On Dublin Street

~12~


You know on those nature shows when the cute little meerkat is strolling along on its four cute little meerkat legs to get back to her burrow where all her little meerkat politics, drama and family await her, and this big-ass eagle comes swooping overhead…?


The smart little meerkat runs for cover and waits that big-ass eagle out.


Some time passes, and the meerkat finally decides the eagle got bored and went off to scare the crap out of some other cute little meerkat. So, the meerkat crawls out from her hidey-hole to carry merrily on her way.


And just when that little meerkat thought she was home free, that big-ass eagle swoops down and catches her in his big-ass claws.


Well… I know exactly how that little meerkat felt…


***


Braden didn’t call again, or text, or email. I spent the next few days keeping busy, fighting with my manuscript, erasing chapters that an eighth grader could have written, cleaning the apartment from top to bottom, and taking advantage of the distraction that was the Edinburgh Festival with Ellie. We hit the Theatre Big Top in The Meadows to catch the show, The Lady Boys of Bangkok, and damn, were those some pretty boys, went to the Edvard Munch exhibit out in the west of the city at The Scottish National Gallery of Modern Art, and we bought cheap tickets to this young, up and coming comedian who was stuck in a dingy room in the dated building of the Student Union at the university main campus. Being in the union brought back a lot of memories of Rhian, James and I hanging out in there. I tried to let myself enjoy the crowds of the festival, the tourists everywhere, the smell of coffee, and beer, and hot food everywhere. Peddlers on the sidewalk, peddling their wares—jewelry, posters, random mementos, flyers everywhere.


I also paid a traumatizing visit to my therapist and spoke about Dru for the first time.


Yeah. I didn’t want to think about it.


Suffice to say by the time Thursday rolled around I’d managed to convince myself that Braden had only been playing with me. After all, if he’d been serious he would have at least texted me to make sure I hadn’t forgotten him, but nope. Nothing. Nada.


I’d changed my shifts at work from Thursday, Friday, to Friday and Saturday nights so I was free to hang out at home. When Ellie told me she was staying with her mom that night because she felt like hanging out with her family, I stupidly didn’t think anything of it. I was unprepared. I was relaxed, thinking Braden had forgotten about me.


I stuck my stupid head out of my stupid hidey-hole.


That’s when Braden swooped in like a big-ass eagle.


The apartment was silent except for the sitting room, where I was curled up on an armchair, sipping from a glass of wine and watching Zack Snyder’s 300. I realize now what a bad idea that had been. All those rippling muscles and the languid side-effect of the wine… I blamed it all for what happened next.


“You know you should really lock the door when you’re home alone.”


“Shit!” I jumped, spilling wine all over my jeans. I shot out of the chair, glaring at Braden who stood in the doorway, looking un-amused. What did he have to be pissed about? His favorite jeans hadn’t just gotten ruined! “Jesus C, Braden, for the last time would you freaking knock!”


His eyes dropped to my stained jeans before flicking back to my face. “If you promise to lock the door when you’re home alone.”


I grew still, taking in his serious expression. Was he… concerned about me? I frowned, and dropped my gaze as I put my almost empty glass on the coffee table. “Fine,” I murmured, unsure of what to do with that.


“Ellie’s gone for the night.”


My eyes shot to his face and I found him watching me intently. He was wearing a suit, but he looked a little rumpled, like he’d been working for hours and had come to see me without making a pit stop. My stomach flipped as realization dawned. “Did you orchestrate that?”


The left side of his mouth quirked up. “For future reference, Ellie can be bought with a box of champagne truffles.”


I was going to kill the traitor.


Especially because Braden looked so damn good. That and the fact that the costume department for 300 had done a number on my libido caused the hormonal wreck that stood before Braden. I willed myself to take Dr. Pritchard’s advice and stop thinking fifty steps ahead. I told myself all the time that I was living life in the present because planning a future was just so terrifying. But while I lived my life in the present, I constantly worried about what awaited me tomorrow, and I think the good doctor was suggesting I take my own damn advice and live for today.


But with Braden?


