The Boy from Reactor 4

CHAPTER 16





NADIA ZIPPED DOWN the highway to Rocky Hill, a bedroom community between Hartford and New Haven. Her mother’s condo conveniently abutted Dinosaur State Park. Yellow paint peeled from the clapboard exterior. The glass on the bottom half of the storm door was missing, as though her father were still alive and had kicked it during one of his tirades. She remembered how his temper had frayed when she resisted taking the three-day survival test. She didn’t need to be the youngest Ukrainian Girl Scout ever to win the most coveted merit badge, she told him. He screamed at her that she would never make it in America. That she had to be stronger, tougher, and more fearless than the other children because she was an immigrant’s daughter.

Her mother’s role in her upbringing had been one of tacit participation. When her father berated her for a less-than-stellar teacher assessment at an American school or a rival’s victory in a Ukrainian spelling bee, her mother fixed Ukrainian comfort food and gave Nadia compliments. But Nadia’s rewards were always conditional on her scholastic and community achievements. Both mother and father acted the same in that regard. Any and all affection she received was always conditional.

When Nadia entered the kitchen, her mother was arranging photographs at the circular wooden table. She didn’t get up. She didn’t even glance Nadia’s way.

Nadia wrapped her arms around herself. “What happened to the bottom of your door?” she said in Ukrainian.

“A T. rex got lost and kicked it when he saw his reflection. What do you think happened? The juvenile delinquents next door were playing soccer. When I told their mother she should fix it, she told me to go F myself. Can you believe that?”

“That’s terrible, Mama.”

“They’re Puerto Rican. What do you expect? This country will let anyone in now. This country is going to hell. You want some tea?”

“Tea would be nice.”

Nadia’s mother glided to the stove, her elongated, birdlike jaw leading the way. The belt from her black satin robe dangled behind her like the tail of a pterodactyl that had escaped with the T. rex. After preparing two cups, she joined Nadia at the kitchen table.

Nadia looked at the photographs scattered all around. In one, her father stood beside Marko on Mount Carleton, the Canadian peak of the Appalachian Trail. Her father, windswept hair like an angry lion. Marko, a pipsqueak, about eight.

“Do you have any pictures of Father when he was young? When he lived in Ukraine?”

“I have some pictures when we met in Lviv. After he was bit by the nationalist bug and moved from Kyiv. And I have some wedding pictures, but of course, we got married here in ’71. Why are you asking? Are you still obsessing over what your father did and didn’t do for the Partisans? What’s wrong with you?”

“What’s wrong with me? When I lost my job, I took a look at my life.”

“Oh, really. And what did you see?”

“Nothing, Mama. I saw nothing, because other than my career, I have nothing. I have no one.”

“You have nothing,” she said under her breath. “You have a college education, you have your health, and you’re an American citizen. You have everything.”

“That’s not what I mean.”

“I know what you mean. And what does this have to do with your father? Wait. Let me guess. Your father didn’t dote on you, and after he died, there was no man around the house, so you have trust issues, right? You can’t hold a relationship with any man, and he’s to blame.”

“No, he’s not to blame—”

“No, he’s not. You are. Because your entire life has been about money. You’re just another in a long line of Tesla quick-buck artists. Working with those criminals on Wall Street. You could have stayed in Hartford and been a mortgage banker. Helped people buy homes.”

“Yeah. That would have been much better.”

“You want a man? Be a woman. Go get a man. Stop blaming your father.”

“I’m not blaming him. I’m just trying to find out who he was. You never want to talk about him. You never answer any of my questions. So I have to do it on my own, don’t I?”

Nadia studied a photo of Marko and her in Ukrainian scout outfits, army-green shorts and matching knee-high socks.

“This is a nice one of Marko and me,” Nadia said. “I was hoping you might have one of Father and his brother.”

The teacup froze at the edge of her mother’s lips. “Well…I don’t know…I don’t think…You know, it was a tragedy. He died so young.” She blew on the tea and took a sip. “Why the sudden interest in your father’s brother? You never asked about him before.”

Nadia squeezed lemon into her cup. “Because I met someone who knew him. My uncle didn’t die as a child, like you and Father said. His name was Damian, and he was a vor. A thief, as in Thieves-in-Law, right?”

Her mother’s face dropped. “Who told you this?”

“An old friend of his.”

“What old friend?”

“Victor Bodnar.”

Nadia’s mother lowered her teacup nervously. It rattled to its place on her plate. “Dear God. Victor Bodnar. I would have thought he was in hell by now. I can’t believe his name is coming out of my daughter’s mouth.”

“I didn’t know who he really was.”

“He’s a thief. A con artist. He makes a living stealing from honest people. How and why did you meet him?”

“It’s complicated. One thing led to another…” Nadia motioned at the photos. “What’s with all the pictures? Why the trip down memory lane all of a sudden?”

Nadia’s mother waited a beat. “I’m looking for the same thing you are.”

“What do you mean?”

“Your father’s brother. Damian. I’m looking for pictures of Damian.”

“Why?”

“Because I’ve been getting letters from Ukraine from a man claiming to be him.”

Nadia’s mother slid two sheets of faded white paper across the table.


Dear Vera,

How do you start a letter to your sister-in-law when fifty years have passed since you last saw her? When she thinks you’re dead?

You don’t.

But I have to.

So let me try again.

Dear Vera,

I’m not dead. I’m alive. I know you won’t believe this until I offer you some proof. And even then, you may not care. But it’s not for my sake that I write. Let me explain.

