CHAPTER 28
Her mom opened the bedroom door without knocking and walked in. “I was coming,” Georgie said.
“Too late,” her mom replied. “We’re driving Heather out to Dr. Wisner’s now.”
Georgie always forgot that Heather had a different last name. They all had different last names. Her mom was Lyons, Heather was Wisner, Georgie was McCool. Georgie’d wanted to be Grafton, but Neal wouldn’t let her. “You don’t come into this world with a name like Georgie McCool and throw it away on the first pretty face.”
“You’re not that pretty.”
“Georgie McCool. Are you kidding me—you’re a Bond girl. You can’t change your name.”
“But I’m going to be your wife.”
“I know. And I don’t need you to change anything.”
“Have you talked to the girls today?” her mom asked.
“Not yet,” Georgie said. “I talked to them yesterday.”
Had she talked to the girls yesterday? Yes. Alice. Something about Star Wars. No . . . that was a voice mail.
Had she talked to them the day before?
“You should just come along with us,” her mom said, “for the ride. The fresh air will do you good.”
“I better stay,” Georgie said. “Neal might call.”
What would it mean if he called now? That he was still in Nebraska? That all bets were off?
“Bring your phone,” her mom said.
Georgie just shook her head.
Her mom settled down onto the floor next to her. She and Georgie were wearing matching lounge pants. Her mom’s were teal, Georgie’s were pink. Her mom reached over Georgie’s lap and picked up one of the Polaroids—a blurry one of Neal looking at Georgie and Georgie looking off camera.
“God, do you remember that?” her mom sighed. “That boy drove halfway across the country in one day; I don’t think he even stopped for coffee. He’s always been king of the grand gesture, hasn’t he?”
Down on one knee. Waiting outside Seth’s frat house. Inking cherry blossoms across her shoulders.
He always had.
Her mom set down the photo and squeezed Georgie’s velveteen knee, shaking it a little. “It’s going to get better,” her mom said. “It’s just like those commercials say. ‘It gets better.’”
“Are you talking about that campaign for gay kids?”
“It doesn’t matter what it’s for. It’s true about everything. I know you feel awful now; you’re right in the thick of it. And it’s probably going to get worse—I don’t know how you’re going to work this out with the girls. But time heals all wounds, Georgie, every single one of them. You just have to get through this. Someday you and Neal will both be happier. You just have to survive, and give it time.”
She started kissing Georgie’s face. Georgie tried not to flinch away. (And failed.) Her mom sighed again and stood up. “There’s French toast for you in the kitchen. And plenty of leftover pizza . . .”
Georgie nodded.
Her mom stopped at the door. “Do you think if I give my ‘it gets better’ speech to your sister, she’ll admit she has a girlfriend?”
Georgie almost laughed. “She doesn’t think you know.”
“I didn’t,” her mom said. “Kendrick kept telling me, ever since she wore that suit to Homecoming, but I told him it was perfectly normal for a busty girl to want to de-emphasize her curves. Look at you—you’re not gay.”
“Right . . . ,” Georgie said.
“But if she’s going to hold a girl’s hand on my couch—even a really handsome girl—well, I’m not blind.”
“Alison seems nice.”
“It’s fine with me,” her mom said. “The women in our family have terrible luck with men, anyway.”
“How can you say that? You have Kendrick.”
“Well, now I do.”