My Sister's Grave

CHAPTER 15

 

 

 

 

 

A week after they’d located Sarah’s remains, Tracy drove back to Cedar Grove. Though the drive from Seattle had been mostly in sunshine, as she approached, a dark cloud had gathered and now hung over the town, as if to mark the somber reason for her return. She was coming home to bury her sister.

 

Traffic was lighter than she’d expected and she arrived half an hour early for her meeting at the funeral home. She looked around the dilapidated storefronts and shops, before spotting the neon sign in the shape of a cup of coffee on what had been Kaufman’s Mercantile Store. The air was heavy with the earthy scent of impending rain. Tracy fed a quarter into the meter, though she doubted there was a meter maid within a hundred miles, and entered The Daily Perk. Long and narrow, the space had once been the mercantile store’s soda and ice cream counter. Someone had built a false wall to divide the space into a coffee shop and a Chinese restaurant. The decor was a mishmash of furniture that resembled a college apartment. The couch was threadbare and covered with newspapers. The lathe and plaster walls displayed long cracks that were poorly disguised by a fresco painting of a window looking out on a city sidewalk of people walking past brownstones. It seemed an odd choice for a rural coffee shop. The young woman behind the counter had a nose ring, a stud piercing her lower lip, and the service skills of a government employee one week from retirement.

 

When the girl didn’t bother to greet her, Tracy said, “Coffee. Black.”

 

She took the cup to a table by the real window and sat looking out on a deserted Market Street, remembering how she and Sarah and their friends used to get in trouble for riding their bikes on the crowded sidewalk. They’d lean them against the wall, never bothering to lock them, and go inside the stores to buy supplies for whatever Saturday adventure they’d planned for that week.

 

 

 

Dan O’Leary stood forlornly over his bike. “Damn it.”

 

“What’s the matter?” Tracy had just exited Kaufman’s after stuffing a length of thick rope, a loaf of bread, and jars of peanut butter and jelly into her backpack. With the leftover quarter, she’d bought ten pieces of black licorice and five pieces of red. Her father had given her the money that morning, when she’d asked permission for her and Sarah to ride their bikes to Cascade Lake. Sarah had found the perfect tree for a summer rope swing. Tracy was surprised her father had given her the money so readily. This was ordinarily the type of extravagance that she and Sarah were expected to pay for with their allowance money. Now a high school sophomore, Tracy also earned money working part-time in the ticket booth at Hutchins’ Theater. Her father not only gave her the money, he told her to spend it all, and said that Mr. Kaufman “was having trouble making ends meet.” Tracy suspected that was because Mr. Kaufman’s son, Peter, who was in Sarah’s sixth-grade class at Cedar Grove Grammar School, had been sick and in and out of the hospital for most of the year.

 

“Flat tire,” Dan said, sounding as deflated as his bike’s front wheel.

 

“Maybe it’s just low on air,” Tracy said.

 

“No. It was flat this morning so I pumped it up before we left. It must have a hole. Great. Now I can’t go.” Dan slid his backpack off his shoulder and sank onto the sidewalk.

 

“What’s the matter?” Sarah asked, exiting the store with Sunnie.

 

“Dan’s got a flat tire.”

 

“I can’t go,” he said.

 

“Let’s ask Mr. Kaufman to use the phone to call your mom,” Tracy said. “Maybe she’ll come down and buy you a new tube.”

 

“I can’t,” Dan said. “My dad’s been on my ass about being irresponsible. He says money doesn’t grow on trees.”

 

“So you’re not going?” Sunnie said. “We had it all planned out.”

 

Dan lowered his head to his forearms crossed over his knees. He didn’t bother to fix his glasses when they slipped down the bridge of his nose. “You guys just go without me.”

 

“Okay,” Sunnie said, getting her bike.

 

Tracy glared at her. “We’re not going without him, Sunnie.”

 

“We’re not going? It’s not our fault he’s got a lousy bike.”

 

“Quit it, Sunnie,” Sarah said.

 

“You quit it. Who invited you anyway?”

 

“Who invited you?” Sarah spat back. “I found the tree, not you.”

 

“Stop it, both of you,” Tracy said. “If Dan can’t go, then none of us is going.” Tracy grabbed Dan’s arm. “Come on, Dan, get up. We’ll push your bike to my house. We can tie the rope on one of the branches of the weeping willow and make a swing there.”

 

“Are you kidding? What are we, six years old?” Sunnie said. “We were going to jump in the lake. What are we going to do, jump in the lawn?”

 

“Let’s go.” Tracy looked about but did not see her sister. She sighed. “Where’s Sarah?”

 

“Great,” Sunnie said. “Now she’s disappeared again. This day is getting worse by the minute.”

 

Sarah’s bike remained against the building, but she was nowhere to be seen. “Wait here.” Tracy went back into the store and found Sarah at the counter talking to Mr. Kaufman. “Sarah, what are you doing?”

 

Sarah reached into her pocket and pulled out a wad of dollar bills and quarters, dropping it on the counter. “Buying Dan a new tire,” Sarah said. She swung her head to get strands of hair out of her face. It drove their mother crazy, but Sarah refused to wear a clip or pull her hair back in a rubber band.

 

“Is that your movie money you’ve been saving?”

 

Sarah shrugged. “Dan needs it more than me.”

 

“Here you go, Sarah.” Mr. Kaufman handed Sarah the box with the new tire tube. “This should be the right size.”

 

“Do I have enough, Mr. Kaufman?”

 

Mr. Kaufman scooped the money from the counter without counting it. “I think it’s plenty. You sure you can fix it? It’s a pretty big job.” He looked at Tracy and winked.

 

“I’ve seen my Dad do it. It’s only the front tire so I don’t have to take the chain off.”

 

“Maybe your big sister can help you,” he said.

 

“No, I can do it.”

 

He reached beneath the counter and handed Sarah a wrench and a flat-head screwdriver. “Well, you’ll need these. You let me know if you need any help.”

 

“I will. Thanks, Mr. Kaufman.” Sarah took the box and the tools and ran out of the store shouting, “Dan, I got a new tire, so now you can go!”

 

Tracy watched out the window. Dan looked confused, then surprised, and finally popped to his feet grinning.

 

“You let me know if you need any help, okay, Tracy?” said Mr. Kaufman.

 

“I will,” Tracy said.

 

He handed her a bike pump. “Just bring it back with the tools when you’re done.” He looked out the window. Sarah and Dan had dropped to their knees, and Sarah was fitting the wrench onto the front nut. “She’s a pistol, that sister of yours.”

 

“Yeah, she’s something. Thanks, Mr. Kaufman.” Tracy started from the store but turned back when Mr. Kaufman called her name. He held out one of the extra-big Hershey’s bars, the kind her mother bought to make s’mores when they went camping. “Oh no, Mr. Kaufman. I don’t have any more money.”

 

“It’s a gift.”

 

“I can’t take that,” she said, remembering her father saying that Mr. Kaufman was having trouble making ends meet. She already suspected that the tire cost more than Sarah had put on the counter.

 

Mr. Kaufman looked as if he was about to cry. “Do you know she rides her bike all the way to the hospital to visit Peter?”

 

“She does?” The hospital was one town over in Silver Spurs. Sarah would have been in big trouble if their parents found out.

 

“She brings him coloring books,” he said, eyes moist. “She said she’d been saving her popcorn money.”