and latched onto my sensitive * like a baby nursing. He sucked gently until tears slid down my cheeks. I kept coming over and over again and he wouldn’t let up. I could feel the juices flowing from my p-ssy like a fountain.

“Yeah, that’s how a nigga do,” he bragged as he came up for air. “I wanna keep eatin’ that pretty ass muthaf*cka. Mmm…” He kissed me.

“See how sweet you taste?” He asked and licked his lips. “Mmmm. You ready?” He asked sucking my earlobe.

“Yes, I’m ready,” I said still feeling the high from the orgasmic trip he’d just taken me on.

He slid a condom on and I closed my eyes as he spread my thighs with his strong hands. I could feel his huge dick trying to find its way inside my wet, tightness. Miss p-ssy was resisting. I squeezed my eyes closed and tried to relax my muscles. It wasn’t working.

He kissed me gently. “Relax and let me in baby. I’m not gonna hurt you.”

I nodded and relaxed feeling him push inside me further. I winced in pain and he softly caressed my cheek as he stared down at me.

“Want me to stop baby?” He asked as he slowly grinded and stretched me. He was being as gentle as he could be, but he was still huge and I could feel every single inch.

Tears burned my eyes. “No. It ain’t all the way in yet?” I asked. It felt like he’d filled me up to the brim already.

“Relax mami. I told you I won’t hurt you.” He kissed me again and grinded inside me until he slipped in deeper. Then he stopped. “That’s almost all of it. That’s my girl. You okay?”

“Yes.” The truth was I felt like I couldn’t breathe because it was like his dick was lodged in my chest. I even felt it when the thin layer of skin that protected my virginity tore and my muscles clenched him.

“You sure?” He asked.

I nodded feeling him start to move again. He was very gentle as he slowly grinded inside me, so I could get used to his size.

He softly caressed my ass cheeks. “Try to move with me baby, so I can loosen this p-ssy up a lil’ bit more. It’s so damn tight…and wet. I love how you huggin’ my dick baby, but I wanna get up in it right. Okay,” he whispered lovingly in my ear.

I started trying to move my hips as he pushed up inside me. I felt myself get wetter and then he pushed my thighs further apart. As he picked up the pace, I could feel my p-ssy open up for him and he slipped deeper inside. His eyes rolled in the back of his head and he bit his bottom lip. That let me know that whatever he’d just done must’ve felt hella good.

“Ohhh…hell yeah. Mmm, that’s it baby. Big daddy’s in there now.”

I dug my nails into his back as he dug inside me in deep circles. That shit hurt like hell.

“Oww…Zeus…baby…it hurts,” I wailed as I bit my bottom lip.

He put his finger to my lips. “It’s okay mami. It won’t for long.” He kissed my tears away and then cupped my chin in his hand before he kissed my lips. “Please, let me make it feel good. Just get pass this part baby.” He slowed his pace down again and moved inside me slowly. His thrusts became deeper, but they were gentle.

“Mmm, damn.” He stared at me with a look of concentration on his face. I knew he wasn’t trying to hurt me on purpose.

Soon the pain subsided and was replaced by a deep warm feeling of pleasure. The more he thrust inside me the better it felt. Soon I was moaning loud as hell too. He started to move faster and harder and I followed his lead. It was starting to feel damn good. “Mmm…ohhh…yes Zeus! It feels good…keep doing that…mmm!!! Ahhh…so this is what…I’ve been missing.”

He kissed me deeply and then sucked my bottom lip before pulling away to look at me. “F*ck! You’re so tight and sweet. You know that? You ain’t gotta worry ‘bout missin’ this again baby. A nigga ain’t goin’ nowhere. Shit,” he whispered in a husky voice that was laced with lust.

I closed my eyes as he held on to my waist. I let him do whatever he wanted to do to me. My body was under his control and I allowed him to navigate me to my next orgasm. At that point I started to throw it back to him. I wrapped my legs around his back and swirled my pelvis in a circular motion. I loved the way he filled my p-ssy up. He was giving it to me slow and deep and it was like he was pressing a pleasure button. “Ahhhh…you’re hittin’ something. It feel sooo good…”

“That’s your…ohhh…Zeee…mmm! I found your spot baby…mmm…damn…this is some good ass p-ssy!” The heat of his breath on my skin made my body shiver and I could feel my leg shaking again.

He lifted his body up, dipped low and gave it to my ass. “Mmm…uhhh…shit!” I screamed.

