I turned.
"How did you get through the fire?" he asked.
Oh crap. "It wasn't fully up," I said. "Dumb luck. Couldn't get out of it though. I guess she was hell bent on bringing that ceiling down on my head."
"I see," Curran said. I couldn't tell if he believed me or not.
I turned around and made a little mocking bow that made my stomach hurt. "Would there be anything else, Your Majesty?"
He waved me off with a flick of his wrist. "Dismissed."
Curran was too dangerous to know. Too powerful, too unpredictable, and worst of all, possessing an innate ability to infuriate me, throwing me off balance.
Hopefully our paths would not cross again.
A young wolf whose name I didn't know drove me to Greg's apartment. I thanked him and walked up the stairs to find a white stain of a note pinned to my door. It said, "Kate, I tried to call but you didn't answer. I hope we're still on for tonight. I've made a reservation at Fernando's for six o'clock. Crest." I tore the note off the door, crumpling it, and tossed it aside. The wards shimmered shut. The sturdy door separated me from the rest of the world, and I breathed a sigh of relief. Kicking off the Pack's sneakers, I crawled into the bed, and fell asleep.
WHEN I AWOKE, LATE AFTERNOON WAS SLOWLY burning down to evening. I felt drained and uneasy, unsettled, as if I'd missed an important deadline. Searching my brain for the causes of my rotten mood produced no results and I felt worse.
I lay in bed and looked at the ceiling, considering calling Crest and telling him to forget it. That would be the sensible thing to do. Unfortunately, sensibility was not among my virtues. To miss the date was somehow equivalent to giving up without trying.
I shambled to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water. It didn't help.
There was only one dress I could wear to Fernando's, both because it was the only formal dress I owned and because it was the only dress hanging in Greg's guest closet. I had worn it to a formal function he had dragged me to in November, where I had spent two hours listening to people who loved hearing themselves orate.
I took the dress from the closet and dropped it onto the bed, then went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water. I had lost a lot of blood. I forced one glass down, refilled it and came back, sipping the water. The dress lay on the sheets, bathed in the last rays of the tired sun. Of a simple cut, it had an unusual color, a nameless shade somewhere on crossroads between peach, khaki, and brass. Anna had picked it out for me. I remembered her going through the dresses hanging on wire hangers, briskly sliding them out of the way one by one, while an impossibly thin saleswoman watched in distress. "You don't need thinning," Anna had explained, "or padding. What you need is softening, which is a touch more complicated but can be done with the right dress. Lucky for us, you have the right complexion for the color. It will make you look darker, which in itself isn't a bad thing."
I looked at the dress and recalled the unsettling feeling of not recognizing myself when I put it on. I was proportionate, even lean, but not slender. Most women don't bulk easily, but if I flexed my arm, I could see definition. No matter how hard I tried to lose weight or become thinner, all I managed to do was to wind more muscle on my frame, so I'd quit trying to match the willowy standard of beauty when I was fourteen years old. Survival took precedence over fashion. Sure, I didn't weigh a hundred and ten pounds, but my narrow waist let me bend and I could break a man's neck with my kick.
This dress camouflaged the muscle, tricking the eye into seeing soft flesh where there was none. The trouble was, I wasn't sure I wanted to wear it today for Crest.
I touched the soft fabric and wished Anna would call.
The phone rang.
I picked it up and heard Anna's voice say, "Hello."
"How do you do that?"
"What? Calling when you want to talk to me?" She sounded amused.
"Yes."
"Most clairvoyants are slightly emphatic, Kate. The empathy with the person serves as a bridge for the things we do. I've known you for a very long time—I remember when you were learning to walk—and I've formed a permanent bond. Think of it as being tuned to a certain radio station that's off-line most of the time."
I sipped my water. I knew she wouldn't mention the vision, unless I asked her about it and I didn't feel like asking.
"How's the investigation?"
"I've found Greg's killer."
"Aha. What did you do to him?"
"Her. I disemboweled her and then crushed her heart."
"Lovely. What did she do to you?"
"I'll have a scar on my upper thigh and my stomach is still healing. But at least I had a professional medic this time."
Anna sighed. "I suppose it's not too bad for one of your outings. Are you satisfied?"
I opened my mouth to tell her yes and stopped. The cause for my unease became clear.
"Kate?"
"No, I'm not satisfied." I told her about Olathe and her pre-Shift vampires. "Too many loose ends," I said. "One, I'm still not sure who killed Greg. I'd thought it could be one of her vamps, but that doesn't explain the animal power prints on the m-scanner and I saw no animals during the fight."
"There is no way to check now?"
"No. The building is kaput. Two, where are the missing women and why were they kidnapped?"
"As food for the vampires?" Anna ventured.
"Four women wouldn't have sustained her stable for more than a day. Why didn't she grab more?"
"I don't know."
I sipped my water. "Neither do I. And the enemy in your vision was male. There is more, but I can't remember right now. I have this awful feeling that I've overlooked something. Something ridiculously obvious."
I fell silent. Anna waited on the line.
"Anyhow," I said finally. "I'll have to wait until my brain sorts this out."
"Ah," Anna said. "Is there something more pressing?"
"A handsome plastic surgeon expects me at Fernando's at six."
"Aha. Did you happen to mention that you abhor Fernando's?"
"No," I said. "But I expected him to figure it out. Formal dining isn't me, Anna."
"Understatement of the year," Anna murmured. "Is he fun?"
"Who?"
"The plastic surgeon. Is he fun? Does he make you laugh?"
"He tries," I said.
"Doesn't sound like he's successful."
"I think I may have tried to force this thing too hard," I said.
"Which part? Intimacy or sex?"
"I suppose both." For me casual sex was an oxymoron. Sex placed me in a position of vulnerability and there was nothing casual about that. I never slept with a man I didn't trust and admire. I didn't know enough about Crest to either admire or trust him, yet I had wanted to get him into the sack. I had paraded naked in front of him, for God's sake. "It bothers me. I think it has something to do with Greg's death."
There was silence on the line. Finally Anna's voice murmured, "Lo and behold, a chip in your armor."
"I intend to repair it tonight."
"You're a maximalist, Kate. All or nothing. Perhaps he deserves a chance."
"I didn't mean that I would break it off. I'll just reassess the situation. I'll try to see if he is fun."
Anna sighed. "Will you wear the dress we bought that time?"
"Yes."
"A word of advice," she said. "Let your hair down."