Sunrise Point

Chapter Fifteen


Nora had gotten a little quiet again, but Tom was not at all surprised. She hadn’t had a day off in weeks, plus two full weekends of Apple Festival; besides being a hard worker, she had mothering responsibilities, as well. So he cornered her and asked, “Is your father coming up on Sunday again?”

He wouldn’t miss it.”

I want you to take the weekend off and catch up at home. Get some rest.”

She drew a sigh. “I think I’ll take you up on that.”

That doesn’t mean you have to stay away—bring the kids to dinner,” he said.

She looked surprised. “Listen, I think I’ve imposed on Maxie enough… .”

He just laughed. “Maxie loves having you. She took most afternoons off this week and she’s getting a little bristly from boredom. And since we’re on the subject, why don’t you take Friday afternoon off, catch a nap if you can, then bring the kids back here for Maxie to babysit. You and I will do the town.”

Do what town?”

Okay, we’re not going to exactly do the town—no dressing up. But there’s this restaurant in Arcata. It’s great. I’d like to take you. I already asked Maxie if she’ll babysit and she likes the idea.”

Her forehead furrowed. “Why? I mean, why?”

He scraped off his cap and scratched his head. “You don’t make it easy, do you? Because you slaved for about three straight weeks, and sometimes you slaved at the orchard while carrying a baby on your back and baking with my grandmother. Come on, it’s a treat. Just say yes and thank you. And then, Saturday is the pumpkin patch out at Jilly Farms and they’ll have a lot to eat and drink and there will be rides on miniature ponies. I’ll take you so you can pick out your pumpkin. The girls will love it.”

She stared at him in shock, her mouth open. She forcibly closed her mouth and swallowed. “Um, that’s very nice of you, but I’ll have to take a pass.”

Why? You have a sudden aversion to fun? Or is it just me?”

Um, look, Tom—much as I enjoy your company and as grateful as I am that Maxie would be willing to babysit for me, I’m going to have to decline.”

Why? That was a perfectly nice offer!”

Because I don’t date?” she asked as more of a question than an answer.

Then don’t think of it as a date—think of it as a couple of friends going to dinner. My treat, as a reward for all your hard work.”

She lifted an eyebrow and tilted her head. “How are you rewarding Jerome, Eduardo and Juan?”

I’m only rewarding the pretty employees.”

Well, tempting as it all sounds, I’m still going to have to decline, with thanks.”

Are you serious? Why? I thought I was very gentlemanly.”

She thought for a moment and finally said, “There is just no polite way to say this, Tom, but I made a deal with God not to lie, so I’m going to spit it out and if you hate me, I’ll find a way to live with it. Just don’t fire me—I need the money. I have things to work out that involve money. Here it is—I’m a little uncomfortable around Darla. She’s a very nice person and all, but I feel like a peasant when I’m near her. I’m kind of Cinderella, and the glass slipper hasn’t turned up yet.”

What?” he asked, dumbfounded.

I feel a little rough around the edges when I’m with her. All sow’s ear. I feel like the last kid in class to get picked for the team. You know?”

You thought Darla would be coming with us?”

She’s been here every weekend. For weeks. I just assumed…”

She’s not going to be able to make it this weekend. I guess she has other plans.”

Really?”

Now will you go out with me, Cinderella?” he asked with a grin.

Don’t make fun of me, please. I probably feel like the poor girl because I am the poor girl. Certainly not Darla’s fault, but come on.”

Nora, Darla isn’t coming. It’s just you and me. Well, you and me and sometimes my grandmother and your children.”

Am I your stand-in date?” she asked. “Because I bet you could do better.”

He growled and turned away from her. “Fine,” he muttered. “I’m not going to beg you!”

All right,” she said to his back. “All right, as long as it’s not a date!”

He whirled back to face her. “It’s dinner and a town party at the pumpkin patch. And if you relax just a little bit, it might even be fun. I’ll shower before we go and I’ll be nice the whole time unless you insist on baiting me.”



