Harbour Falls

Chapter 26



While the storm raged through the night and into the next day, Adam and I remained locked away from the world—our current problems forgotten in the darkness of his bedroom. Not surprisingly, electricity had been lost on the island, so we lit candles and placed them all around the bed. The next several hours became a palette of images that blended into one another…

Adam ignites a candle with a flick of flame to wick, bringing it to life. His face as close to perfection as I’ve ever seen, bathed in the warm glow of candlelight. A playful smile tugs at his lips as he catches my expression of lust. I am ignited as well. And now this gorgeous man’s body—a body that hasn’t been clothed since yesterday—is above my own…and then behind…and then under me. Again and again—heated skin to heated skin— gliding together on a light sheen of perspiration. Touching, tasting, exploring. The darkness of night never quite goes away as the hours pass. There is just less darkness—a kind of illuminated gray. Until a new black night, this one clear as the storm passes, swallows the gray.

“Maddy,” Adam began, clearing his throat. His voice was husky. Though we’d been communicating, it hadn’t been with words. I lifted my head from where I was resting on his smooth chest and met his gaze. “I think we should do something special tomorrow. Just the two of us,” he continued and then dropped his voice to a mere whisper, “Maybe forget about…things for a while.”

Things like me being the prime suspect in Jimmy’s murder. And things like the police exploring the possibility that I had played some nefarious role in Ami’s disappearance. Yeah, it would be great to forget about those things. Locked away in Adam’s bedroom was an excellent way to forget, but we couldn’t stay here forever. Or could we? In any case it was sweet Adam was trying to think of ways to keep my mind from getting too caught up in all the unsettling events of the past few days.

“But you have to fly to Boston in the morning,” I reminded him, sighing.

Adam was finally closing the deal with the Boston client, which was a relief. It meant his frequent business trips of late would slow down considerably, allowing us more time together.

“Yeah, but I’ll be home by late afternoon,” Adam reminded me in return, and then he suddenly smiled slyly, blue eyes dancing. “And I know just what we’re going to do. We won’t even have to leave the island.”

“What?” I queried. “Does it involve leaving your bedroom?” I arched an eyebrow. If it involved spending more time here, I was game.

Adam tousled my hair playfully. “Yes, naughty girl, we’ll be leaving the bedroom.” he said. “But I’m keeping the juicy details secret until tomorrow.”

“Adam!” I chastised, swatting lightly at his chest and feigning a pout.

He caught my hand easily and pulled me to him. And just like that, our words were silenced once again.



Thursday night turned into Friday morning, and somewhere during that time frame the electricity was fully restored to the island. Reality was slowly creeping back in. And our brief respite from the troubles of the real world ended completely when Adam left for Boston. Before departing, however, he’d awoken me with a soft kiss. Proclamations of love were uttered from both of our mouths, but his secret surprise for later in the day remained unspoken.

I couldn’t sleep after Adam left, so I got up, showered quickly, and dressed for the day. Once I reached the kitchen, I toasted a bagel and glanced out the glass panel windows that ran along the back of the house.

In contrast to the past forty-eight hours, this day was positively sparkling. It was as if the heavy rains had washed away all the darkness. But then I remembered my life was still in turmoil. The Harbour Falls Mystery was no closer to being solved than it had been the day I’d arrived on Fade Island. Jimmy was dead, and according to the morning news, Ami was still missing. Worst of all, I was probably close to being arrested, seeing how I was unfortunately linked to both cases.

The walls were closing in, and time was not on my side. The more days that passed with no new leads, the more likely it was that the police would take me in. Even if I wasn’t officially charged with Jimmy’s death, I certainly expected to be asked to come in for more questioning. So it was imperative that I find answers. And quickly. As if to underscore my last thought, my cell rang at that very moment.

Without looking at the display screen, I answered with a hesitant hello.

“Maddy.” It was my dad, thank goodness. I needed a dose of my father’s levelheadedness.

But his tone was grim, so I asked, “What’s wrong?”

My father took an audible breath and exhaled slowly. This couldn’t be good. “I just got off the phone with Detective Mitchell. He wanted to give me a heads-up…” He trailed off.

