The Will

Chapter Sixteen

 

 

Delighted

 

 

 

My thumb at Jake’s nipple rubbing, my other hand wrapped around the side of his neck, my forehead to his, our heavy breaths mingling, his hand at my breast, thumb rubbing, other hand at my hip gripping, his back up against his headboard, knees cocked behind me, I was riding him and doing it fast.

 

“Jake,” I whispered urgently because it was building.

 

“Hurry, baby,” he whispered back.

 

“Jake,” I breathed.

 

“Faster, Josie,” he grunted.

 

I went faster.

 

Harder.

 

Oh yes.

 

That was better.

 

He rolled my nipple with his thumb and forefinger, tugging it gently at the same time.

 

I gasped as that shot straight from my breast to between my legs and moved faster.

 

Harder.

 

Oh yes.

 

It was building.

 

“Darling,” I panted.

 

“F*ck me,” he groaned. “Give me that p-ssy.”

 

I did, grinding down and his hand at my breast squeezed as my head shot back, my hand clenched his neck and my climax powered through me.

 

Jake wrapped an arm around my waist, holding me down and his hand at my breast slid up my chest, around my neck and into my hair. He forced my face in his neck as he buried his in mine just before I heard his deep groan.

 

I breathed against his skin, feeling his breaths whisper against mine, the sensation tingling along my skin, down my spine, over my bottom and between my legs. I liked the feel so much I squeezed him with my sex.

 

Jake emitted another soft groan as his arm around me tightened.

 

“Love that p-ssy,” he whispered against my neck.

 

I was so glad he did.

 

We stayed close, connected for long moments as our breaths quieted. Then I kissed his neck.

 

Jake wrapped both arms around me and slid me off, lifting me and turning me so I had my back to the bed, head to the pillows. He stayed leaned in deep, kissing me above the hair between my legs, then my belly, up between my breasts, up and again at my throat, under my chin then he brushed his mouth against mine before he whispered, “Be back.”

 

“All right.”

 

I watched his sated eyes smile before he touched his mouth to mine again and rolled away, tossing the covers over me when he did and then I watched him walk to the bathroom.

 

I was in his bed.

 

It was the morning after he showed me around the club.

 

We were at his house because I’d set my alarm criminally early but I did it so I could be waiting outside the back door at the gym when he arrived.

 

I’d watched his truck pull in and marveled how he parked, doing it with his eyes on me the entire time.

 

He got out and when he was walking to me, I called haughtily, “See? I can get up early and open the gym.”

 

He didn’t reply. He didn’t even say hello.

 

He swept me in his arms and I saw his huge, white smile before he took my mouth in a deep, long, wet kiss.

 

Then he took us into the gym, opened up, turned on the lights (all of this I watched closely for when it was my turn) and when the first man walked through the doors, he stated, “On your own, John. You need anything, call,” and we were out the door, in his truck and headed to his house.

 

The kids were still there when we arrived.

 

Ethan was ecstatic to see us return. It was then I learned the alarming news that the high school started at eight o’clock, Ethan’s school at eight thirty so he had to “hang” with this teacher who was “lame” and some other kids who were “losers” for a half an hour when Conner or Amber had to take him to school. He was delighted he didn’t have to do that.

 

He didn’t. Jake and I took him to school.

 

But when I learned this news, I turned to Jake and raised my brows.

 

He burst out laughing.

 

Ethan, Amber and Conner looked between us, all their expressions confused.

 

Jake didn’t explain.

 

Neither did I.

 

After dropping Ethan, Jake took me back to his house whereupon he pulled me up two flights of stairs, right to his bed, and started the festivities.

 

Culminating just now.

 

I watched him saunter back into the room, lift up the covers and then he was sliding in beside me. Half a second later, he was sliding my body on top of his and gliding one hand down to cup the cheek of my behind while he wrapped the other arm around me.

 

“Right,” he began, “I dig the demonstration you can meet me at the gym but only so I can drag your ass back here, take my kid to school then drag your ass up here and f*ck you in my bed.”

 

“Hmm,” I mumbled, finding my demonstration important for other reasons he should get.

 

“So how about we plan on doin’ that every day?” he suggested.

 

“That would negate you being able to sleep in, Jake,” I pointed out.

