CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
Berlin, July 1946
THE NEXT MORNING THEYwoke at six. At seven, housekeeping brought breakfast and a U.S. commissioned uniform for Alexander. They laundered Tatiana's nursing uniform.
Alexander had coffee and toast and six cigarettes. Tatiana had coffee and toast but couldn't keep it down.
At seven fifty-five, two armed guards escorted Alexander and Tatiana to the third floor. They sat down silently in the antechamber in wooden chairs.
At eight, the doors opened and John Ravenstock came out. "Good morning, you two. Much better in clean clothes, no?" Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/ab*.html
Alexander stood up.
Ravenstock glanced at Tatiana. "Nurse Barrington, you might want to wait in your room. We're likely to be a good few hours."
"I will wait right here," said Tatiana.
"Suit yourself," Ravenstock said.
Alexander walked behind the consul. Before he disappeared inside he turned around. Tatiana was standing. She saluted him. He saluted her.
Six men sat at a long conference table, while Alexander remained standing.
John Ravenstock introduced Military Governor Mark Bishop ("We've met"), Phillip Fabrizzio, the U.S. ambassador, and the generals for the three branches of the U.S. armed forces stationed in Berlin--Army, Air Force, Marines.
"So?" Bishop said. "What have you got to say for yourself, Captain Belov?"
"Excuse me, Governor?"
"Do you speak English?"
"Yes, of course."
"Because of you we have an international situation brewing here in Berlin. The Soviets are demanding, insisting , that the minute you come through our doors we surrender an Alexander Belov to the proper Soviet authorities. Your wife, however, is telling us that you are an American citizen. Indeed Ambassador Fabrizzio has read your file and things seem to be a bit murky with the nationality of a man named Alexander Barrington. And look, I don't know what you did or didn't do for the Soviets before they threw you in Sachsenhausen. But one thing Ido know--in the last four days you killed a battalion of their men and they are demanding justice for them."
"I find it ironic that the Soviet military command here in Berlin, or anywhere for that matter, should suddenly care about their men, when I myself buried at least two thousand of their men in Sachsenhausen during time of peace."
"Yes, well, Sachsenhausen is a camp for convicted criminals."
"No, sir, soldiers like me. Soldiers like you. Lieutenants, captains, majors, one colonel. Oh, and that's not including the seven hundred German men--high-ranking officers and civilians--who have been either buried or cremated there."
"Do you deny killing their men, Captain?"
"No, sir. They were coming to kill me and my wife. I had no choice."
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"Yes."
"The Commandant of the Special Camp claims you are an inveterate escapee."
"Yes, I was not happy with the living conditions. I was voting with my feet."
The generals exchanged looks. "You were convicted of treason, is that correct?"
"It is correct that that is what I was convicted of, yes."
"Do you deny charges of treason?"
"Whole-heartedly."
"They say you had deserted the Red Army when they were coming to resupply you and after meandering through the woods, you willingly surrendered yourself to the enemy and fought alongside them against your own people."
"I did give myself up to the enemy. I had not had any reinforcements in two weeks, I was out of bullets and out of men on a defense line of forty thousand Germans. I never fought against my own people. I was in Catowice and then Colditz. But surrenderingwas against the law for Soviet soldiers, so I am guilty as charged."
The generals were silent. "You are lucky to still be alive, Captain," said General Pearson of the Marines. "We heard that out of six million Soviet prisoners of war, the Germans let five million die."
"I am sure that figure is not inflated, General. Perhaps if Stalin had signed the Geneva Agreement, more would be alive. The English and the Americans POW weren't all killed, were they?"
There was no answer from the generals.
"So what is your rank now?"
"I have no rank. My rank was taken away from me when I was sentenced for treason."
"Why are the Soviets calling you Major Belov, then?" Bishop asked.
Half-smiling, Alexander shrugged. "I don't know."
"Captain Belov, why don't you start at the beginning, from the moment your parents left America and came to the Soviet Union, and tell us what has happened to you? That will help us greatly. We have too much conflicting information here. The NKGB has been looking for an Alexander Barrington for ten years. But they also maintain you are Alexander Belov. We don't even know if that is one and the same man. Why don't you tell us who you are, Captain."
"Be glad to, sir. Request permission to sit."
"Granted," said Bishop. "Guard, bring this man some cigarettes, and some water." Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/ab*.html
Alexander had been in for six hours. Tatiana thought he could have been taken away through a secret passage, but she kept hearing dim voices through the thick wood doors.
She paced, she sat--she crouched, she rocked. Her life and his floating before her eyes in the anteroom of the United States Embassy in Berlin.
