Chapter 10
In the silence of the night, Martha Ward moved slowly through the rooms of her house. She had lived in it all her life; the past was hidden in every corner. It had been years since she’d gone in search of the memories though, having long since confined herself to the rooms in which she felt safest.
Her room. Not her parents’ room, where she and Fred Ward had slept in the few short years before he deserted her, but her own childhood room, where she’d lived When she was still an innocent, before she allowed herself to be tempted into sin. The room she’d moved back into the day Fred Ward left, to tempt her no more.
She had been lucky, or so she’d thought. She, at least, had married Fred Ward before allowing him to lead her away from the path of righteousness.
Not like her younger sister, who had given birth to Rebecca only five months after marrying Mick Morrison.
And certainly not like her older sister, who had allowed Tommy Gardner to show her the ways of evil, and never married her at all.
In the course of her bitter catechism, Martha had come to understand the wages of sin, and all the forms of retribution that God’s will could take.
Certainly His divine will had been visited on her family many times over the years, and in many ways.
First, there was her older sister, who had been banished from the house as soon as her sin was discovered. But Martha herself was a small child then, and hadn’t understood Marilyn’s sin. She had simply thought her sister was sick, and that was why she’d been taken to the hospital on the top of the hill. Finally, after Marilyn had been gone a very long time, Martha opened her piggy bank, took out all the money, and bought her sister a present. It was a cigarette lighter, and to her six-year-old eyes it had been beautiful, with its golden scales and its ruby eyes. She had gazed lovingly at it before taking it up to the front door of the big stone hospital and giving it to the first person she’d seen, who had promised to deliver it to her sister.
Her father had been very angry when he found out what she’d done. He’d beaten her, and kept her in her room for a week, and when finally she’d been allowed out, he told her that she would never see her sister again.
It wasn’t until years later that she finally learned what had happened to her sister, and when she’d gone to her priest to confess the sin of having given her sister the instrument with which Marilyn had killed herself, the priest had reassured her. “It was God’s will,” he told her. “Your sister sinned grievously, and the gift you offered her was no more than a tool of divine intervention. You are blessed, for God chose to act through you.”
Though her older sister had been promptly punished for her sin, Martha’s younger sister’s punishment had not been meted out by the hand of God for sixteen years. Yet when the “accident” had finally come, Martha quickly understood that it had been no accident at all. In the flickering candlelight of the chapel, with the Gregorian chants numbing her mind to all other sound but God’s voice, Martha had quickly come to understand that Rebecca’s parents had finally been punished for their sin. She had also understood that it was her duty to take Rebecca—the fruit of that long-ago sin—into her home and shelter her from the ways of evil.
Martha had done her best to do just that.
She had given Rebecca her own daughter’s room, and tried to keep her on the path from which even Andrea had strayed.
Two of the rooms—the room in which her parents, and even she and Fred Ward, had lain together, and the room in which Rebecca’s mother had lain with Mick Morrison—she refused to set foot in. Others, such as the dining room and living room, which her parents had used for entertaining their godless friends, she simply avoided.
Rebecca kept them clean of course, for Martha had been careful in her instruction of the girl, instilling in her not only the virtue of chastity but of cleanliness as well.
For herself, Martha used only her childhood bedroom, where she knew no sin had ever been committed, and the chapel, in which she prayed for salvation and the guidance to keep herself and Rebecca free of sin.
And it had been working. As the years of prayer and devotion went by, Martha slowly felt a purity coming into the house, the same purity she felt in her own blessed soul, and she had grown secure in the knowledge that she, at least, was safe from the damnation that had befallen both her sisters.
Two days ago, when Andrea—unbidden and unwelcome—had returned, Martha knew she should have closed her doors to her, refused even to look upon her harlot’s face. But she had not. Instead she allowed Andrea to enter the house, and Satan had slipped in with her.
Adultery with a married man.
A child unblessed by wedlock.
Abortion!
Why had she tolerated it?
And now, as she roamed sleeplessly through the rooms of the house, all the memories came back. In the living room she could still feel her older sister’s presence, even smell the perfume she’d used to draw the Devil—in the form of Tommy Gardner—near.
In the big bedroom upstairs, unused for decades, she could hear her younger sister’s moans of pleasure as she’d given herself to the false joys of sin in the arms of Mick Morrison.
Despite Martha’s years of prayer and atonement, Satan still resided here. Even the smell of the smoke from the fire in which Andrea had died couldn’t cover the stench of sin, which drenched the house in a sulfurous fog.
Finally, Martha went into the chapel. Lighting all the candles, she turned on the music of the Gregorian chants, keeping it soft enough not to awaken Rebecca, then sank onto the prie-dieu. The rosary draped from her fingers, she began silently reciting the decades of her prayers. As the candles flickered and the chanting droned, she opened her mind to the voice of God and fixed her eyes on the face of her Savior. But as the minutes of prayer ticked by and slowly turned into hours, the face that Martha Ward beheld began to change.
The face of her Savior was transfigured, and now she was gazing into the eyes of the dragon.
As she gazed deep into the ruby eyes, a voice came to her, and told her what she must do.
Martha Ward rose and left the chapel.
Rebecca ignored the first drop of water that fell onto her face. It was a perfect spring day, the kind she loved the best, when the sun was shining brightly in a soft blue sky, the trees were covered with the pale green of newly spreading leaves, the last of the crocuses were still in bloom, and the barely opened daffodils were showing the first traces of yellow. Birds were singing and a gentle breeze was blowing, carrying the pungent fragrance of the pine woods behind the house through her window, and she breathed deeply of it. Sighing, she shifted her position, squirming contentedly under her light coverlet.
