Dance With the Devil

She came up behind him so that she could see inside, too.

 

The cabin was filled with Dark-Hunters. They were celebrating something while a blazing fire roared in the fireplace. There was food and drink aplenty while they laughed, drank, and spoke to each other like brothers and sisters. A family.

 

Astrid didn't recognize any of them, except for Acheron. But it was obvious Zarek knew them all.

 

Clenching his fist, he pushed himself away from the window and headed to the front door of the cabin.

 

 

 

 

Zarek pounded fiercely on it. "Let me in," he demanded.

 

A tall blond man opened the door. He wore a black leather motorcycle jacket with red Celtic scrollwork on it and a pair of black leather pants. His dark brown eyes were scornful and held an extremely distasteful look on his handsome face. "No one wants you here, Zarek.

 

"

 

 

 

 

The blond tried to close the door.

 

Zarek braced one hand against the doorframe and the other against the door so that he could keep the man from shutting him out. "Damn you, Celt. Let me in.

 

"

 

The Celt stepped back as Acheron came forward to block Zarek's way. "What do you want, Z?

 

"

 

Zarek's face was anguished as he met Acheron's gaze. "I want to come in." He hesitated and when he spoke his next words, his eyes were bright with humiliation and need. "Please, Acheron. Please let me in.

 

"

 

There were no emotions on Acheron's face. Not one.

 

"You're not welcome here, Z. You'll never be welcome among us.

 

"

 

 

 

 

Create PDF files without this message by purchasing novaPDF printer (http://www.novapdf.com) He closed the door.

 

Zarek pounded against the wood and cursed. "Damn you, Acheron! Damn all of you!" Then he kicked the door and tried the knob again. "Why won't you just kill me, you bastard! Why?

 

"

 

 

 

 

This time when Zarek spoke, the anger was gone from his voice. It was hollow and needful, aching, and it affected her even more than when he'd asked to die. "Let me in, Ash, I swear I'll behave. I swear it.

 

Please don't leave me out here alone. I don't want to be cold anymore. Please!"

 

 

 

Tears fell down Astrid's face as she watched Zarek beating against the door, demanding they open it.

 

No one came.

 

The laughter continued inside as if he didn't exist

 

In that moment, Astrid fully understood the desolate isolation he felt. The loneliness and abandonment.

 

"Fuck all of you!" Zarek roared. "I don't need any of you. I don't need anything.

 

"

 

Finally, Zarek threw his back against the door and then slid down to kneel in the midst of the cold, swirling winds. His hair and eyelashes were white and frozen from the snow, his exposed skin red.

 

He closed his eyes as if the sound of their merriment was more than he could take. "I don't need anything or anyone," he whispered.

 

And then everything in the dream changed. The cabin shifted form until it became her temporary house inAlaska .

 

There were no more Dark-Hunters in his dream. No more storm. It was a perfect, peaceful night.

 

"Astrid." He breathed her name like a gentle prayer. "I wish I could be with you."

 

She couldn't move as she heard those softly spoken words.

 

He'd never said her name before and the sound of it on his lips was like a melodic song.

 

He looked up at the dark sky where a million stars twinkled through the clouds. " 'I wonder,' " he said quietly, quoting again fromThe Little Prince , " 'whether the stars are set alight in heaven so that one day each one of us may find his own.'"

 

Zarek swallowed and folded his muscular arms around his legs as he continued to watch the heavens. "I have found my star. She is beauty and grace. Elegance and goodness. My laughter in winter. She is courageous and strong. Bold and tempting. Unlike any other in all the universe, and I cannot touch her. I dare not even try."

 

 

 

Astrid couldn't breathe as he spoke so poetically. She'd never really thought about the fact that her name meant "star" in Greek.

 

But Zarek had.

 

 

 

 

Surely no killer could have such beauty inside him?

 

"Astrid or Aphrodite," he said softly, "she is my Circe. Only instead of changing a man into an animal she has made the animal human.

 

"

 

 

 

Create PDF files without this message by purchasing novaPDF printer (http://www.novapdf.com) Then anger descended on him and he kicked at the snow before him. He laughed bitterly. "I am such a

 

fucking idiot, wanting a star I can't have.

 

"

 

He looked up wistfully. "But then, all stars are beyond human reach and I'm not even human.

 

"

 

 

 

 

Zarek buried his head against his arms and wept.

 

Astrid couldn't stand it anymore. She wanted out of this dream, but without M'Adoc's help, she couldn't rouse herself from sleep.

 

 

 

 

All she could do was watch Zarek. Watch his anguish and grief that cut through her like glycerin on glass.

 

He was so strong in life. An iron forge that could withstand any blow. One who lashed out at other people to keep them away from him.

 

 

 

 

It was only in his dreams that she saw what was inside him. The vulnerability.

 

Only here that she truly understood the man he dared not show to anyone.

 

 

 

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