They were learning to swim, and each minute did not get easier, each day did not bring new relief. Each day brought just another minute of the things they could not leave behind. Jane Barrington sitting on the train coming back to Leningrad from Moscow, holding on to her son, knowing she had failed him, crying for Alexander, wanting another drink, and Harold, in his prison cell, crying for Alexander, and Yuri Stepanov on his stomach in the mud in Finland, crying for Alexander, and Dasha in the truck, on the Ladoga ice, crying for Alexander, and Tatiana on her knees in the Finland marsh, screaming for Alexander, and Anthony, alone with his nightmares, crying for his father.
But there he is! With the cap in his hands, crossing the street for his white dress with red roses, there he is, every day coming to Kirov, stone upon stone, corpse upon corpse, there he is, in the Field of Mars under the lilacs with his rifle and she is barefoot next to him, and he is whirling her around on the steps of their wedding church, waltzing with her under the red moon of their wedding night, coming out of the Kama, coming at her broken and destroyed, bare, smiling, smoking, drowning Alexander. He is not gone yet. He is not vanished. Perhaps what remains of him can still be saved.
And there he is once again, standing on the river Vistula, looking out onto the rest of what's left of his life. One path leads to death; the other to salvation. He doesn't know which road to take, but in his eyes is the girl on the bench, and across the river is the Bridge to Holy Cross.
When Alexander was finished, the generals sat still, the ambassador sat still, the consul sat still.
"Whew, Captain Belov," said Bishop, "that's some life you got there. How old are you?"
"Twenty-seven."
Bishop whistled.
General Pearson of the United States Marines said, "You're telling us that your wife, without knowing where you were, came to Germany bearing weapons, found the camp you were in, found your cell, found you, and orchestrated your escape out of the maximum security Special Camp Number 7?"
"Yes, sir." Alexander paused. "Perhaps we can keep the reference to my wife out of this tribunal's report?"
John Ravenstock was quiet. The generals were quiet. "And what would you call yourself, Captain, if your American citizenship were reinstated?"
"Anthony Alexander Barrington," he said.
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The door opened and the seven of them came out of the conference room. Alexander walked out last. He saw Tatiana struggle up from her chair, but she couldn't stand without holding on to it, and she looked so alone and forsaken, he was afraid that she would break down in front of half a dozen strangers. Yet he wanted to say something to her, something to comfort her, and so slightly nodding his head, he said, "We are going home."
She inhaled, and her hand covered her mouth.
And then because she was Tatiana and because she couldn't help herself, and because he wouldn't have it any other way, she ran to him and was in his arms, generals or no generals. She flung her arms around him, she embraced him, her wet face was in his neck.
His head was bent to her, and her feet were off the ground.
Though much is taken, much abides; and though we are not now that strength which in old days moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are--
Unyielding.
Barrington, Leningrad, Luga, Ladoga, Lazarevo, Ellis Island, the mountains of Holy Cross, their lost families, their lost mothers and fathers, their brothers in arms and brothers are etched on their souls and their fine faces and like the mercurial moon, like Jupiter over Maui, like the Perseus galaxy with its blue, imploding stars they remain, as the stellar wind whispers over the rivers all run red, over the oceans and the seas, murmuring through the moonsilver skies...
Tatiana...
Alexander...
But the bronze horseman is still.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Grateful and overdue thanks:
To Larry Brantley, the voice of the Army, for the hours spent detailing for me things I could never have known.
To Tracy Brantley, his wife and my true friend, who in a very amigo-like fashion, gave me early on what I needed most by weeping in all the right places and loving Tania and Shura for all the right reasons.
To Irene Simons, my first mother-in-law, for giving me the name under which I write my books.
To Elaine Ryan, my second mother-in-law, for giving me her perfect second son. Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/ab*.html
To Radik Tikhomirov, my father's friend for sixty years, for photocopying diaries of blockade survivors at the St. Petersburg library and sending me hundreds of pages in original Russian.
To Robert Gottlieb, a fellow Russophile, for performing miracles, and to Kim Whalen for a decade of hard work.
To Nick Sayers, my former publisher, my editor, my friend.
To Pavla Salacova who works so hard making my life easier she makes me believe she has twenty hands.
To my second and last husband Kevin--you are the bomb.
And to my father, who, a long time ago, hoped and believed and loved, and brought his family to the promised land for a free life.
About the Author
PAULLINA SIMONSis the bestselling author of the acclaimed novelsTully, Red Leaves, andEleven Hours. Born and raised in St. Petersburg, Russia, she has lived in Rome, London, and Dallas, and currently lives near New York City with her husband and four children.
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