“Also, Slidell thinks he may have caught a break in the Leal case.”
As I explained the erased files, the shadows and contours of Ryan’s face seemed to deepen.
“If Pomerleau has taken Leal, she’s stepped up her game,” I said. “She’s now stalking her prey online. One other thing—why Charlotte? I think I know. She’s learned I’m there and she’s taunting me. Sending a message that I can’t beat her.”
I settled back. Waited.
Ryan gave me the long stare.
“Suit yourself.” I snatched up my mobile and dropped it into my purse.
I was outside when his voice came through the screening. “What time is the flight?”
“We need to leave Samara by ten.” Masking my surprise. “I can wait while you shower and pack.”
“I have to see someone before I go.”
“No problem.” Now masking pain. Irrational. The “someone” could be his landlord. His Cheerios source. And Ryan and I had agreed we didn’t work as a couple. Still, the thought stung. Another woman in Ryan’s life? We’d meant so much to each other for so long.
“Where are you staying?”
“Villas Katerina.”
“I’ll meet you there at nine-thirty.”
I hesitated. Did I trust him?
What choice did I have?
My watch said 9:40. I hadn’t given up, but I was close.
9:50.
Of course he wouldn’t show. The bastard was probably halfway to San Jose.
I knew Ryan was wounded, but I’d underestimated the extent of the damage. I wondered if he could ever be whole again. Nevertheless, I was hurt more than I’d expected by the fact that he’d leave me to face Pomerleau by myself.
Once, Ryan would have worried about my safety. About the impact of a case on me as well as on the victims. His paternalism had both annoyed and warmed me. Seeing him made me realize how much I missed that.
A horn honked on the street beyond the wall.
Five past ten.
I wheeled my carry-on through the door and up the path. Estella waved from behind the window as I passed reception.
The driver was leaning on the hood of his taxi. He smiled, took my bag, and placed it in the trunk.
I was climbing in, thinking about the long trip back, about what I would say to Slidell and Barrow, when I spotted Ryan weaving through sunscreen-slicked tourists heading for the beach. He’d shaved and changed into a black polo and jeans. An overstuffed backpack hung from one shoulder.
“Thanks,” I said.
“Out of Cheerios,” he replied.
We passed the next two hours in silence. At Daniel Oduber Quirós International, we checked in, made our way through security, handed in our boarding passes, finally took our seats, and buckled in. Not a word.
I had the window this time, watched as Costa Rica disappeared beneath us. When I could take the silence no longer, “Wonder what the weather’s like in Charlotte.”
“Continued dark overnight, widely scattered light by morning.”
Recognizing the George Carlin quote, I smiled to myself. The old Ryan was still in there somewhere.
Then I was out.
I awoke to the captain announcing our landing. And wishing his passengers and crew a happy Thanksgiving.
As we wound down the ramp from the airport parking deck, I offered Ryan the guest room.
“A hotel close to the law enforcement center will be fine.”
I wasn’t surprised. So why the hollow feeling? Relief? Resignation? Sadness that at last I had full confirmation?
Yes. Definitely sadness.
I said nothing.
“It’s better this way.” In response to my silence.
“I’m good with it,” I said.
“I’m not the same person, Tempe. Not the man I was.”
I dropped him at the Holiday Inn on College.
It was after ten when I hit the annex. The place seemed incomplete without Birdie. After downing the takeout burritos I’d grabbed en route home, I phoned Barrow.
He was impressed that I’d bagged my quarry. And pleased. Suggested a meet at eight the next morning. Said he’d call Rodas and Slidell.