Kingsley raised his cup to hers. “Back to school, I take it? Senior year?” He teased. “You know, it’s a funny thing . . . I never did go to high school. I mean, not in any real sense. The first time I went was when I got assigned to the Duchesne case.”
“Don’t tell me you miss it,” she joked. She wondered how old Kingsley was. Silver Bloods were like Enmortals, they were free of the cycles. They didn’t age, almost as if they were frozen in time. She knew a little about Kingsley’s history: he had been corrupted by a Silver Blood in Rome, but had been forgiven by Michael himself and welcomed back into the Blue Blood community.
“Maybe a little. The little announcements at the start of the day. All that peer counseling. Very self-actualizing.” He grinned to let her know he was making fun, but not making fun of her.
The barista yelled from the counter. “Two clovers!”
“That’s mine!” Mimi said, collecting her order. Some things didn’t change: even if this was no Starbucks, the coffee still came in a cup the size of a pitcher. “I should go or I’ll be late,” she told Kingsley. She picked up her satchel and swung it over her shoulder, holding the two drinks in a cardboard carrier.
“I heard about the bonding,” Kingsley said quietly. He put down his coffee cup and signaled to the waitress for another.
“Forsyth told you.”
“Indeed. He explained that since Charles is still MIA, he’s giving you away.”
“So? What of it?” she challenged.
Kingsley smiled sweetly. “Nothing. I just wanted to congratulate you. You’ll make a beautiful bride.”
Now it was Mimi’s turn to blush uncharacteristically. She didn’t know what she had expected. Him to plead with her? To ask her not to bond with Jack? Ridiculous. Impossible. Kingsley was exactly like her: selfish, dangerous, unable to follow rules. Had she wanted him to feel something for her when she felt nothing for him?
She stared at him, her cheeks slowly burning. He returned her gaze steadily.
“Dude, I don’t know why I even bother,” Mimi said, and she left, storming out of the café.
A year ago, when Mimi had returned from Rio to New York, there had been no time to even think about the bonding. Everything had been canceled immediately. It wasn’t the right time, and after what had happened, she and Jack were too shell-shocked to think of it. Deposits were lost, her gown taken to storage. A week later she had confronted him about his little affair with the half-blood, and they had reconciled. In any case, Schuyler had ceased to be a problem: the little wench had left New York and Jack. She was following in the footsteps of her mother, headed to some sad tragic end, Mimi hoped.
But instead of Schuyler’s absence leading to a deeper relationship, the two of them being alone together at last had caused an estrangement between them. But this time it was Mimi who had withdrawn. She didn’t want to be second choice. She didn’t want Jack to be with her only because he couldn’t be with the person he truly loved.
Jack in her arms was nothing but a Phyrric victory. Mimi wanted him to love her and to mean it. But every day, it appeared he was doing the same thing he always did: paying lip service to their bond, placating her fears with lies, while his eyes betrayed the deeper truth: that his heart still belonged to another.
And so she had escaped. She had joined up with the Venators. She had left him. See how well he would do without her. She wanted him to miss her. She wanted him to miss her so desperately he would understand exactly how much she meant to him. She thought that if she left, he would realize the error of his ways, and discover the deep bond between them. She might as well have stayed home.
Nothing had changed. Jack had gone his way and she had gone hers. When she had told him about Forsyth’s request, he had accepted the new date of their bonding without comment. He would bond with her. But he would find no joy in the process: the groom as dead man walking. She was tired of it.
She found Jack standing at the corner, his messenger bag slung across his broad shoulders. He really needed a haircut, she thought.
“Here you go.” She handed her twin his coffee.
“Thanks.”
They walked to school, their steps easily matching the other’s. Even after a year away, they fell in line together. In a weird way, they would always be bonded even without the official ceremony.
“Here’s your croissant. Probably not as good compared to Paris, right?” Mimi asked.
Jack took a bite. “It’s okay.” He shrugged. When she’d mentioned Paris, his lips twitched, like they did whenever he was upset.
But for the first time in a very long time, Mimi couldn’t care less about what was bothering him.
FORTY-FIVE
Bliss
Where r u? miss u. am back & want 2 c u. why Bliss read her text. Her thumb hovered over the reply button, but in the end she put her phone away. No. She wasn’t safe to be around. She didn’t want any more of her friends to suffer because of her.
“Sorry,” she said, when she noticed Miss Murray looking in her direction.
The Van Alen Legacy
Melissa de la Cruz's books
- Alanna The First Adventure
- Alone The Girl in the Box
- Asgoleth the Warrior
- Awakening the Fire
- Between the Lives
- Black Feathers
- Bless The Beauty
- By the Sword
- In the Arms of Stone Angels
- Knights The Eye of Divinity
- Knights The Hand of Tharnin
- Knights The Heart of Shadows
- Mind the Gap
- Omega The Girl in the Box
- On the Edge of Humanity
- The Alchemist in the Shadows
- Possessing the Grimstone
- The Steel Remains
- The 13th Horseman
- The Age Atomic
- The Alchemaster's Apprentice
- The Alchemy of Stone
- The Ambassador's Mission
- The Anvil of the World
- The Apothecary
- The Art of Seducing a Naked Werewolf
- The Bible Repairman and Other Stories
- The Black Lung Captain
- The Black Prism
- The Blue Door
- The Bone House
- The Book of Doom
- The Breaking
- The Cadet of Tildor
- The Cavalier
- The Circle (Hammer)
- The Claws of Evil
- The Concrete Grove
- The Conduit The Gryphon Series
- The Cry of the Icemark
- The Dark
- The Dark Rider
- The Dark Thorn
- The Dead of Winter
- The Devil's Kiss
- The Devil's Looking-Glass
- The Devil's Pay (Dogs of War)
- The Door to Lost Pages
- The Dress
- The Emperor of All Things
- The Emperors Knife
- The End of the World
- The Eternal War
- The Executioness
- The Exiled Blade (The Assassini)
- The Fate of the Dwarves
- The Fate of the Muse
- The Frozen Moon
- The Garden of Stones
- The Gate Thief
- The Gates
- The Ghoul Next Door
- The Gilded Age
- The Godling Chronicles The Shadow of God
- The Guest & The Change
- The Guidance
- The High-Wizard's Hunt
- The Holders
- The Honey Witch
- The House of Yeel
- The Lies of Locke Lamora
- The Living Curse
- The Living End
- The Magic Shop
- The Magicians of Night
- The Magnolia League
- The Marenon Chronicles Collection
- The Marquis (The 13th Floor)
- The Mermaid's Mirror
- The Merman and the Moon Forgotten
- The Original Sin
- The Pearl of the Soul of the World
- The People's Will
- The Prophecy (The Guardians)
- The Reaping
- The Rebel Prince
- The Reunited
- The Rithmatist
- The_River_Kings_Road
- The Rush (The Siren Series)
- The Savage Blue
- The Scar-Crow Men
- The Science of Discworld IV Judgement Da
- The Scourge (A.G. Henley)
- The Sentinel Mage
- The Serpent in the Stone
- The Serpent Sea
- The Shadow Cats
- The Slither Sisters
- The Song of Andiene