He was a fool.
I wrenched the door open and found him sitting inside at his desk, peering into the monkey’s cage, scribbling notes on a tablet. A set of roughly made children’s blocks—Montgomery’s handiwork, no doubt—was stacked on the table. Father didn’t look up as I approached.
My footsteps echoed along the wall of cabinets. The broken glass had been swept away. The new batch of my serum sat tidily in its box on a polished worktable. No trace remained of our earlier fight save the one empty pane from the glass cabinets. He kept writing, pausing to watch the monkey fiddle with a toy block, then jotted down a few more notes in his tight, meticulous handwriting. I had expected an argument. I’d even expected to be slapped again. But I hadn’t expected to be quietly ignored.
“Father,” I said.
“I’m trying something new,” he muttered, not looking at me. “A new technique. It doesn’t involve surgery, but alteration of a different kind. It changes the constitution on a cellular level, without ever having to use a scalpel. If it works, the ramifications could be tremendous.”
I stepped deeper into the room, my shadow casting over the tablet. “After everything that’s happened, you’re still focused on your work. Aren’t you going to tell me what a horrid, disobedient child I am?” I picked up one of the blocks, inspecting the carefully carved letters on all sides. “Or do I have to play with blocks like the monkey for you to pay me attention?”
He made another notation on his tablet. “Unlike the monkey, you no longer show any promise. So I’m content to throw you out with the rest of my failures.”
I slammed the block against the table, toppling the stack. The crash sent my pulse racing, making me hungry for more destruction. I leaned on the table, my hair falling like a fortune-teller’s veil over my face.
“Your failures are going to find you and kill you. That’s what you get for throwing them out.”
He stacked the blocks back into an orderly pile. His refusal to grow angry only made my own rage seethe. “I’ve given them a precious gift. Do you really think they would turn on their creator?”
“You gave them pain. They’re animals and that’s what they’ve always been, no matter how you’ve twisted their limbs and minds. They’ll get their revenge.”
The monkey tapped the block against the bars of his cage. Father turned back to his note-taking.
“Yet you insist on deluding yourself,” I continued. “You think yourself safe because … why? A few door latches?”
He slammed down his tablet. The monkey screeched and hid in the corner of its cage. But I didn’t flinch. I smiled. This was what I wanted.
A fight.
Faster than I could react, Father grabbed my wrist and splayed my hand on the table. My first instinct was to pull away, but I realized he wasn’t planning on striking me.
“The human hand,” he said in that steady voice he used for lectures, “is what most separates us from the animals, did you know that?”
His voice was calm, and yet I detected a ripple beneath it, like the water beasts swimming below the ocean’s surface. A chill tiptoed up my spine, one vertebra at a time. He traced his fountain pen, slowly, along the length of each of my fingers, leaving thick black lines. “The four lateral fingers are extensions of an animal’s primary phalanges. We hardly need Mr. Darwin to tell us that—it’s evident when comparing the musculature of any mammal, human or otherwise.”
He tapped my thumb with the sharp tip of his pen. “But the opposable thumb—ah, there’s the secret. The distal phalanx is attached to the wrist by a mobile metacarpus, giving the thumb unique properties. The ability to clutch objects—weapons, tools. To climb. To build. Why, even to hold a fountain pen.”
The precise black lines he drew along my skin radiated from the wrist to each knuckle, an anatomical diagram written on my hand. Fingers were so important to a surgeon. It was little wonder that Father was obsessed with the hand, the fingers—even going so far as to base his own safety on cleverly designed latches instead of locks.
“Without the thumb, most animals are simply mindless beasts, unable to advance mentally due to their limited physiology. Which is why they’ll never get into the compound. We are perfectly safe as long as the opposable thumb eludes them. And the next stage of evolution shouldn’t happen for, oh, a hundred thousand years.”
His words sounded so logical. It might have been easy to believe him if I didn’t know he was utterly mad. He’d assumed the beasts couldn’t get in over the roof or break through the gate, yet they’d done both. Montgomery had warned me—Father would never admit to his mistakes.
My splayed hand began to shake. I curled my fingers inward, no longer wanting to be part of his lecture. His arrogance was going to kill him. Maybe all of us.