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Nora went along with Tom’s plans even though she was certain this was a bad idea. It was dangerous—she had a crush on him. He was going to be her fantasy man long after he married the princess and sold the orchard. But she talked herself into it because certainly this was a once in a lifetime opportunity. Not only would Darla soon be back, the harvest would be over and Nora was going to have to move on to other things.

So—she did laundry at her neighbor’s, had a wonderful blouse and vest that was a hand-me-down from Leslie down the street, dragged out a pair of boots she’d gotten from church donations and put on her best jeans—they were almost new. Everything was ironed with spray starch so she’d look crisp. No ponytail tonight—she left her hair down and curled, something she never bothered to do for work at the orchard. She added a little makeup to her lips and eyes. After baths, she dressed the girls in their pajamas, loaded a grocery bag with their night diapers, a bottle for Fay, their favorite blankets, and off she went to the orchard.

Tom might see this as a couple of friends having dinner, but for Nora it was the one date she was going to agree to this decade. But when she got to the house, she sensed a problem that hadn’t occurred to her—Maxie was far too hopeful.

Well, Nora knew she wasn’t fond of Darla. She’d heard the women talking about her—Miss Picky Pants. And Nora also knew that Maxie liked her, maybe because they had things in common, like coming from poor roots. And they liked dogs and children and laughed at the same things. But she wanted to warn Maxie not to get excited.

But of course there was no opportunity to warn her. She kissed the girls good-night and found herself in Tom’s truck, on her way to a restaurant.

Why are you nervous?” he asked her. “It’s not like we haven’t had dinners together before. Lots of them.”

But this is strange,” she said. “This is us going to a restaurant.”

And oh, it was such a lovely restaurant—all dark wood and candles and just full of people having a good time. His hand was at the small of her back, guiding her into the restaurant and to their table—a lovely little table just slightly apart from the crowd up against some windows out of which she could see the starlight. She was at once enchanted and terrified.

The waiter handed them menus.

Nora, have a glass of wine,” Tom said. “You can indulge a little bit tonight. What do you like?”

I have no idea,” she said.

Tom looked up at the waiter. “How about a nice pinot grigio?” he asked the waiter. “And bring me a Sam Adams. Also, while we look at the menu, can you start us off with stuffed grape leaves and calamari?”

Outstanding,” the waiter said.

Nora glanced at the menu briefly. She slammed it shut suddenly and in a quiet hiss she said, “This is far too expensive!”

He closed his menu and looked at her over a small votive candle. “Here’s what we’ll do, Nora. If it’s okay, I’ll order for us. How about we split a Greek salad and have the chicken kabobs, unless you can brave the menu and find something you’ll like better.”

She just shook her head. Then she nodded and he laughed at her.

It’s okay, Nora—it’s a business expense, I suppose. Taking an employee to dinner. Of course, when the harvest is over, I won’t be able to deduct you anymore.”

Don’t do that,” she said. “Don’t act like this sort of thing is going to happen again.”

He closed his menu and said, “Crap. You’re afraid you’ll like me! Listen, take it easy on that, all right? You hardly talked on the way over—is that the problem? You don’t want to like me outside of work? Because I’d like to make it clear—that’s okay with me. We get along, so why not? And get this—I actually enjoy spending time with you.”

Many, many reasons to worry about this, she thought. Like being devastated, for one thing.

The wine came and he said, “Have a sip of wine. I hope you like it okay. And I hope you relax a little, otherwise you’re going to suck all the fun out of this.”

Right,” she said, taking a sip. She glanced up at the waiter. “This is very nice. Thank you.” And then she took another sip and a deep breath. He was right; he was going to some trouble. She should be cordial.

She relaxed as much as possible, put her glass down and said, “I apologize. This is very special. I don’t want to ruin it.”

Great. Now tell me, how’s it going with Jed?”

Going well,” she said. “I keep trying to not be swayed by his generosity and he keeps admiring me for that. He offered to help me finish school if I’m interested. Being a professor at Stanford, I guess he can get me in and I qualify for family housing. If I wanted to do that, he could help.”