“Dad?” My voice trembled. “What kind of a heads-up? What’s going on?”

Following another unsteady breath, he began to explain, “Some small-time drug dealer who hangs out at that dive, Billy’s, has been running his mouth.” —Zeb, I thought— “He was taken in on some kind of parole violation late last night, and they found drugs on him.” The mayor coughed, clearly not approving, and then continued, “Anyway he’s promising to testify against you in exchange for leniency in his own charges.”

I groaned, and my dad added in a strained voice, “Please tell me you don’t know this guy, Maddy. He’s a drug dealer, for God’s sake.”

“I met him once,” I confessed. But I didn’t intend to detail my brief and disconcerting interaction with Zeb to my dad, so I only added, “He was creepy.”

My father said nothing. I had no idea what he could be thinking, so I asked quietly, “What did he say about me?”

More throat clearing and then, “He’s claiming you were more than, uh, friends with Jimmy Kingston. Claims he saw you there with the bartender a number of times and that you looked rather close.”

“That’s a lie!” I cried out, cursing Zeb. “An outright lie.”

I didn’t know which was worse, my dad knowing I’d had some sort of interaction with a sleazy drug dealer, or him thinking I’d had something going on with Jimmy. Ugh.

I squeezed my eyes shut, wishing for it all to be a bad dream. I silently wondered if—in addition to saving his own ass—Zeb was getting back at me for not taking him up on his unseemly offer of drugs. I recalled his leering stare when he’d hinted at his “payment plans,” and I almost lost my breakfast. Instead I started to cry.

“Maddy,” my father soothed, “I know he’s lying. This dealer is just looking to get out of trouble, and he thinks he can bargain with testimony against you. He’s nothing more than an opportunist scumbag.”

Yeah, an opportunist scumbag Detective Crowley was probably salivating over at this very minute. He finally had what he needed to issue an arrest warrant for me. If Zeb were willing to testify that I’d been having some kind of a physical relationship with Jimmy, then the police could claim my motive was possibly one of a lover scorned. Even though the whole idea was ridiculous, that, coupled with the circumstantial evidence, could be enough to convince a jury that I’d killed Jimmy Kingston.

At least my dad was still on my side. If Mayor Fitch ever lost faith in me, I didn’t know if I’d have the strength to keep going. But with him (and Adam) believing in me, I knew I had to fight.

And I needed to take action now. Answers that could potentially save my ass were not going to come to me while I sat here at Adam’s compound. I was going to have to go out and find them. On my own, since Adam wasn’t due to return from Boston until closer to dinnertime.

In that moment I made a decision. If I didn’t find anything new by the time Adam got back to Fade Island, then I’d tell him the things I had yet to mention—like my having met this Zeb character on one of my trips to Billy’s. And I’d ask for his thoughts regarding the scratch I’d seen on J.T.’s arm. And then I’d go to the police. There were far more things I’d kept from the police, but I trusted Hoffman would keep me from getting into too much trouble. I’d take the “honest” route my father had proposed days ago. Until then, though, I planned to search with renewed intensity.

With the clock ticking on my new self-imposed time limit, I hastily ended the call with my dad. And then I grabbed my jacket and headed out to the Lexus. A crisp blast of wind hit me as I walked across the driveway to my car. Though it was sunny, the November air was icy and brisk. I sat down in the driver’s seat and tried Adam’s cell. I wanted to get him up to speed on what was happening, but the call went straight to voicemail. No way was I leaving a message detailing the updates—especially the stuff about Zeb—so I hung up.

Tapping the cell to my chin, I pondered the one thing that could potentially blow the lid off this whole mess.

The photograph.

Enough days had passed that it should have arrived. But there had been the storm and, consequently, no ferry service yesterday. No ferry service equaled no mail service. Today, however, the weather was fine, and the ferry would be running on its regular schedule. So I put the Lexus in gear and raced toward town, my focus on reaching the café and getting my hands on the mail.

