Once An Eve Novel

nineteen



CLARA DROPPED HER PLATE BESIDE MINE, SPATTERING TINY droplets of tomato sauce on the white tablecloth. “You look tired,” she said coolly, her eyes searching mine. “Late night?” Her short blue dress was too tight, the silk puckering along the seams.

“Not at all.” I straightened up. At most, Clara had seen my back as I darted inside the stairwell door. She couldn’t have known for certain that it was me.

Charles and the King had just cut the red-and-blue ribbon of the new marketplace, a giant outdoor restaurant built around the Palace’s expansive pools. People ate at tables set up on the stone patio or strolled past various stands. Columns towered over us, holding up verdant topiaries and hanging purple flowers. Statues of winged lions and bucking horses perched above. The fabric stalls—called “cabanas”—had all been converted to storefronts where vendors sold Moroccan olives, Polish sausages, and fresh crepes with strawberries and whipped cream.

Rose sat across the table, looking as though her face might melt off. Pink blush had settled in her wrinkles, and there were faint dark circles under her eyes. She stared down at Clara’s half-eaten plate of pasta. “Know when to say when,” she whispered, resting her hand on Clara’s fork. “You’re too beautiful to let yourself go.” Clara looked away, her cheeks going a deep red.

“We’re thrilled with the final product,” the King said loudly as he strolled toward us, Charles by his side. He addressed Reginald, the Head of Press, who was clutching a notebook. “When we restored Paris, New York, and Venice we wanted them to be tributes to the great cities of yesterday’s world. This marketplace is an extension of that, a place people can experience all the delicacies we enjoyed before. You can’t just hop on a plane and be in Europe, South America, or India anymore.” He gestured to a corner of the wide marketplace. Tents were filled with steaming carts of dumplings, meats, and tiny rolls of sticky rice and fish. “My favorite is Asia. Did you ever think you would have sashimi again?” the King asked.

I watched him, noticing how easily he slipped into his public persona. His voice was louder, his shoulders back. It seemed as though every word had been rehearsed beforehand, every slight nod and gesture carefully designed to inspire confidence. “Our Head of Agriculture is working on ways to produce seaweed. The trout is all farmed from Lake Mead. It’s not an ideal substitute, but it will suffice until we get the fishing fleets back on the oceans.”

They sat down beside me, Reginald still scribbling in his notebook. Charles’s eyes followed me. He kept staring until I met his gaze. “Don’t say hello or anything,” he said, playfully raising one eyebrow. “You know, I’m starting to take it personally.”

“I think your ego can handle it,” I offered, as I cut into the yellowish dumplings I’d found at the Polish storefront.

The King reached over, squeezing my hand so hard it hurt. “Genevieve is kidding.” He laughed. He offered Reginald a subtle wave, as if to say, Don’t write that down.

He cleared his throat and continued. “This is only the beginning. The City has proven a workable model for others in The New America. There are three separate colonies in the east. Every day people in those colonies worry about where their next meal will come from, if they’ll be attacked by their neighbors. There’s no electricity, no hot water—people are just surviving. In the City of Sand we aren’t surviving—we’re thriving. This is what living is.”

He pointed at the blinding white marble and the clear blue pools. “There’s so much land for the taking, and Charles and his father have proved we can develop quickly and efficiently. In six months we’ll start walling in the first colony—a settlement in what was formerly Texas.”

“I can’t wait to see what you’ll do with it.” Clara slid her chair closer to Charles. “I’ve been listening to people talk about the global marketplace for the last few months, and I never imagined it would be as incredible as this.”

“A lot of this we owe to McCallister,” Charles said, waving to the Head of Agriculture, a man with glasses who stood by a giant mural of the old world, each country painted a different color. “If it wasn’t for the factories he built in the Outlands, or the new methods of farming he developed, we wouldn’t have any of this.”

“You’re being modest. This was your vision,” Clara cooed. She pointed at Reginald. “I hope you’re writing that down. Charles has been imagining this since before the Palace was even completed, before most of the buildings were restored. You’ve been going on about it since as long as I can remember, how you wanted to bring the diversity of the world inside the City walls.”