It was too dangerous. I already knew I didn’t want a relationship with him.


“I take it you weren’t expecting me?” Braden asked as he settled himself on the couch.


Not wanting to appear intimidated, I slipped back into my seat on the armchair. “No. I managed to convince myself through wishful thinking that we were done with whatever that was that happened before…”


He shrugged out of his jacket. “You mean when I dry humped you against a wall?”


My jaw locked with irritation. If he’d been a character in a book, I would have hated his dirty mouth. As it was, my body loved his dirty mouth. No need to tell him that. “You know, Braden, I’ve watched you over the last few months and you’re such a gentleman to everyone but me. What’s with that?”


“I want you in my bed. Gentlemen are boring in bed.”


Good point. “Gentlemen are gentlemen in bed. They make sure you’re having a good time.”


“I’ll make sure you’re having a good time, and that you’re okay with everything we’re doing. I just won’t be well-mannered about it.”


Stomach flip, belly squeeze. “I thought we already discussed this. You and I are not happening.”


He frowned at me, leaning forward, his elbows on his knees and his hands clasped together between them. His shirt sleeves were rolled up again. It was like he knew what that did to me. “We haven’t discussed anything.”


I sighed heavily. “Braden, I like you, I do. Yeah, you’re an overbearing ass and you say whatever is on your mind without filtering out the filth, but you seem like a good guy, and you’re a good brother to Ellie.” Our eyes caught, and I almost flinched at the pang of attraction that zinged across my chest. “Ellie has become a really good friend and I love living with her here. I don’t want to mess that up. And I don’t want to be in a relationship. With anyone.”


He looked at me so long in silence, I didn’t know if he was actually going to ever respond. I had just decided it might be best to leave the room and Braden to his thoughts, when he relaxed back against the couch. His eyes darkened. I knew that look. Uh oh. “Good thing I’m not proposing a relationship.”


It was safe to say I was completely confused. “Well, what are you proposing?”


“Just sex.”


What? “What?”


“You and me. Just sex. Whenever we want. No strings attached.”


“Just sex,” I repeated, feeling the words roll around my mouth and brain. Just sex. Sex with Braden whenever I wanted with no strings attached. “What about everything else? Ellie, the apartment, the whole gang hanging out?”


Braden shrugged. “None of that has to change. We’ll be friends who hang out and have sex with each other.”


“And what would we tell people?”


“It’s nobody’s bloody business.”


I tilted my head, exasperated. “I meant Ellie.”


“The truth.” He eyed me carefully. “I don’t lie to my sister.”


“She won’t like it.”


Braden chuckled. “I don’t give a flying f*ck if Ellie likes it or not. In fact, I’d prefer it if my wee sister stayed clear of my sexual business.”


“That’ll be kind of hard since the person you want to have sex with lives with her.”


That didn’t bother him in the least. “Your bedrooms are on opposite sides of the flat. And you can always visit my bed in my flat.”


Hmm. Braden’s apartment. I was curious to see it.


No! No, stop it! “I can’t.”


“You can’t, or you won’t?” his eyes narrowed dangerously.


Stomach flip, belly squeeze. I closed my eyes. I could feel his body pressed against mine again, feel his tongue stroking mine, and his hand gentle but firm against my breast. Oh God. My eyes flew open and I found his gaze had softened on me. “Just sex?”


I could tell he was trying to stifle a smile, like he knew he was winning. “Well… almost.”


What? “Almost?”


“I need someone to accompany me to business dinners and whatever inane social events Morag has scheduled me to appear at. It would be nice to go with someone who wasn’t expecting a marriage proposal or a diamond necklace at the end of the night.”


“That’s not just sex. That’s like an arrangement. Like the arrangement you usually have with all those Barbies you date. Which brings me to why me? Braden, you’ve got a lot of money and you’re not exactly hard on the eyes—although I doubt you need me telling you that and giving you something else to be a cocky bastard about—so why not go out and get one of those tall, skinny blondes who will jump at the chance of jumping you?”


