I love you, she almost said. But he had already confessed he didn’t know what love was. Her hands fisted.
Maybe he never would. Maybe this was as close as she could ever get if she accepted him as a mate. If she had to choose between being alone with him and being alone without him, she would far rather have what she could of him. She would have to learn to adapt to whatever relationship he was capable of having. It would have to be enough.
She curled her fingers around his thick penis and pressed her lips to his. He made a sound deep in his chest and kissed her back as he pushed his hips at her caressing hand. Then he nudged her legs apart, rolled on top of her and eased his erection inside. They both sighed when he was full in.
“That’s it,” he murmured. He nuzzled her ear. “That’s right.”
“Right where you belong,” she whispered. She hooked a leg around him and rubbed his broad back.
He rocked in her, flexing his big body over her, in her. It was so good, so good. He brought her slow and easy to a climax that was so rich it brought tears to her eyes. He was kissing her, hands framing her face, when he came.
She felt him begin to pulse inside as he leaned on his elbows and hunched over her, gasping, and his face was so transformed, so beautiful, she had to whisper it. “You’re mine.”
He opened his eyes and looked deep into hers, still shuddering.
“I’m yours,” he said.
They both fell asleep again with him inside her, basking in the morning sun. Sometime later she stirred and murmured a protest as he withdrew and lifted his weight off of her.
“I have things I need to do,” he said in a soft voice. “You stay in bed and rest.”
She gave him a sleepy pout. He kissed her forehead. She curled into his warm spot, hugged his pillow and dozed.
Such a funny little white dragon. His head was too big for his body. He focused on her, pure, determined love in his beautiful eyes as he wobbled toward her. He couldn’t get his hind legs coordinated with his front. He tumbled to the floor.
She couldn’t laugh. It would hurt his feelings. She clasped her hands tight together to avoid helping him. She said, Hey sweet baby.
Mommy, he said, crawling fast toward her. Mommy.
She lunged up in bed, heart knocking like a crazy thing. What the—
The bed spun. Nausea surged, this time uncontrollable. She jumped out of bed. She couldn’t get to the toilet in time but at least made it to the bathroom sink before she vomited until she couldn’t vomit anymore. Several times when she thought she was done, her stomach would lurch again until tears ran down her face and she was dry heaving in painful spasms.
Oh no. Oh no, no. This couldn’t be happening, not on top of everything else.
One of the advantages to being Wyr, for either male or female, was the ability for natural contraception. She had never been quite sure how it worked. It had something to do with fixing in one’s mind a barrier to pregnancy, and somehow that was connected to the ability for shape shifting. It was all part of control over one’s body.
Being half human, she had never had the ability, so she had to rely on human contraceptive techniques. She’d had a copper IUD implant for over a year now. It should be good for up to twelve years.
Except now Dragos was in her life, pouring everything into her, flooding her with his Power and semen over and over again.
Claiming her any way he could.
Reeling from shock, she barely remembered to check if the transparent strings from the IUD were still in place. They were. But—she stretched her newly expanded senses down into her body. There. A tiny new life spark nestled deep inside.
Betrayal filleted her. That bastard.
She showered and dressed. T-shirt, knee-length khaki cargo shorts, running shoes. Thirty-five dollars borrowed from Rune, left over from buying the shoes. She walked out of the room.
This time it was Bayne and Aryal who lounged in the hall. Pia drew up short at the sight of the tall, powerful, leather-clad woman with tangled black hair, a strange gaunt beauty and stormy gray, judgment-filled eyes.
Bayne greeted her with a wide smile. Aryal did not. The harpy gave her a level look, her angular face cold.
“Where’s Con?” Pia asked.
“He had other business to take care of,” Bayne told her. “Aryal’s filling in for the afternoon.”
“Got a problem with that?” Aryal asked, one eyebrow angling up insolently.
Pia’s mouth pinched. What the fuck ever. She was just grateful she didn’t have to look Graydon in the face. She ignored the harpy’s question and jerked her thumb at the open doorway. “Go on in and see what’s on TV. Could you make some coffee, please? Better make it a pot if you want some. I’m going to grab some breakfast. Be right back.”
“You got it,” Bayne said with a cheerful smile.