I could barely look at her. Teacher Agnes’s voice was in my head, her warnings about men and the deceitful nature of flirtation. Charm is a verb, she’d said, something men do to control you. But I wished she could see this now: Clara leaning in, resting her fingers on Charles’s arm, tucking her blond hair behind her ears. It was the first time I’d seen a woman flirt so blatantly. I covered my mouth to stop myself from laughing, but it was too late. A slight chuckle escaped my lips. I turned away, trying to pass it off as a cough.

“Is something funny, Genevieve?” the King asked.

Clara narrowed her eyes at me. A subtle smile crossed her lips as she looked around the table. Everyone had gone quiet, their attention fixed on me. “So what were you doing out last night?” she asked loudly, tilting her head as though it were the most innocent of questions.

“You left your suite?” The King turned to me. I slipped my hands under the table, clutching the skirt of my dress to steady them. I’d studied his face at breakfast that morning, wondering if he’d returned to my suite at night, if he’d discovered the mound of pillows beneath the covers. But he seemed so calm, his voice even as he spoke of the day’s events.

“No.” I shook my head. “I didn’t.” I turned back to my food, plunging the fork into the dumplings, but Clara continued on.

“I saw you in the east stairwell.” She planted her elbows on the table and leaned forward. “You were going downstairs. You were wearing a black sweater. You stopped when I called your name.”

The King turned to me. “Is that true?”

“No,” I insisted, trying to steady my voice. My throat was suddenly dry, the heat of the day too much, my hair sticking to my face and neck. “It wasn’t me. I don’t know what she’s talking about.”

“Oh,” Clara said, her voice singsong. “I think you do …”

Everyone’s eyes were on me. The sun beat down on me, the air stifling and still. The King was studying my face, his expression dark. It had been worth it, even for a few hours with Caleb, but I suddenly wished I hadn’t paused in the stairwell, that I had ignored Clara’s calls. I offered a slight shrug and turned back to my plate, the words lodged in the back of my throat.

The King leaned over, his hand heavy on my arm. “You are not to be going out,” he whispered. “It’s for your own safety. I thought that was clear.”

“Perfectly,” I managed. “I didn’t.”

The table was silent. Clara opened her mouth to continue, but Charles interrupted her. “Have you seen the fountain outside the conservatory?” he asked, giving me a small smile. “I’ve been meaning to take you there. If we leave now we can make it for the next show.” He glanced across the table at the King. “Do you mind if I steal your daughter for a little while?”

At the suggestion, the King’s face relaxed. “No—you two go. Enjoy yourselves.”

As they watched us walk away, Reginald turned to Clara, his notepad still in his hand. “Perhaps you saw one of the Palace workers?” he asked.

“I know what I saw,” Clara hissed. She looked at Rose, who shook her head slightly, signaling for her to let it go.

I followed Charles through the marketplace, around the wide, sparkling pools, thankful when we were far from the table. He led me across the Palace’s marble lobby, where the old gaming machines still stood, shrouded in gray cloths. All the while two soldiers trailed behind us, their steps keeping time with ours, their rifles swinging on their backs. “I’m sorry about that,” he said as we stepped into the sun. We crossed a narrow bridge to where a massive fountain spread out toward the sidewalk.

“What are you sorry about?” I asked.

“I have a feeling I had something to do with that.” A tuft of thick black hair fell across his forehead. He smiled, combing it back with his fingers.

“Not everything has to do with you,” I snapped. A cluster of people on the street turned, studying us, the soldiers gesturing for them to stay back.

“I think what you mean is, Thank you, Charles, for rescuing me from that inquisition.” He threw his hands up in defense. “I’m just saying. I think maybe—just maybe—Clara has a little bit of a crush on me. At least that’s how it’s seemed since … always.”

I looked at him. Charles’s face was so sincere, his pale cheeks flushed. I couldn’t help but laugh. “Maybe you’re right,” I admitted. Even if Clara had seen me leave last night, I doubted she cared what I did with my free time. She seemed to take more issue with Charles sitting beside me at meals, or the way he leaned forward when he spoke to me, so there were no more than a few inches between us.