Surprise flashed across Braden’s face and he dipped his head down. “One: because they need me to care about them. They want me to talk about my feelings, and they want me to buy them shit. We’re talking about taking that out of the picture, which works for both of us. And two: seriously?”


I frowned, wondering what he was ‘seriously-ing’ me at.


“Well,” he shook his head, grinning now, “You always surprise me.”


“How’s that?”


“I just assumed you knew how sexy you are. Apparently you don’t.”


Wow. I flushed inwardly and rolled my eyes at him, like his words hadn’t penetrated my steel armor. “Whatever.”


My blasé answer didn’t deter him. He was determined to answer my question. “No, you don’t look like my usual woman. And yes, I like long legs. And yours are short.”


I glowered at him now.


Braden grinned. “And yet they still gave me a semi-hard on in the taxi when you were wearing those little shorts. And again when you wore them at Elodie’s and Clark’s.”


My mouth dropped open. “You’re lying.”


He shook his head, enjoying himself. “You’ve got great legs, Jocelyn. An amazing smile when you use it on occasion. And fantastic tits. And yeah, I usually date blondes. But you’re a blonde. I think.” He laughed when my glower turned full on glare. “Doesn’t matter about the color. You never wear it down, and I can’t get the thought of you beneath me, and that hair spread out across my pillow while I move inside you, out of my head.”


Oh. God.


“But I think mostly it’s your eyes. I want something from them no one else gets from them.”


“And what’s that?” I asked, my voice low, almost hoarse. His words had affected me as deeply as any aphrodisiac.


“Soft.” His own voice had deepened with the highly sexual atmosphere. “Soft the way only a woman’s can be after she’s come for me.”


I gulped inwardly. Outwardly, I tilted my head to the side with a wry grin. “You’re good with the words, I’ll give you that.”


“I’m good with my hands. Will you let me give you that?”


I laughed and his grin widened, wicked and beautiful. I sighed, and shook my head again. “It sounds like more than just sex, Braden. You’re asking for companionship. That’s complicating things.”


“Why? It’s just two friends going on a few dates and having sex afterwards.” He sensed my unmoving doubt on that one because he shrugged. “Look, when have I ever gotten serious about a woman? I want you, you want me. It’s hanging over what should have been a perfectly nice friendship, so let’s just deal with it.”


“But adding date nights into it? Doesn’t that extend the time period on this thing?”


I thought I saw a flash of annoyance in his eyes, but it was gone with a flicker of his lashes. “You want to put a time period on it?”


“A month.”


And then he grinned, realizing I was giving in.


Shit. I was giving in.


“Six.”


I snorted. “Two.”


“Three.”


We stared at one another and as if it suddenly occurred to us we were talking about how long we were intending to explore a sexual relationship with each other, the already hot tension between us burned deeper, and thickened the air. It was like someone had lassoed a rope around the two of us and was tugging and tugging, trying to draw us closer. An image of us in my bed, naked and writhing, flashed across my mind and my body instantly responded. Panties sufficiently damp, my nipples joined the party and tightened—visibly. Braden’s eyes dropped to my breasts and started to smolder before they returned to my face.


“Done,” I murmured.


His next question was unexpected but practical. “Are you on the pill?”


I’d had irregular, heavy periods so yes I was on the pill to stop that. “Yes.”


“Have you been checked?”


I knew what he meant. And after my last sexual encounter and the whole not remembering what the hell had happened, yeah… I’d been checked for STDs. “Yes. Have you?”


“After every relationship.”


“Then I guess we’re good to go.”


The words were barely out of my mouth before Braden was standing above me, his large hand reaching out for mine, his face determined, serious. His eyes blazing.


“What? Now?” I squeaked, totally unprepared.


He cocked an eyebrow. “You want to wait?”


“I just… I thought I’d have time to get ready.”


“Get ready?”


“You know… perfume, nice lingerie…”


With a grunt of amusement, Braden took hold of my wrist and hauled me out of my chair. My small body slammed into his and his arms came instantly around me, holding me to him. A hand slid down my hip and around to my butt. He squeezed it lightly and pressed me against him, his erection hard against my belly. I stifled a moan, tilting my head back to meet his eyes. They glittered down at me. “Babe, nice lingerie is for seducing a man. I’m already f*cking seduced.”


