Dance With the Devil

 

The tender heart that was hurt by their scorn.

 

Astrid wanted to ease his suffering. She wanted to take him by the hand and show him a world where he wasn't locked outside. Show him what it was like to reach out to someone and not be knocked away.

 

Not once in all the centuries she had judged had Astrid felt this way about anyone. Zarek touched a part of her that she didn't even know existed.

 

Most of all, he touched her heart. A heart she had feared was no longer functioning.

 

But it beat for him.

 

She couldn't just stand here, watching him ache in his solitude.

 

Before she could think better of it, she flashed herself into her empty cabin and opened the door…

 

Zarek's heart stopped beating as he looked up and saw the face of heaven. No, she wasn't heaven.

 

She was better. So much better.

 

Never in this dream had anyone opened the door once he'd been shut out.

 

But Astrid had.

 

She stood in the doorway, her face gentle. Her pale blue eyes were no longer blind. They were hot and welcoming. "Come inside, Zarek. Let me warm you.

 

"

 

Before he could stop himself, he stood up and took her outstretched hand. It was something he would never have done in real life. Only in a dream would he have dared to touch her.

 

Her skin was so warm that it burned him.

 

 

 

Create PDF files without this message by purchasing novaPDF printer (http://www.novapdf.com) She pulled him into her arms and held him close. Zarek shook at the novelty of a hug, at the sensation of her breasts against his chest. Her breath on his frozen skin.

 

So this is what a hug felt like. Hot. Soothing. Miraculous.

 

His human contact had been so limited in his lifetime that all he could do was close his eyes and just feel the warmth of her body surrounding his.

 

The softness of her.

 

He inhaled her warm, sweet scent and reveled in the newfound emotions that tore through him.

 

Was this acceptance?

 

Was this nirvana?

 

He didn't know for sure. But for once, he didn't want to wake up from this dream.

 

 

 

 

 

Suddenly a warm blanket was wrapped around his shoulders. Her arms still held him tight.

 

Zarek cupped her face in his hand and pressed his cheek to hers. Oh, the feeling of her flesh touching his…

 

She was so soft.

 

He'd never imagined anyone being soft like this. So tender and inviting.

 

The warmth of her cheek on his took the stinging burn of the cold away. It crept through his body until he thawed completely out. Even his heart that had been encased by ice for centuries.

 

Astrid trembled at the sensation of Zarek's prickly cheek against hers. Of his breath falling gently against her skin.

 

His unexpected tenderness tore through her.

 

She'd seen enough of his life to know gentleness was not something he had experience with and yet he held her so carefully.

 

"You're so warm," he breathed in her ear. His hot breath tickled her neck, and sent chills all over her.

 

He pulled back and stared at her as if she were unspeakably precious to him. He brushed the back of his knuckles against her jaw. His eyes were so dark and tormented while he stared at her, as if unable to believe she was with him.

 

His gaze uncertain, he touched her lips with the tip of his forefinger. "I've never kissed anyone before.

 

"

 

 

 

 

His confession stunned her. How could a man so handsome have never kissed?

 

Fire sparked in his eyes. "I want to taste you, Astrid. I want to feel you hot and wet under me. To look into your eyes while I fuck you.

 

"

 

 

 

 

Create PDF files without this message by purchasing novaPDF printer (http://www.novapdf.com) She shivered at his crudeness. It was what she expected from the conscious Zarek, but she refused to take that from this one.

 

 

 

She knew him better than that.

 

What he suggested now was forbidden. She wasn't allowed to ever cross the physical line with her charges.

 

 

 

 

The only one who had ever tempted her to break that rule had been Miles. But she had met that temptation and wisely kept herself away from him.

 

With Zarek it wasn't so easy. Something about this man touched her in a way that nothing had before.

 

Looking up into his tormented black eyes, she saw his wounded heart…

 

He'd never known kindness.

 

Never known the warmth of a loving touch.

 

 

 

 

 

She couldn't explain it, but she wanted to be his first and she wanted him to be hers. She wanted to hold him and show him what it was like to be welcomed by someone.

 

If you do this you could lose your job as a judge.

 

 

 

 

It was all she'd ever wanted to be.

 

If she didn't do this, Zarek could lose his life. If she reached out to him now, maybe she could teach him that it was okay to trust someone.

 

 

 

 

Maybe she could touch the poet inside him and show him a world where he would be free to allow other people to see his gentler side. Show him that it was okay to befriend others.

 

 

 

She finally understood what Acheron had meant.

 

But how could she save Zarek? He had turned on the people whom he'd been sent to protect and had killed them.

 

 

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