Do you want to?”

She looked down. “Eventually,” she said. “Right now I have a few loose ends to work out. But that’s a very good destination, don’t you think? Good for my girls, too. The best thing I can do for them is set an example.”

After appetizers, a little more wine and some talk about going back to college, Tom asked about those things she had to work out. Well, she wasn’t about to tell him she’d like to be sure Maxie wasn’t retired before she was ready.

I haven’t told anyone but Noah,” she said. “Can you keep it to yourself?”

He made a face. “If it isn’t going to cause death or injury,” he said.

It’s about my house,” she admitted. “When Chad brought me to Virgin River, I thought he’d rented it, I thought he had plans like he said. Fay was barely two weeks old and it was winter, I wasn’t into asking a lot of questions. When he left us there and took off with the truck and most of our things, I expected to be evicted right away, but nothing happened. I just kept quiet and let the neighbors and the town help me out—bringing me supplies, sealing off the doors and windows so we wouldn’t freeze, offering me part-time work as the snow started to melt. But months passed and no one sent me bills for rent. I paid what I could on the gas and electric bills—bills addressed to some unknown tenant. After a few months I realized Chad must’ve known the house was abandoned or something. I’ve been squatting. I owe a lot of money—to the power company for sure, though I don’t exactly use much in that tiny house. And someone is due rent or something.”

He stared at her in wonder.

Oh, no,” she said. “Oh, God, I’ve told you something you just can’t imagine. Please don’t lose all respect for me—I plan to make it right. I’m saving every cent I can. I’ll pay the back rent, I swear I will.”

Nora. Stop. I’m shocked all right—that he didn’t even take care of the safety of his own children.”

She shrugged. “He’s not a nice person, Tom. But before you waste any more anger on him, remember, I got myself into this mess.”

You were vulnerable. Homeless with small children. Don’t let him off that easy.”

At the end of the day, he’s not off easy. Last I heard, he’s going to spend a long time in prison. I wish I hadn’t told you so much… .”

He reached for her hand across the table, giving a reassuring squeeze. “I’m glad you told me. You’ve come a long way, you should be proud of yourself, not beating yourself up. Is there some way I can help with this?”

A gentle smile came to her lips. “Tom Cavanaugh, you’re such a good and generous man. Thank you, but no. I’m going to be fine. I have lots of options.”

The salad was delivered and when the waiter left, Tom said, “I have a feeling about some of those options. You aren’t going to stay here, are you?”

She thought briefly and then said, “Less than a year ago I lived in a little house that wouldn’t keep out the wind, no food in the house and two babies. I wanted so little then—I just wanted to keep us warm and safe. And now I want so much more. I can get it, too, as long as I work hard and stay positive.”

What do you want, Nora?”

She bit her lip for a second. Then very quietly she said, “I want to be like Maxie.” He gave her hand a little squeeze. “I’m going to do whatever is best for my children. That’s what I’m going to do.”

And that, Nora, is probably more like Maxie than any other thing.”

What was it like? Growing up with her?”

He gave a little laugh. “Probably not as easy as you might think. She was strict. I got real tired of hearing about the virtues of hard work and sacrifice. I’d complain to my grandpa about how hard she was on me and he told me she’d mellowed by the time I came along. She could really drive a person hard. I think the only one she didn’t get after was Grandpa. He was the sweetest man who ever lived. I don’t think he ever had a bad day—not that I could tell, anyway. And Maxie adored him. But she loved me in a much tougher way—if I didn’t do my chores, I didn’t get a pass. If I didn’t eat the green stuff on the plate, I could sit there till it grew mold. When I was sixteen, all I wanted in the world was a car so I didn’t have to take the bus to school or be driven by my grandmother and you know what she said? ‘I guess you’ll be wanting more hours in the orchard, won’t you, Tom?’”

She paid you to work in the orchard?”

Not the first twenty hours a week—that much was considered rent and food and clothes. I used to complain constantly about how hard she worked me. I couldn’t wait to get out of Virgin River and off that tree farm. I wanted to see the world—and boy did I see it. I should’ve thought that through—I saw a lot of ocean and desert. And look at me, back home.”