“Okay, but-”


His mouth cut me off, crushing against mine, his tongue seeking immediate entry. His kiss was deep and wet and it said ‘this isn’t a date, this is sex’. That was fine by me. I groaned and slid my arms up around his neck and Braden took that as my acquiescence.


One minute I was on the ground, the next I was in Braden’s arms, my legs around his waist, my hands in his hair as we kissed and bit and nipped and licked at each other’s mouths, learning the taste and feel of one another.


“F*ck,” Braden responded, the burr of the word vibrating against my lips.


No time to complain about him leaving my mouth, I felt the air blow through my hair and we were moving into the hall, down the hall, into my bedroom and then I was falling. I hit the mattress with a surprised ‘oof’ and stared up at Braden indignantly. “Was that necessary?”


“Strip,” he answered gruffly, unbuttoning his shirt with quick, nimble fingers.


My sex clenched. My jaw did too. “Excuse me?”


He stopped what he was doing and leaned down over me, his hands on either side of my hips on the mattress, his face in mine. “A second proposal: when we’re f*cking, you don’t argue with me.”


“Bu-”


“Jocelyn,” he murmured in warning.


My eyes dropped to his mouth, the mouth I wanted back on mine. If that meant not arguing during sex, fine. I’d just argue with him when we weren’t having sex. “Why do you insist on calling me Jocelyn?” I made sure my tone wasn’t argumentative, just curious. Because I was curious.


His lips touched mine, soft, gentle, and he pulled back, those pale blue eyes of his bright with heat. “Joss is a girl’s name. Possibly a tomboy’s name.” He smirked. “Jocelyn, on the other hand, is a woman’s name. A really sexy woman’s name.” He pulled back. “So strip, Jocelyn.”


Okay. He could call me Jocelyn.


I sat up and lifted the hem of my shirt, pulling it up and over my head. I threw it across the room and took a moment to watch Braden strip out of his own shirt. It dropped to the floor and I watched it, before letting my eyes travel back upwards. I smiled in anticipation at the sight of the hard-on tenting his pants, and then my mouth went dry as I took in his naked torso.


Braden worked out. Like really worked out.


The waist of his pants hung low showing off his flat stomach and the sexy v-cut of his muscles there. I bit my lip. I wanted to touch him. My eyes followed his six-pack up to a strong chest and broad-shoulders. And it was all nicely wrapped up in unblemished golden skin.


“F*ck, Jocelyn.” I looked up and found his gaze blazing even brighter than before. “If you keep looking at me like that, this is going to be over far sooner than I’d like.”


Hmm. I liked that. I liked that I had power over him. “Well, we can’t have that.” I grinned saucily, and reached around to undo my bra. The cold air hit my naked breasts as I dropped the bra off the side of the bed and this time I was treated to Braden’s perusal.


His eyes drifted from my chest to my face and suddenly he looked a little angry. I stiffened in surprise. “Do you know what it’s been like for me since that day in the flat? Sitting across from you in bars, at dinner, knowing that underneath all the attitude is every man’s f*cking fantasy.”


Oh, he was good.


His eyes narrowed as he reached for the buttons and zip on his suit pants. The zip slid down loudly. “I’m going to make you pay for making me wait to have you.”


The throbbing between the legs got worse. Sounds good.


I reached up and unwound my hair, letting it fall around my shoulders in all its glory, shivering as the need in Braden’s eyes sharpened. “Fine,” I agreed huskily.


I don’t know which one of us got our pants off faster after that, but one minute I was trying to take back some control with all my sexy attitude and hair. The next minute I was panty-less on my back, my breasts pressed against Braden’s chest, my thighs spread open to accommodate him between my legs… and I was staring up into his eyes, breathless with anticipation.


“What are you waiting for?” I murmured.


His gave me a wry smile. “For you to back out.”


I huffed in annoyance. “I’m naked aren’t I?”


“So? You have been before.”