Another drop hit her face, and then another.
Rain?
But how could it be rain?
She was in her room, and even though the window was open and a cool breeze was wafting in, she could see that the morning sky was perfectly clear.
But then another drop hit her face, and yet another.
She squirmed again, then rolled over, trying to escape the rain that was spoiling the perfect morning.
The sunlight was fading away, and as darkness gathered around her, the breeze died, and with it the pine scent it had carried. The fresh, perfumed air she had thrilled to only a moment ago now had an acrid quality to it that made her want to turn her head away.
Even the rain had changed; it no longer felt like rain at all.
The birdsong had shifted too, dropping from the merry tune of a moment ago into a low murmur of sounds that were familiar but not quite identifiable.
She rolled over again. Suddenly she was coughing and choking. Her nostrils were flooded with the acrid odor. She jerked awake and the last remnants of the dream gave way to consciousness.
It wasn’t morning at all: the only light in the room came from the moon that hung low in the sky outside.
Nor had she felt a breeze, for the window was tightly closed against the cold March night.
But the rain? What had caused her to dream of rain?
Then she realized that the bedding around her was cold and wet, clammy with something that smelled like …
Turpentine?
But it wasn’t possible. Why would—
Only then did she notice the movement in the room, and hear the muttering that in her dream had sounded like the singing of birds.
Her heart pounding, Rebecca freed herself of the clinging bedding and groped for the switch on the small reading lamp on the table next to the daybed. She blinked in the glare, but then her eyes focused and she recognized her aunt.
Her eyes wide and unblinking, gazing into the distance upon something that Rebecca couldn’t see at all, Martha Ward was moving around the room, pouring turpentine from a large can onto the curtains and the walls. The smell of it was so strong that it utterly obliterated the smoky odor that had filled the room when Rebecca went to sleep. Instinctively, Rebecca clutched the sheet to her nose and mouth to filter out the noxious fumes, only to begin coughing once again. As her gorge rose in response to the bitter taste of the turpentine she’d sucked into her mouth, she shoved the soaked covers away.
“Aunt Martha, don’t!” she begged, the words rasping in her throat. “What are—”
She left the question unfinished as she realized her aunt was as deaf to her voice as she seemed blind to the light that Rebecca had turned on.
“Cleansed,” she heard her aunt muttering. “We must be cleansed of our sins that we may live in the presence of the Lord!”
Shaking the last of the turpentine from the can, Martha hesitated for a moment, looking at the container almost as if she didn’t understand why the fluid had stopped flowing from it. Then she turned abruptly and strode from the room, pulling the pocket doors to the dining room closed behind her.
A second later Rebecca heard the click of the lock as her aunt twisted the key.
Leaping from the bed, Rebecca ran to the doors, pulled and pounded, trying to pry them open.
“Aunt Martha!” Fear bloomed in her as she realized she was trapped in the little room. “Aunt Martha, let me out!”
Instead of a response to her pleas, Rebecca heard only the sound of her aunt’s mumbled prayers, now muffled by the thick wood of the closed and locked doors.
Out!
She had to get out, and get help!
Snatching her bathrobe from the hook in the little room’s single tiny closet, Rebecca pulled it on, jammed her feet into a pair of worn sneakers, then ran to the window. Though the lock at the top of the lower casement finally turned, the window frame had long ago been painted shut. No matter how hard she tried, Rebecca couldn’t jerk it loose. Finally she picked up the small reading lamp, smashed the lower pane, then knocked the broken shards away until it was safe for her to climb out. Dropping to the ground only a few feet below, she hesitated.
Where was she going to go?
Memories flashed through her mind—memories of the strange looks her aunt’s neighbors, the VanDeventers, had given her over the years; of remarks they’d made when they thought she couldn’t hear them.
Poor Rebecca.
Hasn’t been quite right since the accident.
Afraid it left her just a little bit touched in the head.
What would they say if she pounded on their doors in the middle of the night, saying her aunt was going to burn her house down?
Oliver!
Oliver would listen to her! He was her friend, and he didn’t think she was crazy!
Instead of heading for the front of the house, Rebecca ran across the backyard to the edge of the woods, where a narrow trail edged the Hartwicks’, then hooked up with the path that led to the Asylum. Though there were still a few clouds in the sky, there was enough moonlight so Rebecca was able to run all but the few yards where the path was so soggy and muddy that she had to slow almost to a stop and pick her way through. By the time she arrived at Oliver’s front door and began pounding and shouting to him, her sneakers were sodden and heavy with mud, and her legs were streaked with it as well. The cold night air had long since penetrated the thin material of her bathrobe, and though she was panting from running, she was shivering from the cold as well.
When there was no immediate response to her pounding on the door, Rebecca pressed her finger on the bell, banged once more, then stepped back to shout up toward the second floor. “Oliver! Oliver, wake up! It’s Rebecca!”
It seemed like forever before the porch light came on, the front door was thrown open, and Oliver peered out. “Rebecca? What is it? What—”
Rebecca, finally overcome by the cold, the darkness, and the terror she’d only barely been able to control long enough to get there, began sobbing. “She locked me in,” she began. “She tried … I mean she wants …” She paused, forced herself to take a deep breath, then lost control again.
Oliver pulled her into the house and closed the door, shutting out the cold. “It’s all right, Rebecca,” he soothed. “You’re safe now. Just try to tell me what happened.”
“It’s Aunt Martha,” Rebecca finally managed to say. “She’s … oh, Oliver, I think she’s gone crazy!”
The Blackstone Chronicles
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