When I reached my destination, I parked in my usual spot out front and hurried in. I headed toward the coffee bar in the back, glancing around in the hopes of possibly seeing Helena on the premises. I’d not heard much from her since Monday—the day Jimmy had been murdered. And I had yet to apologize for involving her in my explanation to the police for being in Harbourtown. I didn’t even know if she was mad. Since that day she’d left only one brief voicemail, asking me how I was holding up. She hadn’t sounded angry, but I’d left her a couple of voicemails in return and still had yet to connect with her. I hoped she wasn’t avoiding me on account of what had happened in Harbourtown, but I had the sense something was definitely up.

Nate’s voice bellowed out, breaking me out of my musings. “Maddy!” he exclaimed, pulling me into a bear hug once he reached me. Well, at least he didn’t seem to be upset with me, I thought, as I hugged him in return.

“What about that storm?” Nate asked, stepping back. “You and Adam lose electricity up on that end of the island too?”

“Yeah,” I answered, “but it came back on sometime before morning.”

He nodded and then shot me an odd look, like maybe he was contemplating saying something of more import. He had to have been aware of my current status as a murder suspect, but I doubted he, or Helena for that matter, really believed I was capable of something like that. Seeing that they were friends with Adam, I suspected they fully comprehended the nature of false accusations. There was so much I wanted to say, and I wanted to start by apologizing for involving Helena.

But when I started to say, “Nate, I’m sorry. If you and Helena—” He cut me off.

“Maddy,” he said softly, “whatever it is you’re going to say, just know that it can wait. We know you’re innocent. Nobody in this café suspects you of anything. Don’t lose sight of that.”

Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, and I could only nod in response. I really wished Helena were there to tell me herself, but Nate’s words still meant a lot.

“Let’s change the subject,” Nate said, noticing my watery eyes. “So what brings you to the café today?”

I thought about asking where Helena was and if I could talk to her, but then I remembered my actual reason for being there. So instead I cleared my throat and inquired, “Has the ferry been around with the mail yet?”

Yep, best to get back on task. I’d talk with Helena later. Nate had pretty much confirmed she wasn’t mad at me, so I’d just catch up with her next visit.

Nate eyed me curiously, surely puzzled by my sudden urgent interest in postal delivery. “Yeah, it’s here,” he responded, taking a step back and reaching behind the counter to grab several parcels of mail. “Brody dropped it off a little while ago.” Handing me a small bundle of envelopes, he added, “You expecting something important?”

I froze and searched his face for some indication that he somehow knew what I was hoping to find in my small packet of mail. But it appeared Nate was just making conversation.

“Nah,” I answered in a controlled voice that belied how I really felt. “Just the usual bills.” I held up the bundle, giving him a clear view of the gas bill on the top.

Now that the mail was in my hands, I felt anxious. The photo could be in there, even behind the gas bill I’d showed Nate. But I couldn’t check right in front of him, so I made some excuse about needing to get back to Adam’s house to talk to Max about something. When Nate shot me another confused look, it dawned on me that I hadn’t seen Max all morning. Damn, I wasn’t even sure he was on the island today. Had he gone with Adam to Boston? I sure hoped he hadn’t, or Nate was really going to wonder about me. But Nate seemed back to normal as we said our farewells.

Once I was back in the Lexus, I paged through the bundle of mail, unable to wait another minute to see if the copy of the photo had arrived.

Bills, junk mail, a magazine, and then…

My pulse quickened as my fingertips grazed over the second envelope from the bottom. A plain white envelope—the same size as the one now sitting in a plastic evidence bag at the Harbourtown police station. This one happened to be addressed to me; Jimmy’s childlike printing etched in black ink across the front. But unlike the envelope I’d found at Billy’s, this one was not empty.

I stared down at the envelope in my trembling hands. And then a burst of paranoia coursed through me when I noticed Jimmy had printed a return address in the upper-left hand corner on the envelope. A return address for Billy’s. Oh Lord. I shot a sidelong glance toward the café. Had Nate seen the return address? Why hadn’t Jimmy put his home address on the envelope? Or better yet, not written anything at all in the return address area. As far as I was concerned, even the Harbourtown postmark was too much information for this particular piece of mail.