“And…if I keep hittin’ that spot you goin’…damn…she’s gettin’ wetter…you ‘bout to…”

“I’m cumin’ baby!!!” I screamed. “Yes…ohhh….yes!!”

“Damn…uhhh…I can feel it.” He groaned and flipped me over on my stomach.

He entered me from the back and made me come multiple times before he gave in to the pleasure of my tight, hot, wetness. “Arrrrggg!!! Shit!!! This p-ssy is crazy good!!” He grinded inside me deeply and then stopped to ride his powerful nut out. His body jerked out of control and then he collapsed on my back. He smacked my ass and lifted his weight off me.

I was relieved because I could hardly breathe.

“Damn,” he said. His breaths came out in short bursts as he turned over onto this back. He pulled me into him and I rested my head on his chest.

“p-ssy like that is dangerous,” he chuckled. “You goin’ have a nigga walkin’ ‘round stuck on stupid over your ass. Shit, goin’ have me ready to bust a cap in a muf*cka just for lookin’ at your ass.”

I was feeling sore, but satisfied as I smiled. He kissed me.

“You a’ight baby?” He asked looking into my eyes.

“Hell yeah,” I sighed. “I’m better than a’ight.”

“Mmm, ain’t nothing like breaking in some good, tight, virgin p-ssy. You’re rare baby.” He kissed my neck and my whole body tingled.

“Is that what this was all about Zeus?” My eyes got moist. “You getting some virgin p-ssy?’

“Hell no baby,” he said holding me closer to him. “I ain’t gonna front. I always knew you’d grown up to be fine as hell and then I saw you at Kennedy.” He pulled away to look at me. “I knew we’d end up together. Some things are just meant to be. I was just lucky enough to be the first and hopefully the last. I’m a selfish nigga. I don’t like to share.” He gave me a sexy look as he licked his luscious lips.

I melted in his arms. “Play your cards right and you won’t have to share.” I teased his earlobe with my tongue. “I don’t like to share either.”

He chuckled. “How’re you feeling babe. You okay?”

I sighed. “A little sore, but I’m fine.”

He suddenly got up and walked over to my side of the bed. “C’mon baby.” He helped me up and that’s when I noticed the blood on the sheets. It was on my thighs too.

He led me to the bathroom and turned the water on in the huge garden tub. “I’m sure you like hot water, but I’m getting in with you. We’re gonna have to compromise.” He winked at me.

I giggled. “It’s okay.” It surprised me how much I’d let my guard down with Zeus. I figured it was because he was one of the few people I could really trust.

The tub filled quickly and he reached his hand out to help me step in. He stepped in and sat down behind me. “Mmm,” I moaned realizing that the temperature of the water was perfect.

“Water feels good?” He asked as he gently massaged my back.

“It feels really good and your hands feel even better.” I closed my eyes and relaxed as his fingers kneaded my tense muscles.

“You’re so tense mami. Relax. I got you. I told you a nigga ain’t tryin’ to hurt you. All I want to do is show you how much I’m feelin’ you. You’ve been through a lot and now it’s time for you to enjoy your life. It’s time for the good part baby. I got that okay.” He kissed my neck again, but this time his hand traveled between my legs.

I closed my eyes and leaned back against his hard body.

“Relax,” he whispered in my ear. “I got you.”

“Okay baby,” I whispered letting myself go for once. It would only be temporary, so I was going to bask in the moment.

His lips gently covered my face in soft kisses. “Now, I know that you’re sore. Like I said before I ain’t going to hurt you. I’m going to make it feel better. Okay?”

I nodded with my eyes still closed. His breath on my skin kept making my body tingle.

He whispered in my ear again and my body trembled. “I’m going to massage it.” I felt his finger gently slide inside me, but it didn’t hurt. I could feel my p-ssy clench his finger tightly.

“Mmm,” I moaned as his finger slowly massaged my sore inner muscles.

“Damn, after packing all that meat inside you this muf*cka is still extra tight. You’re definitely all mine now.” He added another finger and I felt my body shake as he pressed that damn pleasure button over and over again.

“Yeah, cum baby…” he coaxed me with that sexy voice. “You look so sexy when you cum.”

And I did, over and over again. When we got out of the tub our toes and fingers were wrinkled. He changed the sheets and held me close to his warm body until I fell into the first peaceful sleep I’d had in a long time.