Tell Me True (Call Me Cat Trilogy #3)
Karpov Kinrade
Chapter One
Happily Ever After
PRESENT DAY
PEOPLE SAY YOU fall in love, like you might fall into a puddle or a ditch. I think love is a choice, mostly. There are some hormones and pheromones involved in attraction, but love, the act of loving another person—that's a choice you have to make every day. The best kind of love is slow-burning and long-lasting. Which scared me, because the love I felt for Ash was blazing hot and burned so bright I worried it would consume me in it.
My hand shook as I fiddled with the rhinestones that formed an intricate design on my one-shoulder garza wedding gown.
Bridgette slapped my hand away as she artfully arranged the curls of my dark hair around the glittering head circlet with a teardrop diamond that rested in the center of my forehead. "You look amazing. Like you just stepped out of a bridal magazine."
I didn't reply. My throat had gone dry and I sipped on a bottle of water through a straw so I wouldn't mess up my lipstick or makeup. It felt too caked on and the dress, while stunning, made me nervous. A custom-made Vera Wang. One-of-a-kind. It had been made just for me by the most famous wedding dress designer in the world. That made my head spin and I was terrified I would spill something on it and destroy it forever.
I'd endured every fitting like a statue, scared to move for fear I'd rip the delicate silk, and now the day was here and I should be excited. I was excited. And nervous. Scared. And excited. Did I mention excited?
Twisting my engagement ring, which had been moved to my right hand in preparation for the exchange of wedding bands, I gingerly paced the dressing room of the posh Boston hotel. I didn't dare put on my heels, also custom-made to match the dress, until it was time. Nightmares of breaking my leg walking down the aisle had haunted me for weeks.
My phone beeped and I nearly tripped over my train reaching for it before Bridgette could grab it.
You looked beautiful last night at the rehearsal dinner.
My heart skipped a beat as I erased the text. Jon shouldn't be texting me like this. I'd have to talk to him. Again.
"Who was that? Prince Charming?" Bridgette turned her back to me so I could zip her into the pale blue bridesmaid dress she'd picked out specifically to match her eyes.
"Um, no, it was just a text about the cake."
"Oh, okay. Any problems?"
"Nope. But could you go and check on everything? See if people are here yet?"
She paused, scrutinizing me. "Are you okay?"
"Yes. I just don't like to be the center of attention. You know that. And we invited so many people."
"It's the wedding of the century. Most Eligible Bachelor marries the girl who not only survived, but ended the Midnight Murderer. You're lucky the Davenports managed to keep the numbers as low as they did." Bridgette smiled as if we were talking about which flavor cake to order for the wedding.
She'd helped end the Midnight Murderer, too, and it had left its mark on us both. I could see it in her overly cheerful demeanor whenever anything got too serious. At least it was over. She'd gotten some help after shooting—and killing—the woman who nearly destroyed my life, and nothing bad had happened in six months. We could finally move on with our lives.
Bridgette ducked out of the overly feminine room, leaving me alone and at a loss. I didn't want to sit and wrinkle my dress, so I paced the peach floor again, scrolling through texts and deleting everything from Jon.
A knock on the door startled me and I dropped my phone. Ash came in, closing the door behind him, and picked up my phone without taking his eyes off me.
I blushed under the attention. "Isn't it bad luck to see the bride before the wedding?"
He stood, his broad shoulders filling out the black tux perfectly. His dark hair, always a bit disheveled, refused to stay in place, but that only made him more handsome in my book. I placed a hand on his chest, my French manicure making a nice contrast against his lapel.
He traced a line down my cheek with his finger, careful not to mess my makeup. "I had to see you first, before the rest of the world got to." His breath hitched. "You look… angelic. I can't believe I finally get to be your husband."
A lump formed in my throat. I loved this man beyond words. It had only been six months since he asked me to marry him, but in that time we'd fallen more deeply in love than I could have imagined. I'd give anything to spare him more pain and heartache in his life and I prayed that loving me wouldn't add to his burden.
"It's not too late to run away and have a private wedding somewhere remote," I said with a small smile.
He laughed. "I think my family and all of our friends would have something to say about that."
"So everyone's here?"