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be where he'd worked hard all his life to get. She could mess

 

it up royally. She didn't even have to finger him. If she

 

indicted any one of them, she would snatch his future away

 

from him before he had fully grasped it. For that, he could

 

easily choke her.

 

But when he thought about putting his hands on her again,

 

it wasn't to choke her.

 

 

 

"They told me you were in."

 

"Did they also tell you that I'm due in court in a few

 

minutes, and that between now and then I'm too busy to see

 

anyone?"

 

Alex stepped into Reede's office and closed the door behind

 

her. "They mentioned it."

 

"Where'd you get the idea that you're exempt?"

 

"I thought you'd want to question me about the man who

 

got killed."

 

"You aren't really a suspect. You were just at the wrong

 

place at the wrong time, something you have a bad habit of

 

doing.'

 

"You don't think there's a connection between me and his

 

murder?"

 

"No, but obviously you do." Propping his feet on the

 

corner of his desk and stacking his hands behind his head,

 

he said, "Let's hear it."

 

"I think you already know it. Pasty Hickam witnessed

 

Celina's murder."

 

"How do you know?"

 

"He told me over the telephone."

 

"He was a legendary liar. Ask anybody."

 

"I believed him. He sounded nervous and terribly afraid.

 

We made an appointment to meet at the Last Chance, but

 

when he saw you following me, he got frightened off."

 

"So, that makes me Celina's killer?"

 

"Or someone who's covering up for the killer."

 

"Let me tell you what's wrong with your theory." He

 

lowered his feet to the floor. "Angus fired Pasty the other

 

 

 

day. He was on a revenge trip, something you should be able

 

to relate to, Counselor. He made up some cock-and-bull story

 

that you wanted to believe because so far, your investigation

 

hasn't turned up one goddamn scrap of concrete evidence.

 

"You think the two murders are connected, right?

 

Wrong," he said. "Think about it. Last night's killing doesn't

 

match Celina's murder. The M.O.'s wrong. The guy who

 

cut Pasty a new smile found out Pasty was humping his wife

 

while he was working over at the potash plant near Carlsbad.

 

We've got an APB out on him."

 

It sounded so plausible that Alex squirmed under his direct

 

gaze. "Isn't it possible that this ranch hand witnessed my

 

mother's murder? He kept quiet until now out of fear of

 

retribution, or simply because no one ever conducted a thorough

 

investigation. Knowing what he did got him killed before

 

he could identify the killer. That's what I choose to

 

believe."

 

"Suit yourself. But waste your time on it, not mine."

 

Reede made to stand up, but she said, "That's not all."

 

Resigned, he sat back down.

 

Alex took an envelope out of her purse and handed it to

 

him. "This came in the mail this morning. It was addressed

 

to me at the motel."

 

Reede scanned the letter quickly and handed it back to her.

 

She stared at him in amazement. "You don't seem very

 

disturbed by it, Sheriff Lambert.''

 

"I've already read it."

 

"What? When?"

 

"Day before yesterday, if I'm remembering right."

 

"And you let them send it?"

 

"Why not? It's not obscene. I figure even the postmaster

 

general would agree that it meets postal regulations. It's got

 

the correct amount of postage on it. As far as I can tell, that

 

letter isn't illegal, Counselor."

 

Alex wanted to reach across his desk and slap the gloating

 

smile off his face. The impulse was so strong she had to curl

 

her hand into a fist to keep from doing so.

 

 

 

"Did you read between the lines? The people who signed

 

this, all--" she paused to count the signatures, "--all fourteen

 

of them, have threatened to ran me out of town."

 

"Surely not, Miss Gaither," he said, feigning shock.

 

"You're just being paranoid because you found Pasty. That

 

letter simply underlines what I've been telling you all along.

 

Angus and Junior Minton mean a lot to this town. So does

 

that racetrack.

 

"You get somebody's attention quicker by kicking him in

 

the bank account than you do by kicking him in the nuts.

 

You've put some sizable investments in jeopardy. Did you

 

expect folks to stand by and watch all then-dreams

 

go down

 

the tubes because of your vindictiveness?"