I couldn’t help but wonder who else had seen the envelope? Nate said Brody had brought the mail over in the morning, which meant it had been sorted and bundled over at Cove Beach. Had anyone else besides Brody had access to the mail today? Jennifer could have seen it. J.T. could have too. And Helena may have seen it if she’d been in the café earlier. Crap!

No matter who had seen it—and hopefully it was none of the above—it could prove to be dangerous for me. Apart from all of those individuals being potential suspects in Chelsea’s disappearance—which meant the guilty party would most likely guess what the envelope contained, especially if they’d played a part in Jimmy’s demise—it also didn’t bode well that I was the recipient of a letter from a guy I was suspected of killing. Yeah, that tidbit might prove to be too tasty to keep to oneself. Surely someone like J.T., or definitely Jennifer, would just love to go to the police and tell them Maddy Fitch was receiving letters from the man she may have murdered. Talk about incriminating.

I was starting to feel a little sick, and I still hadn’t even opened the damn thing. But just as I slipped my finger under the flap to tear it open, a rap to my car window made me jump in my seat, the envelope dropping to my lap.

I looked up to see Nate on the other side of the glass. “Everything all right in there?” he asked, his voice muffled coming through the closed car window.

I pressed a button, and the window descended. “I’m fine, thanks,” I said, my voice shaky.

Nate looked at me hard. I was sure the color had drained from my face, my eyes wide with the fear of being found out. Without breaking my gaze from Nate, I felt for the envelope, and once I had it, slipped it into a side pocket in my jacket. All the while I smiled, hopefully reassuringly, for Nate’s sake.

“OK,” he said at last. “I only came out to tell you Helena’s back. She saw you sitting out here in your car and wondered if you might want to come back in for a coffee.”

So Helena was around after all. Where had she been? At the bungalow? Had she walked right by me? I was parked directly in front of the café, but I’d been so preoccupied I wouldn’t have noticed. Oh God, had she seen me staring at the envelope from Jimmy? She could have been watching the whole time.

Damn, I needed to see who was in that picture, and I obviously wasn’t going to be able to do that in front of the café. Not now.

“Um, maybe I’ll stop back later,” I replied. “But I really do need to get back.”

Nate mumbled an “OK then,” and when he stepped away from the car, I got the hell out of there. Needless to say, I made it back to Adam’s place in no time. When I stopped in front of the house, I put the car in park and breathed a sigh of relief. Safe at last.

But then I noticed something attached to the front door, a slip of paper fluttering in the breeze. For a moment I watched the lazy movement of the paper, and then, leaving the car idling, I went to check it out.

A thick piece of parchment paper had been taped to the door, a single sentence visible on the front. I peeled the paper from the wood surface. Nine words were written in Adam’s neat, concise scrawl.



Home early, meet me down at the lighthouse. Adam.



It seemed odd that he hadn’t written more, odd that he hadn’t signed it love, Adam. I shook my head to dispel my negativity. Surely this was part of Adam’s big surprise plan for today. It wasn’t his fault he had arrived home early on the day I’d finally received the mail I’d been waiting for. The letter weighing heavy in my pocket dampened the usual excitement I would have felt knowing Adam had something special planned for us. But at this moment, my mind was focused on one thing only—the photo in the envelope.

I couldn’t wait any longer to see who was in the picture. Not another minute. I ran back down to the Lexus, wrenched the door open, and sat back down. Pulse racing, mouth dry, I pulled the envelope from my jacket pocket. I flipped it over, tore the flap, pulled out the piece of copy paper, unfolded it…

No no no! It couldn’t be.

But the image before me wasn’t lying. With my mouth agape, I stared and stared. The envelope—now as empty as the one in evidence—fluttered to the floor.

Oh. My. God.



Finally I blinked. But I continued to stare at the image of the Polaroid photo Jimmy had copied. It depicted exactly what he had claimed it would—an image of a blonde woman clearly making out with Chelsea Hannigan. Maybe it had all been part of a bet, but neither party appeared to be just “goofing around.” They both looked like they were into it. Way into it. Well, maybe the blonde more so than Chelsea.

