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I stood at the window of the downtown Denver high-rise, looking out over the city. This definitely wasn’t a place I could set down roots. Two months in Telluride had taught me that concrete and I weren’t compatible in the long-term sense.
Plus, Denver didn’t have Ella.
It had been a week since our fight in the truck, and we’d been polite…even friendly. But that easygoing rhythm we’d always had was nowhere to be found. Not with everything hanging between us.
If I wasn’t careful, she’d realize I was in love with her, and then we’d be in even deeper shit.
I’d never had a woman prick my temper the way Ella did. Hell, I’d sworn at her. I’d also never had a woman I cared to see more than once or twice, or one who owned my soul the way she did. Of course I’d agree to whatever terms she had when it came to the adoption. Not just because I was desperate to save Maisie and protect Colt, but because I’d give Ella whatever she wanted if it simply made her smile.
And in return, she was giving me a family, as screwed up as the justification was. The kids would be mine, in every way that mattered to me. I could love them, protect them, make sure they had everything they needed. I’d get Maisie approved for every treatment and make sure Colt knew I had his back every day of his life. I’d prove myself to Ella, show up until she couldn’t doubt me ever again, and then I’d win her heart.
Until she finds out what you did.
Yeah. That. It didn’t matter how hard I tried to ignore it, my secret hung over my head like a guillotine.
At least the kids would be protected when Ella kicked me out. It wasn’t like she’d unadopt the kids or risk Maisie. This was the one way I could fulfill my promise to Ryan and placate my aching heart, knowing one day the past was going to catch up to me.
My cell phone dinged, and I swiped to open the message app.
DONAHUE: Updated papers are ready with new dates. You sure about this?
My fingers paused over the keys. I was sure that I wanted Maisie to live, and this was the only means to that end.
GENTRY: Yep. But it doesn’t mean I’m coming back.
DONAHUE: You keep telling yourself that.
I slid my phone into my pocket, not bothering to reply.
“Mr. Gentry,” a voice called out from behind me, and I turned around.
“Mr. Danbury,” I answered. So this was Jeff. He basically looked like an overgrown frat boy who’d been poured into his father’s suit. His hair was blond and slicked back, his eyes gray and calculating.
We shook hands, and I quickly took my seat across from him at the conference table, scared that I’d lose it and crush him for having touched Ella, let alone abandoning her and the kids.
The hell with him. He didn’t deserve her, and he sure as hell didn’t deserve them.
He adjusted his suit coat, and I did the same, unbuttoning the bottom button. At least Denver had good, fast tailors.
“So what can I do for you, Mr. Gentry?” he asked.
“I understand you’re the youngest junior partner at your firm.”
“I am. Just graduated law school as a matter of fact.”
“Perks of having a dad with his name on the wall?” I asked, motioning to the firm’s name.
His smile fell. Jeffy-boy didn’t like having his silver spoon brought up. Guys like him were all the same—they’d had their cushy lives handed to them, and they despised any speed bump that kept them from the prize. God knew he’d run right over Ella.
“I consider it part-ownership in the family business,” he said with a shrug.
“Ah, family. I’m so glad you brought that up.” I pushed the manila envelope across the table, and he caught it.
“What the hell is this?” he asked, scanning the paper.
“You know what it is, unless that fancy law degree didn’t teach you how to read. Sign it.”
He read it again and then put it down slowly. Then I saw it, the look that said he thought he had one up on me now that he knew what I wanted.
“What did Ella pay you to do this?”
“I’m sorry?”
“There has to be a reason. It’s been years.”
“There is. I’m adopting the twins.”
His smirk fell off his preppy face, and his gaze dropped to my hand, looking for a ring. “You marrying her?”
“I can’t see how that’s any of your business.”
“Well, seeing as you’d like to adopt my kids—”
All emotion drained from my body in a familiar retreat. The sensation the same as every time I stepped into combat, preparing me to commit unforgivable atrocities.
“They’re not your kids,” I said.
“Yeah, I’d beg to differ on that, considering how many times I screwed her in the two months we were married. Small-town girl with a small-town mind just wanted a ring first.”
If Havoc had been here, she would have gone for his throat based on my tension level alone.
“You might be their biological father, but you’re sure as hell not their dad. You’ve never so much as seen them, spoken to them, or had any interaction. They. Are. Not. Your. Kids. They’re mine.”
As soon as the words left my mouth, that sweet pressure was back in my chest, the love I had for them overpowering my instinct to void my emotions.
“So what exactly is in this for me?”
“Are you serious?”
He shrugged. “Consider it a business transaction. You want something I have. What are you going to give me for it?”
“How about I tell you what I’m not going to give you?”
He sat there expectantly while I did my best to keep a level head.
Three things: Maisie. Colt. Ella. They were the reason and the only things that mattered.
“I’m not going to give you the over-two-million-dollar bill for Maisie’s cancer treatments that’s going to come due in the next year.”
He swallowed but showed no other outward sign of hearing me.
“Reason enough? Or we can just add her to your insurance, since you’re so keen on calling them yours. I’m sure that would go over really well with your dad, considering he told Ella about six months ago that he really didn’t care if Maisie lived or died as long as she left him and you the hell alone. I’m sure that would be great for business if it got out.”
“Is that a threat?”
“Not in the least. Why would I do that when you’re going to sign that release, and your little secretary outside is going to notarize it all nice and pretty?” I leaned back in the chair.
“Fine. I’ll sign it.” He ripped a pen out of the cup in the center of the table and scrawled his name across the paper. I didn’t relax. Not yet.
“Have it notarized.”
He cursed under his breath but pushed back from the table and barked for his secretary from the doorway. A twentysomething woman in a tight pencil skirt hustled over, signing the bottom of the document and stamping it before running back to her desk.
Jeff shoved the folder at me, and I looked over the document, making sure it had been signed and notarized correctly. I wasn’t doing this a second time.
“Now if there’s anything else?”
I let my smile loose. “Yeah. Get your checkbook.”
“Excuse me?” His eyes popped wide in indignation.
“Get. Your. Checkbook. You’re going to write Ella a check for six years of back support on the kids. Now.”
“The hell I am. Besides, I just started working last month. What do you want? Thirty percent of nothing?”
“Yeah, but your million-dollar trust fund kicked in the minute you attended your first class freshman year of college. So you’re going to write a lovely, fat check to Ella.”
“How did you know that?”
“Not important. You’re going to write what you owe her, or I’m going to take this document to your fiancée’s dad. What is he? A senator? And then I’m going to leak it to the press that you not only abandoned those kids, but you left their mother destitute while she struggled to afford the cancer treatments Maisie needs. How do you think that’s going to play out in the press?”
“You’d ruin me.”
I took a deep, steadying breath. Even knowing that Maisie had cancer didn’t affect this selfish prick. “Yeah, that’s the idea.”