I’m laughing now. “I think if I want sushi we can just go to that little place on Sunset that we like.”
“Fair enough. But I’m serious about the vacation. Reporters are like sharks. Once the chum is out of the water, they go away. There will be a new scandal by Monday, and you can come back to a much calmer Los Angeles.”
I can’t deny that it’s tempting. But no. I don’t want to be the girl who runs. “I ran from Texas to get away from my mother,” I say. “I ran to LA because this was the place I wanted to start a new life. I picked it. I’m here. I’m staying.” I shrug. “Like you said, it’ll blow over. I’ll keep a low profile.”
Damien is looking at me with an odd expression.
“What?”
“You’ve been tossed in with the sharks, and yet you’re digging in your heels and facing them. If you ever tell me again that you’re not strong, I’m going to turn you over my knee and spank you.”
“Promises, promises,” I trill, then slide off the barstool. “If you’re determined to take time off, too, then I thought of something we can do today.”
There is undeniable hunger in his eyes. “I can think of all sorts of things we can do today,” he says.
“Not that,” I say. “Although I have a feeling what I have in mind gets you hard, too.”
“How you tease,” he says. “So tell me, how are we spending our day?”
“Well,” I say, “I was hoping we could talk about money.”
“It really depends on your goals,” Damien says to me, tapping the end of his pencil against the figure-covered sheet of paper.
I nod, wanting to learn as much as he can teach me. As it stands, I’m currently without income, but Jamie’s right. I do have a million dollars. And if I’m going to be gawked at and gossiped about because of it, I’m going to damn well use some of it.
“The million is for my business,” I say. “You already know that, but I want to make sure we’re clear. I don’t want the million to go away.”
“The principal,” he says.
“Yes. The principal needs to be there—and liquid—when I need it. But if I’m going to be out of a job, then I want to be able to live on the interest and dividends. I’ve got a little bit of money coming in every month from my smartphone apps, and I’ve got a couple more that are almost ready to go.” I grimace. “I haven’t launched them because I haven’t had time, but I guess that’s not an excuse anymore.”
He reaches for my hand and squeezes it. “You’re going to be fine.”
“I am,” I say firmly. I’ve decided that the only way to deal with this is one step at a time. I’m not entirely sure what the step is that will get me past the mortification of being front and center in the tabloids, but at least I can take care of the rest. And if I’m going to be vilified for making a million, then I’m damn sure going to protect that million.
“So you can help me set this up? I want to know what percentage of the money I should put in stocks or bonds and all that kind of stuff.”
“I’ll teach you whatever you want to know,” he says.
I nod slowly, hesitatingly, and Damien eyes me warily.
“Brokers get paid with the trades, right?” I may be brilliant at math, but I’ve never wrapped my head around investment strategies. I’ve never tried, honestly. I’ve always been afraid that I’d do the same crap job as my mother, and the idea of being like my mother is far too disturbing.
“Right,” he said. “We could also interview financial managers. They take a percentage, but if they know their stuff, the money grows enough to cover the cost.”
“That’s where my mother screwed up,” I say. I don’t mean to speak aloud, and when I look at Damien’s face, I see soft understanding in his eyes.
“She made bad choices,” he says. “You won’t.”
“I’m not so sure. I’ve made plenty of bad choices in the past.”