I was found guilty of theft of state funds and sentenced to hard labor at Sevvostlag in 1960, when I was twenty. I was not buried in asphalt, the way everyone was told. Three members of my crew were. Three weren’t. The man who I robbed wanted me to suffer daily for the rest of my life. He spared my life so the gulag could kill me every day.

Five years later I killed a man in the gulag in self-defense, but they gave me a life sentence anyways. I was in the gulag until they closed it down in 1972. After that, I was allowed to settle in Kolyma, where I remained a prisoner. I worked on the Kolyma Highway—the Road of Bones—until 1983, and then on the Trans-Siberian Railway until 1998.

In August of 1998, a man came looking for volunteers. We were told the work was dangerous but that the pay was high. He told us we would be pardoned and allowed to leave Kolyma and resettle in Ukraine. I have lived outside Kyiv since then.

In 1994, I had a son with a woman who was doing the same work. She has died since then. My boy’s name is Adam, and it is for his sake that I write this letter.

My health is not good. I am dying. Adam is sixteen. I want a better life for him. Would you be willing to sponsor him? Let him come to America, the best place on Earth. He is a good boy. He has done nothing wrong. He does not deserve this fate.

I do not have an address because I do not want anyone to find me. I do not have a phone because I cannot afford one.

There is a woman in Kyiv. She knew the woman who bore my child. She agreed to give me her phone number and address for the sake of the boy.


Clementine Seelick

Yaroslaviv Val 8

Kyiv 01021

Ukraine

Phone: 244-3683


It was I who first kissed you beneath the apple cart when you were twelve, not my brother. You kissed me back, and then slapped my face and ran off. You stepped on my ankle as you ran. I limped for the next two weeks.

I am not dead, Vera. I am alive. Please help my boy.

I eagerly await news of your response.

With respect,

Damian


Nadia slid the letter back to her mother. The prospect that her uncle was still alive, that she had family in Ukraine, struck a chord inside her. She wondered if he looked like her father and what he could tell her about him. The thought of a younger cousin was even more exciting. What was his daily life like? What were his dreams and aspirations?

“That was the first one,” Nadia’s mother said. “I got two more after that.”

The second letter was the same as the first one, except the tone was more urgent. The envelope contained a grainy picture of a boy in gray sweats and skates on a pond. His face was a contrast with his thin upper body: full cheeks, hearty eyes, and an unusually dark complexion. A red-and-white chimney encased in scaffolding and the top of a cement tomb loomed above the trees on the horizon.

Nadia’s mother grabbed the picture and bristled. “Look at this boy. He doesn’t even look Ukrainian. He looks more like one of those Mongolian reindeer people. Pathetic. You’d think whoever’s trying to pull this scam on me would have put a nice-looking Ukrainian boy on ice skates. Like Wayne Gretzky.”

The third letter was dated April 2. That was two weeks before the man posing as Milan had called Nadia to set up a meeting. The handwriting was so weak it was almost illegible.


Dear Vera,

A friend of mine has some very important information that he must share with someone who can be trusted. We are surrounded by scavengers, killers, and thieves. I am told by an old friend in America that your daughter is a person of integrity. That she can be trusted. Please ask her to call Clementine immediately. I beg you.

The fate of the free world depends on it.

Damian


He had scribbled Clementine Seelick’s address and cell phone number again at the bottom of the note.

“There’s no mention of his son this time,” Nadia said, hearing the disappointment in her voice. “As though that was just a pretense to start a dialogue with you. And there was no more time for games.”

Her mother scoffed. “There is no Adam. There is no Damian. Fate of the free world? Spare me. I can see it now. Once you get there, they’ll tell you they need fifty thousand dollars in fees to release the money or something Nigerian like that. It’s a scam, Nadia. Don’t get sucked into it.”

Nadia wasn’t so sure. “What about the kissing under the apple cart? Did that really happen?”

“Well…” Nadia’s mother swallowed, blushed, and looked away. “It just can’t be him.”

“Who else would know a detail like that? Who would remember it?”

“Someone Damian confided in as a boy. Some other con artist.”

“Who surfaces now? Fifty years later?”

Nadia’s mother stared into space for a second. “Maybe it’s him, then.” She turned back to Nadia with a fierce expression. “And he’s the one that’s going to rip you off.”

Nadia knew there was only one way to be certain. “Do you have a pen and some paper? I need to copy this woman’s name and phone number.”

“Don’t bother.”

“Why?”

“I already called it. Three times.”

“And?”

“It’s a beauty salon. They’ve never heard of any Clementine Seelick. I spoke with a hairdresser, the bookkeeper, and the owner. Nothing.”

Nadia shook her head. “That makes no sense.”

Her mother wasn’t so cynical now, though. “You came here asking about Damian. It’s too much of a coincidence. Why? What’s this business with Victor Bodnar?”

“Do you know anything about the ten million dollars Damian stole?”

Nadia’s mother’s eyes shot up. “Ten million…” Her breath expired before she could finish the sentence. “He stole ten million dollars?”

Nadia pulled out her checkbook. “I’m writing you a check for fifteen hundred dollars.”

“Finally.”

“Get out of town. Take one of your many male suitors and go on a vacation. Preferably out of the country. I don’t want to scare you, but it may be dangerous for you to stay here. I did the same for Marko, but he tore it into pieces.”

She took the check, folded it in half, and stuffed it deep in her bosom.

Her mother was always practical. “Your brother’s an idiot,” she said. “My daughter’s wish is my command.”