What made you come home?”

I was done,” he said. “I went as far as I could go and I missed the damn apple trees.”

And Maxie,” she said. “You missed Maxie.”

I did. It must have killed her for me to join the Marines, but she never said a word except, ‘You have to do what you have to do.’ And she used to always say, ‘If it was easy, anyone could do it.’ She was never discouraged by anything. One year we had a bad early freeze—messed up a lot of our crop and you know what Maxie said? She said the apples would be doubled and better than ever the next year—that nature suffers to fill a void. And they were.

After four years of college and a little over six in the Corps, it finally occurred to me I might not have her forever and I came home. Some days I think that was the smartest thing I ever did. Some days I wonder if I won’t die of boredom one of these years.”

Tom,” she said, almost shocked, “are you bored?”

It has occurred to me there might be more to life than picking apples… .”

Oh, no… I couldn’t imagine a better life! I could live the rest of my life on that orchard! I could be happy forever in that big, warm kitchen.”

He smiled at her. “You said you wanted a lot.”

That is a lot!”

What makes you so sure you could be happy in that life forever?” he asked her.

Some things you just know! I mean, I was pretty disturbed to find out I was pregnant not once but twice, but would I consider life without my girls? Never! They are my life!”

What about trips to Jamaica?” he asked her. “Front-row seats at an NBA playoff game? Lots of great restaurants ten times better than this one?”

Could that be fun?” she asked with a shrug. “I suppose so. But would it be more important, more meaningful than home cooking, soft old quilts, warm fires, fresh fruits and vegetables every day of the year?” She shook her head. “I like that I have something to show for my hard work that really endures, I guess. Lasts longer than a trip to the islands.”

Another argument for finishing college,” he pointed out to her.

Right at that moment their meals arrived and the waiter lingered by the table to be sure they didn’t need anything. Nora carefully cut off a tender piece of marinated chicken and popped it in her mouth. She chewed slowly. Her chin came up, her eyes softly closed and she savored it. She swallowed and opened her eyes, smiling. “And there’s an argument for good restaurants. Incredible.”



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There might’ve been one or two down moments in their date, Tom thought. Especially at the onset in the quiet, nervous drive to Arcata, at the confession about owing someone money on the house she occupied, about how tough times had led her to the greater dreams of a solid, secure, stable life. But once the salads were done and the main course arrived, she was a chatterbox. She wanted to tell him everything about her experience in his grandmother’s kitchen, how the girls became more animated by the minute, all that she learned from Maxie about baking, from Maxie and her girlfriends about life.

And this apple festival thing you’ve got going on,” she said.

Maxie’s idea,” he admitted. “She convinced Grandpa to start it when my dad was a kid. Back then they drew up posters and printed flyers, took them around to businesses on the coast, nailed a few to telephone and light poles…”

I was not even mildly prepared for what was going to happen, then when the people swarmed in, I was overwhelmed! It’s more than buying apples to them, Tom—they want to be a part of what you and Maxie do. Almost every room in the house was full of people visiting, catching up with neighbors, eating, juggling each other’s babies. Did I tell you I helped make about three hundred sachets with Maxie and her girls? She had dried apples, cinnamon sticks and cloves and we tied them into little bundles. And I can now bake cinnamon rolls.”

You’ve come a long way since terrible coffee,” he said.

I lied about how my father liked it,” she admitted, laughing.

I know that now. Good fake, though.”

Although she was stuffed and he really didn’t need to eat another bite, he insisted on ordering coffee and dessert. He loved the way she relished every new taste, every luxurious bite of something that for her was indulgent. One dessert of cheesecake, two forks.

You know what I hope? I hope you always have that sense of wonder for simple things.”

She just laughed at him. “Oh, I’m sure we’re safe there. I’m kind of hoping to have some wonder over extraordinary things someday.”