 

“Babe, you give me the choice of sleepin’ or f*ckin’ you, I’m gonna pick f*ckin’ you.”

 

Although I liked his choice, I still glared at him.

 

“You don’t like that plan?” he asked.

 

“I’m trying to be helpful.”

 

His arm around me slid up until his hand was in my hair. He used it to bring my face closer to his and said, “You are, baby. We’re gonna take a nap right about now and after comin’ hard with you ridin’ me hard and fast, I’m gonna sleep f*ckin’ great.”

 

I perked up.

 

“We’re going to take a nap?”

 

“Yep.”

 

I could use a nap. We’d left the club after one in the morning and I was up at five thirty to shower, dress and get to the gym.

 

“I could nap,” I told him and he smiled.

 

Then he rolled me, kissing my throat before he lifted his head. “Right. Nap. Up. Shower. Lunch. Then I gotta get to the gym to make sure no one came in and cleaned me out.”

 

Again, I was alarmed. “Is that a worry?”

 

He chuckled and said, “No, babe.”

 

“Oh,” I replied. Then I told him, “I’ve already taken a shower.”

 

“You’re gonna take another one.”

 

“I don’t need another one.”

 

He pressed into me, his face got close and his voice got low. “You’re gonna take another one.”

 

“Oh,” I repeated. “Okay.”

 

“Okay,” he replied, then commanded audaciously, “Now shut up and sleep.”

 

My eyes narrowed. “Telling someone to shut up is rude.”

 

“Babe,” he returned.

 

“And ordering an adult to sleep is preposterous,” I went on.

 

“Babe.”

 

“Babe?”

 

“Babe.”

 

“Is that your response?” I asked.

 

“No, my response is, babe, shut up and sleep but I already said that so I condensed it to just babe ‘cause that’s easier to say and might not piss you off.”

 

“I can’t read all that in babe, Jake.”

 

“You’ll learn to read my babes.”

 

Annoyingly, I was looking forward to doing that.

 

I didn’t share that with Jake.

 

I kept glaring at him.

 

His eyes were smiling when he bent in and kissed me, not a mouth brush this time, it was deeper, sweeter and much, much longer.

 

Jake ended it having turned us to our sides. We were pressed close with legs tangled in a delicious way. And after he ended it, he pulled me down and pressed my face into his throat.

 

“Now, babe, sleep,” he ordered.

 

“All right,” I gave in.

 

He kissed the top of my head.

 

I cuddled closer, held on tighter and within moments, I slept.

 

* * * * *

 

I was sitting on the counter watching Jake warm up a can of soup when my phone in my purse rang.

 

Jake twisted, grabbed my purse off the counter of the island, twisted back and plopped it in my lap.

 

I dug out my phone on a murmured, “Thank you, darling,” and saw the call was from Amber.

 

My eyes went to his.

 

“Amber,” I told him, taking the call, looking at my purse in my lap and putting the phone to my ear. “Hello, sweetheart,” I greeted.

 

Instantly, I yanked the phone from my ear when she shrieked, “You’ll never guess what just happened!”

 

When I felt it was safe, I put my phone back to my ear and asked, “What?”

 

But I heard nothing but strange muffled noises and my eyes shot to Jake.

 

His brows drew together.

 

“Amber?” I called.

 

“Hey, Josie,” boy Taylor said. “Amber’s busy hyperventilating and we don’t have a lot of time since lunch is over and we have to be in class, but she wants you to know that Alexi sat with us at lunch today.”

 

My heart skipped a beat.

 

It had been a long time but I remembered how that felt.

 

And how it felt was wonderful.

 

“He did?” I whispered.

 

“The entire time,” boy Taylor told me.

 

“Really?” I asked.

 

“Totally,” he answered. “And you should know she was totally cool. Sweet and nice to him, a little shy, but she waited to screech and hyperventilate until after he was long gone.”

 

I smiled at a Jake who still had brows drawn. “Tell her I’m proud of her.”

 

“Will do,” he replied. “Gotta go, though. We have to get to class.”

 

“Okay, sweetheart. Have a good day,” I said.

 

“You too. Later.”

 

“Later.”

 

He disconnected.

 

Jake asked, “What?” the instant I took the phone from my ear.

 

My heart skipped another beat for an entirely different reason.

