I drop my head and kiss her. I put everything I have into the kiss, because she’s giving so much of herself. Her trust, her body, her mind, and I hope like fuck her heart, because she sure as hell has mine.
She tastes like heaven and happiness and freedom and everything else that’s good in life. I bend slightly, tightly wrap my arms around her, and stand back up straight, leaving her legs to dangle. They don’t dangle long, because she wraps them around my waist. My painfully hard cock is once again smashed between us, and I groan into Jules’s mouth at the contact. Her hands fist into my hair, and I fucking love that her control is as precarious as mine. The woman drives me crazy. It’s only fair that I do the same for her.
I break my lips from hers and trail them across her cheek and down her neck.
“I have no fucking clue why you’re trusting me,” I whisper against her ear, needing her to know how important this moment is for me. How damn honored I am to have her in my life. I pull back and look at her. “Fuck knows I don’t deserve it. But I swear to Christ, you won’t regret it, Jules.”
“I know.”
Again, her words flay me alive.
I reach back, turn the water off, then step out of the shower with her still wrapped around me. I grab a towel, and with her help, place it over her shoulders. I leave the bathroom and go into my bedroom, leaving the hallway light on. At the foot of the bed, I put her down then dry her off with the towel. I roughly rub it over my body next before dropping it to the floor.
I take a minute before finally giving myself permission to look over her body. She’s gorgeous. No, she’s more than that. She’s absolutely fucking breathtaking. Her brown hair cascades down her back with some of the wet strands sticking to her skin over her tits. Her neck is slender and graceful, and the plump swell of her tits is amazing. Her waist is trim, but not overly so, and her hips flare out. She’s not rail-thin like so many women strive for. She’s curvy in just the perfect way. The brown curls between her legs, hiding her sacred passage, tempt me beyond measure. I want to run my fingers through the wiry hair until I find the delights of her pussy. Her legs are lean and long, and I can’t fucking wait to feel them around my waist as I take her.
I lift my eyes back to her and find her checking me over as well. Her eyes dance from one part of me to the other. They settle on my cock and it makes my shaft jump. Her eyes fly to mine, and her cheeks stain a pretty pink again.
“Is uh…,” she stutters. Her eyes go back to my cock then rest once again on my face. “Will that hurt going in me?”
I chuckle and tuck a piece of hair behind her ear.
“No, baby. It won’t hurt. In fact, it’ll feel real good.”
Her face relaxes some. “I’m not saying I want to back out, but I’m nervous.” She swallows. “I don’t remember any of the times before. I was still a virgin the last time I remember.”
“We’ll take it slow,” I reassure her. “And if at any time you want to stop, we will. Immediately.”
“I trust you,” she reaffirms, and it sends fucking butterflies to my stomach.
I step forward and cup the back of her head, bringing my lips down on hers. I could kiss her for hours and still want to do it more. Her hands latch on to my shoulders and mine move to her lower back. We kiss for a while, and I feel more tension leave her body.
I move both our bodies back until her legs hit the mattress. I pull my lips away and push her down onto the bed.
“Scoot back,” I murmur.
She slides back across the mattress until she’s lying in the middle. She looks down at me still standing at the end of the bed. Her arms are at her sides and her legs are closed, but they open when I get on my knees at her feet, giving me room and her silent permission. I lean over her, a fist on the mattress on either side of her head. My hair falls forward and she pushes it away.
I kiss her again, sliding my tongue against hers before moving to her neck. She trembles and moans, and I about lose my mind when she puts one leg over my hip and lifts her ass off the mattress, grazing my cock with her warm pussy.
I leave her neck and make my way across her collarbones, nipping and sucking her flesh into my mouth, leaving love bites behind, then move on to her gorgeous tits. I lap at one of the nipples and lift my eyes to hers.
“I love these,” I tell her huskily, then gently bite the tip.
Her hands tangle in my hair, pushing my head closer to her. I draw a nipple in my mouth at the same time I lave it with my tongue.
“That feels so good, Luca,” she moans.
I release her with a pop and move on to the other one, plumping the soft mound with my hand before sucking as much as I can of her tit into my mouth.
Trailing my lips down her smooth stomach, I dip my tongue into her belly button. Her whimpers fill my ears, spurring me on. I can smell her arousal before I can see it, and my cock pulses and jerks with impatient need.
Her thighs are soaked with her juices, and the bruises I neglected earlier glisten from the moisture. Rage has no place in this bed, so I banish the dark thoughts from my head and concentrate on tenderly worshiping the sore flesh with my tongue. I lap up every bit of her deliciousness before moving on to her pussy. I push her legs back to fully expose her to me. Her essence drips from her and my mouth waters at the sight.
I glance up and see her eyes closed and her mouth open as she pants.
“Open your eyes, baby.” She complies, her amber eyes glowing in the partially lit room. “Keep them open and watch me devour you.”
I not only want her to watch me so her mind doesn’t wander, but I like having her eyes on me. I like seeing her face filled with desire and need.
The first swipe of my tongue across her pussy has me groaning and her crying out my name. She’s the best thing I’ve ever had in my mouth. The second swipe has her legs trembling and her eyes fluttering. She fights it, but she keeps them open and trained on me. The third swipe has my control crumpling, and I suck her clit into my mouth.
“Oh, God! Oh, God!” she chants. Her fingers dig into my scalp.
I gently bite the sensitive bundle of nerves and her hips jackknife off the bed at the same time she forces my face closer to her pussy.
She’s so fucking responsive. My dick begs for attention, but I ignore it for the moment.
I place my middle finger at her opening and push just the tip inside. I wait a moment to see if she’s still with me. Her eyes flare with heat and her hand tightens in my hair, giving me an answer without words. I slide my finger in and greedily suck on her clit, flicking my tongue against her for added effect.
Her inner walls clamp down on my finger. She’s deliciously tight, and I know I’m going to have a hard time not coming as soon as I get my dick in her.
I suck, lick, and bite her tender flesh, and am rewarded when she screams her release, her legs going taut around my head and her pussy strangling my finger.
I crawl back up her body once she recovers and claim her lips. My dick bobs between us and bumps against her pussy. I lift my head and ask her one more time. “Are you sure this is what you want?”
There needs to be no doubts in her head.
“Yes. Make love to me, Luca. Make me yours.” There’s no hesitation or misgiving in her tone.
Reaching toward the nightstand, I open the drawer and take out a condom. When I sit up to rip the package open, her hands forestall me. She’s nibbling on her lip, her eyes on the condom.
“Could we… umm….” She trails off and wrinkles her pert little nose.
I smile tenderly at her and kiss away the wrinkle. “Do you not want me to wear a condom?”
Her eyes move back to mine. She hesitates for a moment, but then answers. “No. While I was in the hospital, they gave me the shot. I just… I just want to feel all of you. Is that okay?”
“Fuck yeah, it’s okay,” I growl. “I’ve always been careful, so there’s no need to worry. But are you sure?”