He dipped his fork into the cheesecake and held it toward her mouth. She shook her head and said, “Oh, I can’t…” But he persisted until she let her lips close over the fork. Her eyes closed again, that luxury of excellence on her tongue, and he almost got aroused. His heart pumped and so many emotions swept through him—possession, adoration, titillation, excitement. Feeding her seemed to do something for him. He tried to reason with his feelings—it was a silly bite of cheesecake! But he couldn’t wait to share that fork, to put his lips where hers had been.

He’d never felt like this before.

Soon they were walking across the square to his truck and he grabbed her hand, holding it. It was almost as though she hadn’t noticed—she was doing a recap of the meal, the ambiance of the restaurant, the added delight of a dessert she absolutely did not need. He listened with a smile; he found listening to her comforting. She had no idea how cute she was. And as they walked, he leaned down enough so that he could catch a whiff of her hair—sweet, flowery, clean.

There weren’t too many people on the square and sidewalks, but they were hardly deserted. Still, when they got to the truck, he pulled on her hand until she faced him. She looked up at him. He put one large hand on her hip and with the other, he traced her jawline with a knuckle until it was under her chin. Then he lifted her chin, lowered his head and placed a very cautious kiss on those full lips.

Yeah, he liked that.

He tried that again, and again.

She put a hand against his chest and said, “Look, I don’t want to upset Darla…”

This has nothing to do with Darla. This is just you and me…”

Okay, let me put this another way. I don’t want to get in Darla’s territory.”

I am not her territory. We’re friends. Her husband…my squad…that whole thing. I’m just being supportive… .” And he leaned toward her mouth again.

Wait! You know all the things I’ve gone through the past few years—I don’t want to just get deeper in trouble.”

Huh? What?”

I don’t want to get mixed up in a situation that would hurt me…like, you know, before.”

His eyes became slits. “You can’t really be suggesting that I could ever do to you and your children what he did to you. You know I’m not that kind of person.”

You’re not,” she whispered. “I know.”

It’s a kiss,” he said. “With any luck, a good kiss. I want it. You want it.”

She nodded weakly. After all, she’d made that deal with God… .

Then can you shut up and kiss me?”

Her lips were already parted, just in case she had something more to say. To her own great relief, she didn’t. He came down on her mouth gently but it took only a second for it to become serious. Demanding and powerful and by the way she received it, it was very much to her liking. She’d been holding her breath and let it out slowly just as her arms slid up and around his neck. He tilted, moved, tongued open her lips, played around with her tongue. Then he lifted her a little bit, bringing her mouth up even with his and, incidentally, pinning her against his truck.

He should really care if people were walking by but he didn’t. All he could think about was her small body flush against his, the taste of her mouth and the fact that after all that hedging, all those excuses, she met him with passion. He heard her whimper slightly and he took it as a little victory—she wanted him, too.

Oh, man,” he whispered.

He went back for more, covering her mouth with almost dangerous intentions. If he didn’t get a handle on this, he’d be a little out of control and he couldn’t remember the last time he’d had that feeling with a woman. Knowing this was where it was going to end, he forced himself to let go of her, to let her slide back onto her feet, to find some stupid thing to say to excuse it all. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?” he came up with.

It wasn’t bad at all.”

Thank you. I mean for the kiss, not for the compliment. If you can call not bad a compliment.”

I hope you’ll be careful with my feelings,” she said, surprising him. “It wouldn’t be good for either one of us if I fell for you.”

Are you sure?” he asked, leaning down and smiling against her lips.

Pretty sure. Should we get going and relieve Maxie of her babysitting?”

If you wanted me to, I could take you somewhere private. For more kissing,” he suggested.

Tom, I should go get my kids and get them settled in bed, because I have a long night ahead. I’m going to spend half of it thinking about what a wonderful evening I had and that fantastic kissing and the other half hoping I haven’t made a big mistake.”

He smiled at her and kissed her nose. “I hope you get some sleep, Nora. Because I’m taking you to the pumpkin patch tomorrow.”

I know,” she said with a sigh. “And come Monday morning, I’ll be waiting for the glass slipper to show up at my door.”