“You want to deny it because you can’t make sense of it, but you saw it happen. Prince Kai can verify it.” I didn’t offer Arcus’s testimony, because I knew she wouldn’t accept his word on anything.
“It’s true, Your Majesty,” Kai said, his voice still rough. “When I was searching the castle for Ruby after the initiation, Prince Eiko found me. He was frantic, saying that he’d been expelled from a secret throne room by a Frostblood woman, and that Ruby and the Frost King were in danger. I followed him back, and there we saw the god of the east wind…” Kai swallowed hard. “He took over Prince Eiko’s body. He blasted me with fire and I was knocked out. I woke as Eurus tried to take Ruby through the portal. We had no choice but to fight him. Then he used the Frostblood woman as a shield so we couldn’t attack. He left through the portal as… as you came in.”
The queen’s eyes fluttered closed and she bent forward at the waist. Master Dallr held her up, his expression murderous.
“I’m sorry, Your Majesty,” Kai said softly, so much pain in his voice that my heart contracted. “I’ve failed you. I should have protected him.”
I shook my head. There was nothing he could have done. But Kai wasn’t looking at me, he was staring at the floor, locked in self-recrimination.
“Does he live?” the queen asked hoarsely. “Is he still alive somewhere?”
“We don’t know for sure.” I couldn’t bear to tell her that Eurus had said that Prince Eiko was gone. Maybe there was some small chance of rescuing him. I wouldn’t take away her hope.
“I feel weak,” she said plaintively. “I… I feel sick. I need… I need Eiko. I need… something. Something feels wrong.” Her voice rose. “The… the voice that calms me is gone.” She moaned, the sound echoing off the ceiling, multiplying her pain. The words were shredded, desperate, begging.
I moved closer to her slowly, trying to block out Master Dallr’s hostility. I was careful not to touch the queen in case contact with my skin would alert her to the presence of the Minax inside me. “It was the curse in the throne,” I said softly. “The voice in your head was the Minax, urging you to… to war and acts of hatred.”
“It eased my pain,” she cried, almost keening the words. “It made me strong.”
We were all silent for a moment. I looked down, not wanting to see the naked vulnerability on the queen’s face. It seemed wrong there, somehow.
“And where is the curse—the Minax—now?” she begged.
I hesitated, looking at Arcus briefly for his opinion on what to tell her. He shook his head almost imperceptibly.
“One of the Minax was destroyed,” I said. “Eurus plans to use the other to open the Gate of Light, and unleash the rest of the Minax trapped behind it.” Both statements were technically true, if misleading. “I’m sorry, Your Majesty,” I said again, not knowing what else to say. I didn’t even know if she was capable of understanding what I said.
However, Master Dallr looked shocked. I stared hard at him. He couldn’t deny this was a threat to his queen and kingdom, something the masters should help us deal with instead of blocking our attempts. That was, if he chose to believe me.
“You must go after Prince Eiko,” Queen Nalani said, quietly raising her eyes to Kai’s. Then she said more firmly, “You will go after him. And you must stop this… this monster.”
“I will,” Kai said simply. “Immediately.”
“I’ll go, too,” I said.
“And I,” said Arcus.
Master Dallr looked at him with loathing. “You will go nowhere.”
I glanced around the room. There were four masters in addition to the queen and Master Dallr. Kai was a master now, too, I realized with a shock. He would be obliged to fight against Arcus and me. And if we did fight, the Minax that lay dormant in my mind could wake and I could lose control. It was too great a risk.
“You must allow it, Your Majesty,” I said urgently. “If we don’t stop Eurus, he’ll open the Gate of Light, and countless shadow creatures with the ability to control people will spill over the earth, possessing and killing people. And we’re the only ones who can stop it.”
“Why?” she asked. “Why only you?”
“I’m…” I glanced at Arcus and he nodded. “I’m what Eurus calls a Nightblood. I have some ability to control the Minax. But I need Arcus and Kai with me. If we have any hope of retrieving Prince Eiko, we have to use every weapon at our disposal.”
The queen glanced at Arcus, as if struggling to understand how he—the enemy—had become vital to the rescue of her husband. At least, I hoped those were her thoughts.
I turned to Master Dallr. “You must know how dangerous Eurus is, and that we need to act quickly.”
“The masters have never lost our connection to ancient knowledge,” he replied. “It’s now a question of which steps to take to avert this disaster.”
I sighed my relief. I’d been afraid that they’d continue to fight against us.
“Have you considered that Eurus hopes you will follow him?” Master Dallr said. “He could be luring you into a trap.”
“All the more reason for both the king and me to be there,” Kai jumped in. “Our combined power will give us the best chance of success. And we’ll both guard Ruby with our lives.”
I looked at him with surprise. He was arguing on Arcus’s behalf?
The queen looked down for a moment, touching her wedding band lightly before squaring her shoulders. When she spoke, her voice was still weak—but the old note of determination had returned. “I have been entrusted by birth with the responsibility of caring for an entire kingdom. When King Rasmus took the frost throne, I was helpless to stop the massacre of my people. We were caught unprepared. Not enough ships. Not enough weapons or soldiers. Unable to fight.”
She stared at Arcus, and my heart lodged in my throat. She was going to throw him in prison, question him, kill him. She would do all the things she’d threatened and more, taking her rage and pain out on him. My whole body was filled with bated breath.
“I will not be responsible for another massacre,” she said, a fierce light shining in her dark eyes. “I will not stand by as tragedy unfolds.” She turned to me. “If you, my niece, tell me that you must go, then I must place my trust in you… and you will go.”
I let out the breath. “Thank you.”
“You will all go, then. And you will take Master Dallr and a contingent of masters with you.”
Arcus cleared his throat. “Respectfully, Your Majesty, even if my crew accepts the presence of Fireblood masters, the enmity between our people goes back too far. I’m afraid we have a long way to go before Sudesians adjust to a cordial relationship with Tempesians, and vice versa. Though, to be clear, I very much hope our kingdoms will be allies again.”
“Allies or not, my masters are going,” she declared. “Rest assured they’ll behave with admirable self-control. See that your crew does the same.”
“We could take two ships,” Kai suggested. “The Fireblood masters could travel on mine. As my ship is faster, I’ll take Ruby with me. The king and the Frostblood crew can follow in theirs.”
Arcus made a quiet sound, a low growl deep in his throat. “Ruby will be with me. That is not negotiable.”
The queen’s eyes narrowed. “You will do what is best for the mission.”
“Then we’ll take one ship,” Kai conceded. “And we’ll combine our crews.”
She gestured to the door. “Go, then. Take all the supplies you need.”
My throat was tight. “Thank you for your faith in us.”
She turned her gaze on Arcus. “I will hold you responsible if my husband and my niece are not safely returned.”
“I would feel the same in your position, Your Majesty,” he replied. “I would tear the world apart if someone took Ruby from me.”
She gave him a long, considering look. Their eyes held, some message passing between them.
She leaned into Master Dallr and whispered into his ear. He nodded and led her carefully, step by step, to the doorway. She looked as if she’d aged by decades. The loss of the Minax had ripped something important from her.
I wondered if she’d ever be herself again, or if some essential part was lost forever.