She blinked and looked pointedly at me. “A few months ago he came home with a spark of life in his eyes. I couldn’t even imagine what had happened. And it was you.” Jeanne leaned forward and brushed my cheek with the edge of her hand, smiling.
“You beautiful girl. You’ve given new life to my Vincent. He might be strong of spirit, but he’s a tender soul. And you’ve touched him. For as long as I’ve known him, his only motivation has been vengeance and loyalty, which may be why he’s one of the few survivors. But now he has . . .” She paused, thinking twice about what she was going to say, and settled for, “You.”
Her smile was compassionate. “This won’t be an easy relationship for you, dear Kate. But persevere. He’s worth it.”
Jeanne tucked her apron into the handle of the oven, kissed me, and began to gather her things. “I’ll walk you out,” I told her, all of a sudden realizing that I was going to be in that huge house with no one but a 150-year-old revenant and my boyfriend’s dead body to keep me company.
“Are you going to be okay?” asked Jeanne.
“Yes,” I lied. “No problem.” We approached the granite fountain in the middle of the courtyard, and I sat down on its edge, waving good-bye as Jeanne bustled out through the front gate. It closed silently behind her. I gazed up at the statue in the fountain of the angel holding the woman.
The first time I had seen it, I had no idea what Vincent was. I had never heard of a revenant—either the murderous kind or the kind that spent their existence saving mankind. Even then, the fountain had already seemed truly creepy to me.
Now, when I looked at the ethereal beauty of the two connected figures—the handsome angel, with his hard, darkened features focused on the woman cradled in his outstretched arms, who was all softness and light—I couldn’t miss the symbolism. The angel was a revenant, but was he good or evil? And was the woman in his arms sleeping or dead? I stepped closer.
The angel’s expression seemed desperate. Obsessed, even. But also tender. As if he was looking to the woman to save him, and not vice versa. And all of a sudden, Vincent’s name for me popped into my mind: mon ange. My angel. I shivered, but not from the cold.
Jeanne had said that meeting me had transformed Vincent. I had given him “new life.” But was he looking to me to save his soul?
I looked at the woman. A noble strength radiated from her features, and the light of the moon reflected off her skin onto the angel’s face. He seemed blinded by the light. I had seen the angel’s expression before: Its face was like Vincent’s when he looked at me.
I was overcome by a rush of emotions: amazement that Vincent had found in me what he was looking for; fear of his expectations; concern that I wasn’t strong enough to carry that burden. Those were all there. But even stronger was the desire to give him what he wanted. To be there for him. My destiny might include helping Vincent to see that there could be more to his existence than vengeance. There could be love.
*
I almost ran back to Vincent’s room, pulling myself up on his bed until I was lying next to him. His cold features held no expression; his exquisite body was nothing but an empty shell.
I tried to imagine him as Jeanne had described . . . a violent, vengeful soldier. And though the picture that instinctively came to mind was the eyes-half-closed sexy smile he always gave me, I was able to imagine him as a furious avenger. There was something dangerous about him, as there was about all the revenants.
Just knowing that a fatal accident could be right around the corner must make humans more cautious, a trait that Vincent and his fellow revenants didn’t possess. Their lack of fear of injury, or even death, gave them a reckless confidence that was both thrilling and terrifying.
I traced his features with my finger and thought about the first time I had seen him like this. His dead body had repelled me then, but now I felt a growing certainty that I could handle whatever was given me. To be with Vincent I would have to be strong. Courageous.
I heard my phone’s text-message ring tone and jumped down off the bed to grab it. It was from Georgia:
Left party. I need to talk to you asap.
Me: Are you okay?
Georgia: No.
Me: Where are you?
Georgia: Outside Vincent’s house.
Me: What??? How did you know I was here?
Georgia: You told me.
Me: No, I didn’t.
Georgia: I need to see you. What’s the digicode?
Why was she doing this? And what could I do? She obviously needed me, but I couldn’t just give her the code.
Me: Can’t give it out. Will come outside to talk.
The doorbell rang. I ran down the hallway to the front door and pressed the button on the videocam screen. The camera light went on, and looking up into the lens was my sister.
“Georgia!” I yelled into the microphone. “What are you doing here?”
When she heard my voice, she cried out, “Oh my God, Kate, I’m so, so sorry!”
“What happened?” I asked, panic rising in my voice as I saw the fear and anguish on her face.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” she wailed, raising her trembling hands to her mouth in terror.