And I knew that blonde. I could deny it all I wanted, but the image showed the truth. The mystery woman was a mystery no longer. The mystery woman had been my best friend in high school. And she was currently missing. Yes, the blonde mystery woman kissing Chelsea Hannigan was none other than Ami Dubois-Hensley. And what did that mean?

Ami had been involved with Chelsea, obviously. Did that mean Ami knew what happened to her? God, had she done something to her? But Ami was missing now as well, so maybe she’d known too much. Maybe someone had silenced Ami. Is that why she’d been trying to protect me? Was she afraid that if I knew what she knew, then I’d be in danger of disappearing too? But what had Ami known?

I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the photo and what it depicted. This was the reason Jimmy was dead. Why was it so imperative that this picture remain undiscovered?

I shoved the photo back into my jacket pocket and started toward the lighthouse.

Adam.

How did he fit into all of this? Had he known who was in the photo all along? Was that the reason he’d downplayed its significance? Or would he be just as surprised as I was to find out who was in this picture with Chelsea?

I couldn’t imagine Adam keeping Ami on as an employee if he’d know about her and his fiancée. Or was his involvement much more insidious? I was sickened as I imagined all the ways Adam could possibly be a part of this. And if he were, then I’d been played thoroughly…and set up perfectly to take the fall.

As I neared the lighthouse, heavy clouds rolled in, eclipsing the sun. I passed the café, but it was dark inside, the sign on the door flipped to display the “closed” side. Weird, it had been open less than an hour ago. Why was it closed now?

I drove until I reached the end of the road, parking the car close to the edge of the sidewalk where it was only a short walk to the top of the steep, uneven steps that trailed precariously down the side of the cliff. I got out of the car, walked the path I’d traveled with Adam weeks ago. When I reached the edge, I looked down. A fog had rolled in over the dark rocks, engulfing the base of the tall, looming lighthouse in the distance.

Here goes nothing, I thought.

Carefully I began the descent, negotiating my way down the slippery, worn steps. A gust of icy November air cut through my thin jacket, making me shiver. The temperature was dropping, the winds picking up in intensity. When I finally reached the base of the steps, I had to fight the urge to turn around and head back to get a heavier coat. But I forged ahead, knowing that Adam was waiting in the lighthouse.

This may be Adam’s surprise, I thought, but I have a surprise of my own. Far from forgetting about everything that had happened over the past several days, as had been the plan, we were going to face it.

That’s right. I had every intention of showing Adam the photo. In fact, I was banking on his reaction to determine just how much he’d known, and possibly kept from me, all this time.

Resolved, and with surprising dexterity, I navigated the slippery, oily-black surfaces of the rocks, closer and closer to the lighthouse. The dark waves crashed all around me, and through a thin veil of fog, I saw a flickering of golden illumination streaming through the small lighthouse windows. Candles, perhaps?

Adam had promised something special. Maybe he’d managed to set up a romantic dinner in the structure. He could have easily instructed Max to make the necessary preparations while he’d been flying back. Maybe that was why I hadn’t seen Max all day?

High tide was coming in, and the waves—now black as a velvet night in the dying light of day—continued to crash over the imposing rocky terrain. It was totally desolate down here. What the hell was I doing? I could be walking right into a trap. What if Adam wasn’t even here yet? But then who was waiting in the lighthouse?

I kept on walking, dismissing those crazy thoughts. I reached the sandy path that snaked to the lighthouse entrance. No matter what, I sought the truth. I’d come too far. I was on the cusp of losing a lot. And if my worst fears were realized, meaning the man I loved was involved in all of this, I’d end up losing it all.

I reached the door, and with that thought, I grabbed the cold metal handle and pushed it open. I took a tentative step into the dim, candlelit interior.

The feeling of unease I’d experienced when I’d first visited the lighthouse returned with a vengeance. Something was dreadfully wrong. Every instinct screamed for me to turn back. But I couldn’t walk away now. Even if it meant sacrificing my own sense of self-preservation, I was going in.

I breathed in the heavy, salt-tinged air and entered the lighthouse, ready to accept whatever fate had in store for me.