“How many other sons and brothers have been sacrificed for my father’s dream?” ?gedei shouted. “How many more?”
“Tolui was a good man, the best and most noble brother anyone could ever hope to have, but he knew what must be done to keep the empire alive.” Toregene gently grasped his cheeks and temples in her warm, dry hands and looked him in the eye. “You are the best of your father’s sons. His only worthy successor. Do not shame Tolui’s sacrifice by denying what you are.”
?gedei’s eyes began to fill with tears. “My brother,” he sobbed. “Who else would make such a sacrifice?”
Toregene liberated the cup from ?gedei’s slack fingers and set it back on the table. Without a word, she drew him toward the balcony. Under the sky’s great blue tent cloth, a host of warriors stood silent, waiting. The sun shone directly overhead, glinting off iron helmets and golden jewelry, and the crowd glimmered like water.
“All of them,” she said quietly. “Every last one of them and the thousands who already died in their service—all of them would sacrifice their lives for you, O Great Khan.” She wiped his face with her sleeve, clearing away the tears with tender dabs. “Do not deny them.”
?gedei’s mouth became firm, and his back straightened. Gently he gathered her hands in his and kissed them. Then, with his own thick finger, he wiped the slight stain of wine from her supple skin and looked up at her from beneath wide brows, his small black eyes sharp. She had this effect on him always, like a tonic, better than any wine, better even than the sight of a fine horse.
When he stepped out onto the balcony, the wind greeted him like an old friend; the horsehair strands of the Spirit Banner mounted on the railing danced and snapped in the breeze. He could almost hear the wind-borne whinny of anxious, prancing horses, eager to be ridden across the land of grass.
The army assembled below gave one voice, and the sound was like an avalanche falling down a steep mountainside. He let their united voices buffet him, and then, enlivened, rejuvenated by the intensity of their adoration, and smiling like a new father, he raised his arms to silence them and focus their attention.
The sudden expectant quiet of a thousand men seemed to freeze the very air.
“Today,” he began, and then started again in a louder voice. “Today we celebrate the sacrifice of my dear brother Tolui.”
The knot in his gut gripped him once and then let go, and all the memories that he both cherished and despised flowed back. The time had come. This all meant nothing; it meant everything.
“Nine years ago…”
Nine years ago…on a night where thick clouds obscured the moon and the air pressed down heavily, threatening rain, ?gedei lay on his deathbed.
His hair was matted to his sweltering skull, and a thin robe clung to his shivering frame. Whenever he had enough strength, he would try to throw off the furs that were damp and rank with his sweat, but the healers would always replace them, ignoring his guttural grunts. Most of the time he simply stared at the wooden lattice supporting the ger’s ceiling, watching the smoke curl up and escape through the smoke hole. Shamans, like smoked mummies wrapped in patchwork robes, would appear and disappear like wraiths illuminated by the moon sneaking between clouds. They beat hide drums, droned endless prayers, and made noises like birds and foxes. He was sure one time he would look and they would all be transformed into wolf cubs, panting and whining with fear.
The fever had fallen upon him during the dark of the moon, seizing him like a malevolent demon conjured by his enemies. It grew in him, eating first the strength in his legs and arms, and now it worked on his guts and his lungs. Soon it would crawl up his throat and find a way into his brain, and then he would no longer be ?gedei Khan, but just a sack of pale skin, filled with hot ash.
Riders had gone out, summoning every shaman and healer in the land, and they continued to appear, laboring to drive out the heat demon that infected him. They sang, they danced, they burned incense; some searched for answers in the bubbling, wandering, meaningless words that dribbled from his lips, in the pattern of finger and knuckle bones they shook out on leather maps, in the striations and patterns on charred tortoiseshells.
They all failed to cure him. In defense, they decreed his malady to be a curse, a malediction set upon him by angry gods of the southern kingdoms—vengeance upon the empire that had slaughtered the tribes and despoiled their lands. Some of the shamans tried to communicate with the foreign gods, to seek a sign of what they must do in order to appease their anger. Harsh, dusty winds and sudden lightning storms were the only response.
A life precious to you, the shamans told him, in return for all those that have been taken. That is the only sacrifice they will accept.