Keeping the Castle

10



WAS I EMBARRASSED BY my lack of control over my emotions and my tongue? No, certainly not. Mr. Fredericks’s bad behavior had earned my scorn and open condemnation.

Of course, on the other hand, he had saved my brother’s life. I loved my brother dearly, and this man had risked his own life to rescue Alexander. So yes, I was mortified by my own behavior. Dreadfully so, the more I thought of it.

But he had saved my brother’s life only after first endangering it. He had promoted Alexander’s presence on the trip without any consideration of our mother’s wishes. And . . . oh, in general, he was so rude and inconsiderate!

Still, he had undergone great discomfort for the sake of my brother. Not, of course, without a number of complaints, but yet . . .

In the weeks that followed our ill-fated journey to the Screaming Stones, I would have been glad to exchange my mind for almost anyone else’s. I grew so weary of trying to judge who was in the right that I could happily have changed lots with a turnip or a cabbage.

I was not called upon to speak to the unspeakable Mr. Fredericks again, as he abruptly went away to London—on business, Lord Boring explained. Perhaps His Lordship had sent him away, perhaps even because he knew how I disliked his cousin. However, perhaps not. If he was Lord Boring’s man of business, he must have had to go away to tend to that business from time to time instead of merely adding up sums in his offices at Gudgeon Park and otherwise lolling about eating and drinking at his cousin’s expense.

And London being so far away, I had hopes that I should not have to entertain Mr. Fredericks again any time soon. After much fruitless soul-searching I banished all thought of him from my mind and fixed it upon its proper object: the Baron. Oh, and also the Marquis, as that pleasant gentleman continued his stay at the Park and seemed to consider it a matter of course to accompany the Baron whenever he chanced to call on us.

I still believed that a marriage so grand as one to the Marquis was beyond my grasp, and in truth, I should have been sorry to be the means of causing a rift in the friendship enjoyed between the Marquis and the Baron. So obvious were the attentions the Baron had paid me that I could not imagine how the Marquis could court me without putting that relationship in danger. In any case, I enjoyed his company, and he amused my mother.

Although my high hopes for the outing to the Screaming Stones had ended in near disaster and no progress at all so far as coming to a better understanding with Lord Boring, I had assumed that that understanding would not be slow in coming. I was wrong. Lord Boring continued to be all that was delightful and charming but did not again speak of wishing that I might be in a position to provide advice and guidance on a more permanent basis than might be expected from a mere neighbor.

Part of the trouble no doubt lay with his mother. She rarely called with him at the castle, and when we called upon her, her manner to me and to my mother was distant. She quickly abandoned us to the company of Mrs. Fredericks, preferring to lay out rows of cards in an endless game of patience and ignore our presence. Clearly she was not anxious to see me as her daughter-in-law. My family and lineage were quite good enough—Crawleys had married into the lower ranks of the aristocracy often enough in the past that I should not be thought unsuitable on that account. And I could not see any reason for her to dislike or disapprove of me, based upon my manners or reputation. Indeed, she had hardly been in company with me often enough to have formed a prejudice against me. It could therefore only be my fortune, or lack of it, that persuaded her to regard me with disapprobation.

But why should that be a factor? The refurbishment of Gudgeon Park was on such a lavish scale (indeed, Mrs. Fredericks was so much engaged in this work that my mother complained she rarely saw her) that I could not help but assume money was in plentiful supply. However, a large fortune is so commonly married off to a similarly large fortune that I suppose the feeling is that one cannot have too much of a good thing.

One morning both gentlemen appeared at the castle with the news that guests were soon expected at the Park.

“Mother’s friends, the Vincys,” explained Lord Boring.

“Mr., Mrs., and Miss Vincy,” added the Marquis, lifting his eyebrows at the Miss.

“Oh?” I said, on the alert, “And what sort of a young lady is Miss Vincy?”

Lord Boring’s handsome face flushed. “A devilish plain one,” he said.

The Marquis shook his head at his friend. “You are less than gallant, Boring. She is a very pleasant young lady.”

“You are right. My apologies,” said Lord Boring, and changed the subject.



Prudence, Charity, and I happened to be in Lesser Hoo purchasing a bolt of figured muslin when they arrived in the village. Fido barked as a strange coach came to a halt in the inn yard.