“Braden!” I hit his shoulder as he chuckled softly, and his laughter caused his lower body to move–that long, thick, delicious cock of his sliding down over my belly and back up again.


I gasped at the pulse of pleasure the tease of the action caused and Braden groaned in answer, his lips falling on mine. I’m sure the kiss was meant to be slow, sexy, tormenting. It started out that way. But weeks of forestalling this moment had made us both a little impatient. The kiss grew aggressive, bruising, my hands gripping tight to his hair, his hands kneading my waist, my ribs, my breasts. My breasts were particularly sensitive, and when his thumb brushed my nipple, my hips jerked against him.


“You like that, babe,” he murmured, not really asking since the answer was obvious. His lips trailed kisses down my jaw and neck, my hands slipping out of his hair to his shoulders as he stopped at my right breast. He placed a soft, deliberate kiss to the rise of it and I swear I stopped breathing. Another kiss. Another.


“Braden…” I begged.


I felt him smile against my breast just before I felt the wet heat of his tongue against my nipple as his lips closed around it, drawing it in deep. A sharp lance of lust shot through my sex. “God, Braden!”


He did the same to the other breast and I found myself tilting my hips into his, more impatient it seemed than even he was. Then again, it had been longer for me.


“Babe,” his voice rumbled above me as his hand slid down to my hip, stilling me. “Are you wet for me yet, Jocelyn?”


Yes. God yes. “Braden…”


“Answer me.” I could feel his hand moving downwards; felt the graze of his fingers high on my inner thigh, teasing me. “Tell me you’re wet for me.”


When I thought about this afterward, I couldn’t believe I wasn’t embarrassed by his question, or his demand. Or how turned on I was giving into that demand. I’d never had a lover speak dirty to me during sex, but it was working for me. “I’m wet for you,” I whispered against his mouth.


Satisfied he kissed me, a deep, exploring kiss, and his tongue slid over mine as his fingers travelled an inch higher. I jerked at the first touch of them brushing against me. No one else’s fingers had been down there in a while. In response Braden’s kiss grew harder, his touch gentler. My lips broke from his in a moan as he slid his thumb into me, finding my * and pressing down on it.


“Baby, you’re so f*cking wet,” he groaned, his head falling to the bed beside mine, his lips on my neck as his thumb slid out of me, replacing it with two thick fingers that slipped slowly inside my channel. My knees fell open as I reached for more, my hands clinging to Braden’s naked back as I surged up for that ‘more’.


“More,” I pleaded.


And he gave me more, thrusting his fingers in and out of me. He rose up on his other arm to look down at my face as he worked me towards orgasm.


“Yes,” I sighed, feeling it coil and tighten.


And then his fingers were gone.


“What-”


“You’re not coming until I’m inside you,” he told me, his features harsh with need as he pinned my hands to the bed. “I want to feel you come around me.”


Well I wasn’t going to argue with that.


I held onto my sigh of pleasure at the feel of his throbbing cock at my entrance. He rubbed against me, teasingly, and I wanted to grab his ass and force him inside. But he held tight to my wrists, grinning as if he knew exactly what I was thinking. As torture, he circled his hips, teasing me more.


“Braden,” I growled impatiently.


This only made him laugh. “What, babe?”


“If you don’t hurry up, I’m backing out.”


“Well we can’t have that.” He thrust hard inside me and I whimpered, stiffening at the flinch of discomfort I felt as my body struggled to accept his size.


Braden’s whole body tensed, his eyes dark on me. “Are you okay?”


I nodded, exhaling as my body relaxed around him.


His grip on my wrists loosened, but he didn’t let me go. Instead he nudged forward tentatively, his jaw locking, his eyes closing as if he was in pain. “Jesus, Jocelyn,” he breathed hoarsely. “You’re so f*cking tight.”


I lifted my hips, urging him to move, feeling the pleasure start to coil again, feeling full of him and desperate for satisfaction. “It’s been a while.”


His eyes flew open. “How long?”


“Braden…”


“How long?”


I sighed. “Four years.”