 

"I'm not being vindictive. I'm conducting a valid and

 

long-overdue investigation into a severe miscarriage of

 

justice."

 

"Spare me."

 

"The district attorney of Travis County sanctioned my

 

investigation."

 

His eyes drifted over her insultingly as he drawled, "In

 

exchange for what?"

 

"Oh, that's good. Very professional, Sheriff. When you

 

run out of viable ammunition, you resort to throwing sexist

 

rocks at my character."

 

With angry, jerky motions, she stuffed the letter back into

 

the envelope and replaced it in her purse, snapping the catch

 

firmly.

 

' 'I don't have to explain my reasons to you. Just understand

 

this," she enunciated. "I won't quit until I can draw some

 

satisfactory conclusions about my mother's murder."

 

"Well, I wouldn't worry about being mugged, if I were

 

you," Reede told her with an air of boredom. "As I've

 

explained, Pasty's killing had absolutely nothing to do with

 

you. The people who signed that letter are pillars of the

 

community--bankers, businessmen, professionals. They're

 

hardly types who would accost you in a dark alley.

 

"Although," he went on, "I'd recommend that you stop

 

 

 

cruising in hotbeds of trouble like you have the last two evenings. If you've just got to have it, there are a couple of

 

fellas I could recommend."

 

She released a slow, contemptuous breath.' 'Do you dislike

 

all professional women, or is it me in particular?"

 

"It's you in particular."

 

His bluntness was an affront. She was tempted to remind

 

him that his kiss yesterday hadn't conveyed dislike, but she

 

didn't. She didn't want to remind him of it. She hoped to

 

forget it herself, pretend that it had never happened, but she

 

couldn't. It had left her feeling drastically and irrevocably

 

altered.

 

No, she couldn't forget it. The best she could hope for

 

was to learn to cope with the memory of it, and the addictive

 

craving it had instigated.

 

His statement hurt her deeply. She heard herself asking,

 

"Why don't you like me?"

 

"Because you're a meddler. I don't like people who meddle

 

in other people's business."

 

"This is my business."

 

"How could it be? You were peeing in your diapers when

 

Celina was killed," he shouted.

 

"I'm glad you brought that up. Since I was only two

 

months old at the time, what was she doing out at the ranch

 

that night?"

 

His stunned reaction to the question was swiftly covered.

 

"I forget. Look, I'm due--"

 

"I doubt you ever forget anything, Reede Lambert, much

 

as you pretend that you do. What was she doing there? Please

 

tell me."

 

He stood up. So did Alex. "Junior had invited her for

 

supper, that's all."

 

"Was it a special occasion?"

 

"Ask him."

 

"I'm asking you. What was the occasion? And don't tell

 

me you don't remember."

 

"Maybe he felt sorry for her."

 

 

 

"Sorry? Why?"

 

"For being cooped up with a kid, not getting out. Her

 

social life had gone to zilch. She was only eighteen, for

 

crissake." He stepped around her and headed for the door.

 

Alex wasn't ready to let it go at that. His answer was too

 

pat. She caught his arm and forced him to face her. "Were

 

you there at dinner that night?"

 

"Yeah, I was there." He jerked his arm free.

 

"The entire evening?"

 

"I left before dessert."

 

"Why?"

 

"I don't like cherry pie."

 

She groaned with frustration. "Answer me, Reede. Why

 

did you leave?"

 

"I had a date."

 

"With whom? Does she still live here in town?"

 

"What the hell difference does it make?"

 

"She's your alibi. I'd like to talk to her."

 

"Forget it. I'll never drag her into this."

 

"You might have to, or plead the Fifth."

 

"Don't you ever give up?" he asked through bared teeth.

 

"Never. Did you return to the ranch that night?"

 

"No."

 

"Not at all?"

 

"No."

 

"Not even to sleep?"

 

"I told you, I had a date." He put his face close enough

 

to hers that she could feel his breath against her lips. "And

 

she was hot."

 

He gave a terse bob of his head to emphasize his point,

 

then turned to leave. "I'm due in court. Close the door on

 

your way out, will ya?"