“We grew up together in the City,” he added. “The last ten years we’ve been the youngest people living in the Palace. Clara is incredibly smart. She’s talked about studying at the teaching hospital to be a doctor. Her mother is steering her in a different direction, though.” He raised his eyebrows, as if to say, Toward me.

“I see.” I nodded, thinking of the cold, calculating look Clara had given me when we first met.

People gathered along the rim of the great fountain. I stared at our reflection in the water, two shadows rippling with the wind. Charles didn’t take his eyes off me. “So how have you found the City? You don’t seem in love with it the way everyone else is.”

I thought of Caleb’s arm around me last night, how music and smoke had filled the room. Our bodies pressed together in the doorway. I smiled, the heat rising in my cheeks. “It has its advantages.”

Charles inched closer to me, his shoulder pressing against mine. “Can you keep a secret?” He studied my face. “My father would have chosen nearly any city over this one. Despite what he told the King, he wasn’t convinced until a few years into the restoration that Las Vegas would work. It was my mother who knew this was the right place. Most of the hotels were empty at the time of the plague. The buildings were easily stripped of advertisements. It’s so separate from everything else—a haven. She always knew.”

“Women’s intuition?” I asked, remembering a phrase I’d heard at School.

“Must’ve been,” he said. He stared out over the fountain. A little boy with a plaid cap was kneeling on the stone ledge, peering into the water. “She’s been having a hard time without him. She keeps to herself a lot. As bad as this sounds, part of me wants to know what it’s like to love someone that much.”

I stared at the tiny stones piled up in the bottom of the fountain. I’d thought of saying it to Caleb before, of saying those three specific words—the ones the Teachers had warned us about. I’d decided in the stillness of Maeve’s house, the quiet night surrounding me, that I meant those words for Caleb. Nothing was as persistent, as relentless, working its way through me, pulling at every thought.

When I turned, Charles was still looking at me. “Sometimes it’s terrifying, though. The idea of being so close to someone.” He searched my expression. “Do you know what I mean? Am I making any sense?”

The question hovered in the air between us. I remembered my first days in Califia, how I’d watched the shadowy city over the bridge, imagining what Caleb was doing there, if he’d gotten in contact with the Trail. The nightmares came soon after: Caleb standing by the water, blood running down his leg, turning the entire bay a rancid purple. “I do,” I said. “So many things can go wrong.”

Charles stared into the water. “See all of those?” he asked, pointing at the pebbles. “They made this into a memorial of sorts. People would bring stones here and throw them into the fountain, one for every loved one they lost in the plague.”

He walked over to the shrubs that lined the conservatory building and plucked several tiny rocks from the ground beneath, rubbing the dirt off with his fingers. “Do you want a few?” he asked, offering them to me.

“Just one.” I took the smooth brown stone in my hand. It was shaped like an almond—one side slightly wider than the other. I ran my fingers over it, wondering what my mother would’ve thought if she knew I was standing here, inside the new capital, imprisoned by the man she’d fallen in love with so many years before. I could nearly see her face, smell the mint balm she always smeared on her lips, leaving slippery smudges on my cheeks when she kissed me. I let the pebble slip through my fingers into the water below. It settled at the bottom, disappearing among the others, the surface still rippling in its wake.

We stood in silence for a minute. The wind whipped around us, a fleeting relief from the heat. Two older women approached the edge of the fountain, clutching worn photos in their hands. They watched as others lined up along the stone ledge. “What exactly is everyone waiting for?” I asked.

“You’ll see …,” Charles said. He checked his watch. “In three … two … one …” Music sounded on the main road. Everyone stepped back. Water burst through the surface of the pool and rocketed toward the sky. It rose and rose and rose, nearly twenty feet in the air. The little boy stood up on the stone ledge and clapped. Charles’s face was lit up like a child’s. He hooted loudly, throwing his fist in the air, a sight that made even the soldiers laugh.

The wind shifted, blowing the spray at us and soaking the front of my dress. The cold water felt good on my skin. I closed my eyes, the claps and cheers swelling around me, and enjoyed those last few moments away from the Palace.