“Babe.” He dipped his head and kissed me lightly and when he pulled back his cocky grin was in place. He surged deeper inside me, his hands moving up from my wrists so his fingers could tangle through mine. Like this, he held me as he gently moved inside me, taunting me towards climax and yanking me back.


“Harder,” I gasped.


His lips skimmed my ear. “Ask for it, Jocelyn.”


“Braden, harder. F*ck me harder.”


I raised my hips and Braden slammed back into me. I cried out, my neck arching. He groaned against my ear as he thrust hard, our bodies so focused on reaching climax his hands let go of mine. I immediately gripped tight to his hips and he cupped my ass, tilting me higher so his cock could slide deeper.


“Come for me, babe,” he ordered roughly.


I nodded, feeling the pressure in my body build. I was almost there. “Braden, Braden…”


His hand slipped between my legs and his thumb massaged my * in beautiful circles.


“Oh God!” I cried out as he wrenched the orgasm out of me, my sex tightening and pulsing around his cock.


“F*ck.” His eyes widened as he stared down at me, watching me as I came long and hard. I closed my eyes, desperate to break the connection between us in that moment and I felt Braden’s head drop to the crook of my neck as he shuddered, his deep grunt as he came inside me making me spasm against the wet heat of his release.


He relaxed into me, his breath hot on my neck as we both struggled to breathe normally. My muscles felt warm and gooey, my thighs resting against the top sides of his. We smelled of fresh sweat and sex, and I was still pulsing around him.


Wow.


Best. Sex. Ever.


Braden kissed my neck and raised his head, his features soft with post-coital satisfaction. “Jocelyn,” he murmured before he kissed me slowly, wet and deep. When he pulled back, he slid out of me carefully, rolling onto his side, his hand stroking tenderly across my belly as he did.


I stared at him, wondering a lot of things.


Had it been just as earth shattering for him? He’d come hard too, so I hoped so.


And what happened now? Why was he just lying there, staring at me?


I looked up at the ceiling, unnerved by that soft look in his eyes. “Um… thanks.”


Feeling the mattress shake, I turned my head on the pillow to find Braden laughing at me.


“What?”


He shook his head, clearly amused at me for some reason. He leaned over and pressed another kiss to my mouth. “You’re welcome.” He grinned, his thumb brushing my lower lip. “And thank you. F*cking great sex, babe.”


I burst out laughing. From relief. From hysteria. From disbelief.


I’d just had sex, phenomenal sex, with Braden Carmichael. And I was pretty sure we were going to do it again sometime. And I wanted to.


But on my terms. “I’m going to clean up.” I got out of the bed, unabashed by my nudity since he’d made it perfectly clear he liked what he saw. As I strolled casually down the hall to the bathroom, I hoped Braden knew what ‘I’m going to clean up’ really meant: by the time I got back to the bedroom, his ass better be dressed and ready to leave.


But when I got back from the bathroom, his ass was still lying in bed, waiting for me.


I threw my hands to my hips, a scowl furrowing my brow. “What are you doing? Shouldn’t you be dressed?”


He flashed a taunting smile my way. “Do you know how sexy you are right now?”


I rolled my eyes. “Braden.”


At my warning tone, his smile disappeared and he sat up. “I’m not leaving yet.”


“But you are leaving?”


He didn’t respond verbally. Instead he reached over and grabbed my hand, hauling me into the bed. Damn he was strong.


“Braden,” I grumbled as I found myself lying on my side with his arms around me.


He kissed my forehead. “You smell good.”


Uh what?


I glanced up from under my lashes to see he had closed his eyes.


Was he serious? Did he think he was sleeping with me?


I wriggled out of his hold and turned over, shimmying away, my back to him, hoping he’d take my hint. No such luck. Seconds later his strong arm was around my waist, his hand flat against my stomach, and my body was sliding back across the sheet, colliding with his.


His arm tightened around me, his front hot against my back. I felt the shivery soft touch of his lips against my shoulder. “Night, babe.”


Stunned, I lay there in silence for a moment.


This was not what I’d been expecting. Not at all. It certainly didn’t scream ‘we’re sexual partners only!’


And it felt good.


