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to stand directly in front of her. "I mentioned the scalpel to

 

him a few days ago."

 

"Why?"

 

"Just like you, I wanted to know what happened to it."

 

' 'If you had located it before me, would you have destroyed

 

it, or turned it over as evidence?"

 

A muscle in his cheek twitched. "The point is moot. It's

 

no longer in the evidence room."

 

"You checked?"

 

"Damn right. I couldn't find a trace of it. It probably hasn't

 

been there for years. Most likely, it was thrown out because

 

the case was."

 

"Out of consideration to the Collins family, wouldn't

 

someone have offered to give it back?"

 

"I have no answer for that."

 

"Was it ever dusted for fingerprints?"

 

"I took the liberty of asking Judge Wallace that."

 

"I'm sure you did, Sheriff. What did he say?"

 

"He said no."

 

"Why not?"

 

"The handle was bloody. Gooney Bud's prints were all

 

over it. It was hardly necessary to dust it."

 

They regarded each other with so much animosity that Pat

 

Chastain broke out in a sweat. "Well, we'd better give these

 

people back their treatment room. Your car is trashed, Alex,

 

so I'll drive you to the motel. Are you up to walking to the

 

car, or should I call for a wheelchair?"

 

"I'll take her to the motel," Reede said, before Alex could

 

respond to Pat's offer.

 

"Are you sure?" Pat felt obligated to inquire, though he

 

was obviously relieved that Reede was taking her off his

 

hands. "Since the sheriff has offered," she told Pat, "I'll

 

let him drive me."

 

The D. A. scuttled out before either could change his mind.

 

Alex watched his rapid departure with derision. "It's no

 

wonder crime is so prevalent in this county. The D.A. is as

 

chicken-livered as they come."

 

 

 

"And the sheriff is corrupt."

 

"You took the words right out of my mouth." She slid

 

off the edge of the examination table and braced herself

 

against it long enough to get her balance. She tried to take

 

a step, but swayed unsteadily. "The doctor gave me a painkiller.

 

I'm so woozy, maybe you'd better ask them for a

 

wheelchair."

 

"Maybe you'd better check in for the night."

 

"I don't want to."

 

"Suit yourself."

 

He scooped her into his arms before she could protest and

 

carried her out of the examination room. "My purse." She

 

gestured weakly toward the check-in desk. Reede retrieved

 

it. Then, with the emergency room staff enthralled by the

 

sight, Reede carried her out and deposited her in the front

 

seat of his Blazer.

 

She rested her head on the back of the seat and closed her

 

eyes. "Where were you this afternoon?" she asked, once

 

they were underway.

 

"I told you already."

 

"You were riding even after sundown?"

 

"I ran some errands."

 

"You couldn't be reached on your radio. Where were you,

 

Reede?"

 

"Lots of places."

 

"Specifically."

 

"I was at Nora Gail's."

 

Alex was surprised at how much that hurt her. "Oh."

 

"I had to question the witnesses about that shooting."

 

"Then, you were working?"

 

"Among other things."

 

"You still sleep with her, don't you?"

 

"Sometimes."

 

She prayed that he would die a slow, painful death.

 

"Maybe Nora Gail dispatched one of her heavies to do me

 

in," she said, "as a favor to you."

 

"Maybe. It wouldn't surprise me. If she doesn't like something,

 

she doesn't hesitate to take care of it."

 

 

 

"She didn't like Celina," Alex said softly.

 

"No, she didn't. But I was with Nora Gail the night Celina

 

died, remember?"

 

"That's what I'm told."

 

So, was Nora Gail another suspect for Celina's murder?

 

The thought made her head ache. She closed her eyes. When

 

they arrived at the motel, she reached for the door handle.

 

Reede ordered her to wait and came around to assist her out.

 

With his left arm around her waist, lending support, they

 

made a shuffling trip to the door.

 

Reede unlocked it and helped her to the bed. She lay down

 

gratefully. "It's freezing in here," he said, rubbing his hands

 

together as he looked for the thermostat.

 

"It always is when I first come in."

 

"I didn't notice it last night."

 

They glanced quickly at each other, then away. Again

 

unable to cope, Alex closed her eyes. When she opened them,

 

Reede was rummaging in the top drawer of the bureau opposite

 

the bed.

 

"What are you looking for this time?"

 

"Something for you to sleep in."

 

"Any T-shirt. It doesn't matter which one."

 

He returned to the bed, gingerly sat down on the edge, and

 

removed her boots. "Leave my socks," she told him. "My

 

feet are cold."

 

"Can you sit up?"