At first sight we concluded that it was made of solid gold. Two footmen, attired in emerald velvet with scarlet piping and powdered white wigs, dismounted from the glittering equipage and enquired the way to Gudgeon Park. Old Owens, the ostler at the inn, gawked at this splendor for a few moments, then gathered up his scattered wits and pointed out their proper route without a word. Before the coach disappeared I spotted a veiled face peering out of the window and the gleam of two curious eyes.

“Well!” said Charity. “It couldn’t have been made of gold, of course. Do you suppose it could have been gilded?”

“You couldn’t!” objected Prudence. “It would wear off. People—stable boys and so on—would scrape it off and sell it.”

“It looked like gold.” They argued about it for some time, eventually coming to an agreement that whatever the material was, it was a most vulgar and ostentatious display.

“Did you notice the shoes the footman was wearing?” asked Charity.

Prudence nodded her head slowly up and down. “I did.”

“I would do almost anything for a pair of slippers like that,” said her sister.

“I know,” agreed Prudence, and the two of them stared resentfully down the road after the coach, irritated beyond words at the fact that their own shoes were not half so finely made as a footman’s. A vulgar and ostentatious display, indeed.

We abandoned our shopping expedition and instead filled the market basket with wild blackberries we gathered by the side of the road. These provided a pretext to call at Gudgeon Park, and as we happened to espy Mama and Alexander crossing a field on our way, they joined us. When Mama, upon being seated in the drawing room, realized that the purpose of our call was to inspect newcomers who had not yet had the chance to shake the dust of the road from their garments, she shook her head at me. However, she was quite pleased to have the chance herself. The comings and goings of a great house like Gudgeon Park could not help but be a prime source of entertainment in a small, rural neighborhood like Lesser Hoo.

Mr. Vincy proved to be a short, stout, bald person with sharp little button eyes and a common way of speaking that made it obvious that his money came from trade rather than inheritance. Indeed, it almost made me giddy to think how much money he must have made through commerce, to be received as an honored guest in these sacred precincts. He spoke little, except for expressing regret that Mr. Fredericks should have left so abruptly, and so soon before their arrival. Evidently the two men had shared business interests.

“That Fredericks, he’s a rare ’un,” said Mr. Vincy, shaking his head in apparent admiration. “Never have known anyone to beat him. He’s a wonder, all right.”

No one present had any reason to contradict this statement, and so the conversation was turned to other subjects.

Mrs. Vincy was also short and stout but possessed an accent so refined and a voice so high and nasal that she sounded as if she were calling an infantry division to order on a bugle, rather than merely wishing us a good morning. Mr. Vincy had managed to marry up on the social scale. She was, Mrs. Westing hastened to explain, the former Miss Babbage of Hurling Hall in Essex. Her dress was rather reminiscent of her carriage: it appeared to have been dipped in liquid silver and then studded all over with pearls, like raisins on a plum pudding. It was far more appropriate for a ballroom than for traveling, or even for such a fine drawing room as the one at Gudgeon Park at two o’clock in the afternoon.

Miss Vincy was . . . Miss Vincy was plain. Very plain. In the middle twenties, past her first youth, she had skin badly pitted with smallpox scars, and she could not have been a beauty even before the disease disfigured her. She wore a fine lace scarf wrapped around her head, obscuring her face. From time to time her mother leaned forward and adjusted this so that it cast her still more into the shade.

“My daughter,” she said in her high, piping voice, “is most dreadfully prone to colds.”

I nodded and agreed that she was wise to wrap her up warmly, even though her daughter was sitting by a fire on a hot day in July.

My good mama, who was sitting next to Miss Vincy, began quietly conversing with her, enquiring about their journey, her family’s friendship with Mrs. Westing, and her interests and daily pursuits. Miss Vincy admitted that she was fond of drawing, which naturally led to a request to see her sketchbook, and they were soon leafing through pages of her impressions of the road from London to Yorkshire. Prudence, who considered herself an expert by virtue of her representations of mourning urns and weeping willows, leaned over their shoulders and offered criticisms.

At last Miss Vincy became animated enough that her scarf fell back and revealed her entire face. Her mother, noticing, leaned forward to lift it back up again, but was prevented.

“Please, Mother,” Miss Vincy murmured. “It is so hot in here, I cannot bear it.” Her mother darted a swift glance at Lord Boring. In a yet lower voice, so low I could barely hear it, Miss Vincy added, “He knows what I look like.”

“Yes, but,” her mother retorted with a venomous look at me, “he had no one with whom to compare you earlier.” This was spoken loud enough that Mama and I could not even pretend not to hear.