And scary.


“Are we… spooning?” I asked loudly, trying to insert bite into my tone and failing.


I felt the huff of his breath on my neck. “Go to sleep, babe.”


Uh... no!


As if sensing my imminent escape, Braden pulled me even tighter against him, pushing his leg between mine, hooking it around one of them. “Go. To. Sleep.”


Such a bossy a-hole.


“Spooning was not in the terms of our agreement.”


He ignored me. After a minute or two of silence I heard his breath even out. He really was going to sleep! I tried to wiggle but his muscles just flexed in warning and I wasn’t strong enough to get away.


So I lay there, waiting.


I was wonderfully exhausted by all the amazing sex, and sleep sounded like heaven, but I was determined I was not falling asleep in his arms. That was just a little too… relationshippy.


Forcing myself to stay awake, I lay in his arms for half-an-hour until I felt his body completely relax. Biting my lip to stifle any heavy breathing that may be caused by the exertion of having to move like a ninja, I lifted his arm as gently as possible and moved my leg out from under his.


I froze.


I swore I thought I heard his breathing change.


I listened carefully, relaxing at the sounds of even breaths.


Stealthily, silently, I shifted away from him, hovering near the edge, my legs descending to the floor. My butt was just off the bed when I found myself tugged back with such force I bounced off the mattress with a choked scream.


My heart pounded against my ribs as Braden expertly rearranged me again, moving so fast I was underneath him in seconds, my wrists pinned above my head and his body straddling mine.


He did not look happy. “Will you go to f*cking sleep?”


I glared up at him. “Not with you in my bed. This was not part of the deal.”


“One: I bought the bed. Two: it’s just sleeping, Jocelyn.”


I ignored the bed comment since it was true. “No. It’s spooning. You said it was just sex. No spooning. We f*ck, we have fun, you go home. That’s the deal.”


He studied me intently for a moment and then lowered his head until his lips were almost touching mine. “We f*ck, we have fun, and then we spoon. I don’t go home. I don’t go home because sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up, and when I wake up, I want to f*ck. And for some baffling reason, the person I want to f*ck is you. Now, I’m only going to say this one more time. Go to sleep.”


He let me go only to fall at my side and tuck me back against him.


Spooning.


I clenched my jaw. “And what if I don’t want to be woken up so you can have your way with me?”


He pressed his face into my neck and I felt him smile against my skin. He kissed me and pulled back. “Why don’t I give you a preview of what I intend to do in order to wake you up.”


And then I was flat on my back again as Braden kissed his way down my body. Knowing how sensitive I was, he stopped at my breasts, one hand playing with my nipple, his mouth sucking on the other. I sighed, lighting up for him, the fight totally forgotten. Already I was growing wet for him again, my hips restless. And he knew that too. Lifting his head from my breasts, he kissed between them and followed an invisible line down my torso, dipping his tongue in my navel, and moving further down, his lips skipping across the soft, quivering skin of my lower belly.


He pushed my thighs apart and then his mouth was on me.


I whimpered as his tongue licked inside me, playing with my *. I was panting by the time his fingers joined in. My hands glided through his hair, tightening, urging him closer as he masterfully spurred on my climax, licking and finger-f*cking me into a frenzy.


“Braden,” I moaned when he withdrew his fingers. I was so close. So goddamn close…


And then he was thrusting them back inside, in and out, in and out, his tongue working its magic on my *.


“Braden!” I exploded against him as he rung every inch of that orgasm out of me. My body shuddered with more spasms as he crawled back up beside me.


Okay, that one had been just as ‘out of this world amazing’ as the last one he’d given me.


I lay there panting, staring at the ceiling in dazed wonder until Braden appeared above me again. He didn’t say a word but when he leaned down and kissed me, letting me taste myself as he flicked his tongue against mine, I felt like the depth of that kiss was saying it all for him.


He’d made his point.


My useless limbs didn’t protest when I found myself in his arms again.


Spooning.


“Night, babe,” his voice rumbled in my ear.


“Night,” I mumbled, my eyes fluttering closed.


Then it was lights out.