 

She could by leaning heavily against his shoulder while he

 

fumbled with the buttons on the front of her dress. The tiny

 

round things were no bigger than pills, and were covered in

 

the same fabric as her dress. There was a row of them that

 

ran from neck to knee. He was viciously cursing them by the

 

time he got to her waist.

 

He eased her back down on the pillow, pulled her arms

 

from the tight long sleeves, and worked the dress over her

 

hips and down her legs. Her slip didn't give him pause, but

 

her bra did. Once he seemed to make up his mind about it,

 

he unclasped it with businesslike efficiency and helped her

 

slide the straps off her shoulders.

 

 

 

 

 

"I thought you only had a gash on the head and some

 

scratches on your hands?" Evidently, he'd consulted the doctor.

 

"That's right."

 

"Then, what's all th--"

 

He stopped suddenly, realizing that the abrasions on her

 

upper torso were whisker burns. The corner of his mouth

 

twitched with a spasm of regret. She felt compelled to lay

 

her hand against his cheek and reassure him that it was all

 

right, that she hadn't minded having his hot, eager mouth at

 

her breasts, his deft tongue stroking her nipples into stiff

 

rosiness.

 

Of course she didn't. His dark frown stifled anything she

 

might have said. "You're gonna have to sit up again," he

 

told her curtly.

 

With a hand behind each shoulder, he pulled her into a

 

sitting position again and propped her against the headboard.

 

He gathered the T-shirt up and tried to pull it over her head.

 

Alex winced the instant he set it against her hair.

 

"This isn't working," he muttered. Then, with a single,

 

violent motion, he ripped the neck of the shirt wide enough

 

to slip over her head without causing any pain.

 

When she lay back down, she touched the long tear in the

 

fabric. "Thanks. This was one of my favorites."

 

"Sorry." He pulled the covers up to her chin and stood

 

up. "Are you going to be all right?"

 

"Yes."

 

He looked doubtful. "Are you sure?"

 

She nodded weakly. "Do you need anything before I go?

 

Water?"

 

"Okay. Put a glass of water on the nightstand, please."

 

When he returned to the side of the bed, carrying the glass

 

of water, she had already fallen asleep. Reede stood above

 

her. Her hair, fanned out over the pillow, had bloodstains in

 

it. There was an unnatural wanness to her complexion. It

 

made him sick at his stomach to think how close she'd come

 

to serious injury or death.

 

He set the glass of water on the nightstand and gingerly

 

 

 

lowered himself to the edge of the bed. Alex stirred, murmured

 

unintelligibly, and extended her hand, as though reaching

 

for something. Responding to that silent, subconscious

 

appeal, Reede carefully covered her cut hands with his strong,

 

callused ones.

 

He wouldn't have been surprised if her eyes had popped

 

open and she had started rebuking him for taking her virginity.

 

How the hell could he have known?

 

And if I had known, he thought to himself, I would have

 

done it anyway.

 

She didn't wake up. She only snuffled softly and trustingly

 

curved her fingers over his knuckles. Good sense and impulse

 

warred within him, but the fight didn't last long, and the

 

outcome had been decided before his conscience raised its

 

head.

 

He eased himself onto the bed, until he was stretched out

 

full beside her, facing her, feeling her gentle, drug-induced

 

breaths against his face.

 

He marveled over the delicate bone structure of her face,

 

the shape of her mouth, the way her eyelashes lay upon her

 

cheeks.

 

"Alex." He whispered her name, not to awaken her, but

 

merely for the pleasure of speaking it out loud.

 

She sighed deeply, drawing his attention down to the torn

 

T-shirt. Through the tear he could see the smooth slope of

 

her breasts. Her cleavage was dusky in the faint lamplight,

 

shadowy and velvety, and he wanted to press his open mouth

 

there.

 

He didn't. Nor did he kiss her vulnerable mouth, even

 

though his mind was wildly occupied with how softly and

 

deeply and wetly she kissed.

 

He thought of fondling the tempting mounds of her breasts.

 

He could see the dark impressions of their centers behind the

 

soft cloth of the T-shirt, and knew that with the merest touch

 

of his tongue or fingertips, they would become taut. And that

 

damned T-shirt was far sexier than any fancy negligee and

 

garter belt that Nora Gail had ever worn.

 

It was hell to lie this close to her and not touch, but it was

 

 

 

heaven to have this much access, to stare his fill. When the

 

pleasure and pain of it got to be too much, he reluctantly

 

withdrew his hand from hers and left the bed.

 

After making certain that she had enough blankets, that

 

the medication had her completely sedated, he slipped quietly

 

out of the room.