Miss Vincy leaned away from her mother and tucked the scarf into the neckline of her dress. “No woman could be ashamed of being outshone by Miss Crawley, Mother,” she said in a quiet but carrying voice. “I hope it will not embarrass her if I say that I think she is quite the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. I should very much like to paint her portrait.”

I thanked her, and, on her mother moving away for a moment, took the opportunity to go and sit next to her and join in the examination of her artwork.

“Oh, how lovely! You are very talented. Look how clever this drawing of the children is! And this stretch of moor and mountain—it’s beautiful,” I cried, delighted by lively scenes captured from the windows of an inn or coach.

“You are most kind. But of course, I had a good teacher,” she said. “He was exceptional not only as an artist but as an instructor.”

I laughed. “Miss Vincy,” I said, “I do not doubt that, since you tell me so. But you could give me the finest drawing masters in the world and I would still never be able to—“

Her mother interrupted me.

“He was presuming, Miss Crawley,” she said sharply. “And so he was dismissed.”

Rather taken aback, I murmured something in reply and the matter of Miss Vincy’s tutor was dropped. I could not help but wonder if his presumption lay in attempting to engage the affections of his wealthy pupil, which would not suit the ambitions of her mother. However, Mrs. Westing began herding her company towards the card tables, and, as the stakes were reputed to be pretty high in her games, we soon found it time to go home.

I came away with a great deal of sympathy for the difficulty of Miss Vincy’s position and admiration for the dignity with which she bore it, even though it was obvious that both her mother and his mother were determined that she should be Lord Boring’s bride. The feelings of the young lady herself were more difficult to judge. True, when he spoke to her, her eyes dropped and her color rose, but this might have been due to simple self-consciousness. I could not be certain if her affections were engaged or if she was merely obedient to her mother’s wishes, but in either case I pitied her.

However much the two mothers might scheme, they had not the power to bring about the marriage without the consent of the two most interested parties. Assuming that Lord Boring’s income derived from his property rather than from his mother, which I had no reason to doubt, he was free to act as he wished. And all Mr. Vincy’s wealth was unlikely to tempt him, as he clearly did not admire her. If Miss Vincy in fact had some preference for her banished tutor, that would only be yet another reason against the match. I therefore bid her good-bye with a warm smile and a pressing invitation to call at the castle.



And call she did. Evidently Mrs. Westing had no objection to the Baron visiting us, so long as he had the protection of Miss Vincy’s presence. Instead of the inevitable Mr. Fredericks accompanying Lord Boring and the Marquis, we now had the inevitable Miss Vincy, which in my opinion was a vast improvement.

She began my portrait, for which I sat under the pear tree in the courtyard with Fido on my lap and my embroidery at hand. I had proposed this arrangement, as I needed to be getting on with my work on the Great Hall tapestry and sitting for a portrait otherwise involved a great many hours of doing nothing in the same position every day. However, she complained that the frame was so massive that it quite hid me from view, so it had to be set to one side and I could only accomplish my mending by fits and starts.

Prudence and Charity were at first annoyed at Miss Vincy painting my portrait, but after the first visit they ceased their complaints, discovering that they could propose a short stroll around the gardens, which Miss Vincy and I were unable to join, occupied as we were with painting and posing. Being an uncommonly determined young woman, Charity often convinced the Baron to accompany them on these strolls, from which she returned smiling and complacent.

I hoped that she was not getting her hopes raised too high. Miss Vincy, on the other hand, seemed to think that something might happen in that quarter.

“Miss Charity Winthrop enjoys the Baron’s company, I believe,” she said one day as we sat in dappled shade, she hard at work dabbing her brush on the canvas, I hard at work sitting still.

“Ye-es,” I agreed. Certainly she enjoyed monopolizing his attention. I wasn’t sure she listened to anything he said.

“She is a young lady of some fortune,” Miss Vincy said.

“Yes,” I agreed again.

She paused and laid down her brush for a moment, watching them as they strolled at a distance. “Who knows what may happen there?” she said, and her expression was both thoughtful and serious. I was beginning to think I was quite wrong about her tutor—even direct questioning about him and his current circumstances did not produce his name or description from the lady.

“Nothing at all, I should think,” I said, rather stiffly.

Because really, it was perilously close to an insult. If Miss Vincy was going to suffer pangs of jealousy for the Baron’s sake, how dare she feel them on Charity’s account, with me sitting right in front of her?