 

Uh-oh.

 

“Well…” I began and trailed off.

 

“What?” he repeated.

 

“Um…”

 

He leaned toward me and said a warning, “Josie.”

 

“Alexi sat with Amber at lunch today.”

 

Instantly, he tipped his head back and muttered, “Christ almighty.”

 

“She’s quite excited,” I told him.

 

He tipped his head forward and scowled at me.

 

I lifted a hand and curled it around his neck, leaning close and sharing, “She’s happy.”

 

“He asks her out and comes on that bike to pick her up, I’m shooting him.”

 

I dropped my hand and leaned back, my brows lifting. “You own a firearm?”

 

“No,” he answered, turning his focus back to our soup. “But today, I’m buyin’ one.”

 

I let out a little giggle that I swallowed before it could bloom when Jake’s eyes cut to me.

 

“I’m not joking.”

 

“Okay, darling,” I said soothingly.

 

He looked back at the soup, muttering, “F*ck me.”

 

I jumped off the counter and put my purse back on the island, stating, “I’ll get drinks. What do you want?”

 

“Coke,” he answered.

 

I didn’t get him a Coke.

 

I moved to him, fit my front to his back, wrapped my arms around his stomach and put my chin to his shoulder blade, whereupon I whispered, “You’re a good dad.”

 

I gave him a squeeze, kissed his shoulder blade through his shirt, let him go and got him his Coke.

 

But when I turned away from the fridge, I saw he didn’t look quite so aggravated anymore.

 

And thus, I figured I’d appropriately handled my man.

 

So I smiled.

 

* * * * *

 

“And he was all, Combat Raptor is lame. So I was all, and Zombie Mayhem wasn’t? And he was all, Zombie Mayhem was the bomb. And I was all, there’s no such thing as zombies. And he was all, like men can turn into jets? And I was all, duh, Transformers…? And he was all, Transformers are robots.”

 

This was coming from Ethan who was, for some unknown reason, lying upside down on Gran’s couch, his feet over the back, his head dangling over the seat.

 

Amber was painting her nails in Gran’s armchair.

 

We’d just had dinner (and dessert) that I’d prepared, but for some reason, Conner was in the other armchair eating the chips and salsa Ethan told me I had to buy when we took Pearl on the excruciatingly long (I reminded myself she did walk with a walker) trip to the grocery store that afternoon.

 

And by the by, I was right. Ethan knew Pearl. They liked each other a great deal and our afternoon was quite enjoyable (sans the excruciatingly long trip at the grocery store, of course).

 

Conner not only had chips and salsa but also a textbook opened on his thigh to which he was paying scant attention.

 

As for me, I’d been planted in the couch between the upside down Ethan and the right side up Jake.

 

The pre-game show for Monday Night Football was on the television. This was because Jake had programmed my DVR (I didn’t even know I had one or, indeed, what one was) to “Tape Project Runway anytime it shows, even the reruns, so you can watch it whenever you want and Amber can come over and watch that shit with you.”

 

As this was acceptable to Amber and me, Monday Night Football it was.

 

Ethan kept rattling on as Jake slid an arm around me and tucked me close to his side.

 

I rested my head against his chest, pulled my legs up, tucked them into the seat beside me and studied the commentators.

 

When Ethan took a breath, I noted, “That tie the bald fellow is wearing is extremely unbecoming.”

 

“I know, right?” Amber agreed.

 

Jake’s arm gave me a squeeze as a soft chuckle escaped his mouth but I heard it come from there and from his chest and I felt it.

 

All three were very nice.

 

“Jesus,” Conner muttered.

 

Without disconnecting from Jake, quietly and cautiously I said to Conner, “You really shouldn’t take the Lord’s name in vain, honey.”

 

Conner grinned at me and replied, “You really shouldn’t talk trash about a Football Hall of Famer’s tie.”

 

“Is this a rule?” I queried.

 

“Absolutely, “Conner replied.

 

I rolled my eyes and when I rolled them back, he was still grinning at me.

 

“Whatever,” I muttered.

 

Then I burrowed closer, wrapped an arm around Jake’s stomach, he lifted his stocking feet to Gran’s coffee table, crossed his ankles and we watched Monday Night Football.

 

* * * * *

 

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